#lifeassam

Hello, I'm back!

I used to be a little girl with big dreams but then I turned into a lady with a vision. I thank God for giving me courage as I dare to take risks, strength to overcome the pressure along the process, and wisdom as I learn each day. Pharmacy is a tough one to handle but with God’s grace I managed to survive. I bring this achievement back to You and to everyone who believed in me. I didn’t come this far, to only come this far because my parents didn’t raise a quitter. There are better things ahead and I can’t wait to see what’s in store for me.

Zab Reyes

For all the times that you rain on my parade And all the clubs you get in using my name You think you broke my heart, oh girl for goodness sake You think I'm crying on my own, well I ain't And I didn't wanna write a song cause I didn't want anyone thinking I still care I don't but, you still hit my phone up And baby I be movin' on and I think you should be somethin' I don't wanna hold back, maybe you should know that My mama don't like you and she likes everyone And I never like to admit that I was wrong And I've been so caught up in my job, didn't see what's going on And now I know, I'm better sleeping on my own Cause if you like the way you look that much Oh baby you should go and love yourself And if you think that I'm still holdin' on to somethin' You should go and love yourself But when you told me that you hated my friends The only problem was with you and not them And every time you told me my opinion was wrong And tried to make me forget where I came from And I didn't wanna write a song cause I didn't want anyone thinking I still care I don't but, you still hit my phone up And baby I be movin' on and I think you should be somethin' I don't wanna hold back, maybe you should know that My mama don't like you and she likes everyone And I never like to admit that I was wrong And I've been so caught up in my job, didn't see what's going on And now I know, I'm better sleeping on my own Cause if you like the way you look that much Oh baby you should go and love yourself And if you think that I'm still holdin' on to somethin' You should go and love yourself For all the times that you've made me feel small I fell in love, now I feel nothin' at all Had never felt so low when I was vulnerable Was I a fool to let you break down my walls? Cause if you like the way you look that much Oh baby you should go and love yourself And if you think that I'm still holdin' on to somethin' You should go and love yourself Cause if you like the way you look that much Oh baby you should go and love yourself And if you think that I'm still holdin' on to somethin' You should go and love yourself

“I never thought love would be this deep and complicated. Love is not just about your boyfriend/girlfriend, cheesy messages, or talking to the phone until you both fall asleep. Love is about sacrifice and understanding. Love is more than that. I have also learned that love is very powerful. It can break you into a million pieces or glue you back with just one tight hug. It will let you feel pain until everything in your body becomes numb including your emotions. Love will let you turn and toss at night before you can even manage to close your eyes and doze off. And love allows you to do to stupid things and crazy decisions. But that is just how love is. It’s hard to understand and feel but easy to accept and give. That pain you are feeling because of love? It won’t matter if you know that in the end it’s worth it. Keep holding on. God is there to grab your hand whenever you feel like slipping away. Love is infinite. Love is everywhere. Believe in it. Be the love. It takes time and that time will always be perfect.”