#life comments

I appreciate your feedback on the issue and I have to admit I’m assuming anon you’re the person I was talking with privately earlier. If not, then please accept my apology. My post was basically about having a rough night at school and to be honest I really don’t go into class eager to the ‘the best’ so to speak. I allow my work to speak for itself and I don’t brag to my other classmates or ever try to make them feel like they are in competition with me or vice versa. My motto about my own work is that I’m in constant competition with myself to improve upon where I once was and continue to strive to be better and grow with my work if you will. I would never outright call myself ‘the best’ because I know I’m not the best by any means. For every great artist out there, there is another artist who is just as good if not better. In terms of my work my complaint really stemmed from an issue where I felt ignored by one person in particular, who at this point in my college career is someone that I really wish would pay more attention and help a little bit not because I think I’m ‘better’ than anyone else, but because I’ve been asking the questions and asking for help and getting ignored in the process. I didn’t really get too detailed in my response or my post because I often worry the person I was upset about might be lurking on my tumblr page and without giving any real specifics on what was going on it might’ve come off as my stomping my feet and demanding that people notice me. It’s not I swear. I was more so frustrated because I feel that I do good work, always go above and beyond and rarely ask for help because I try to figure things out on my own. Sometimes I realize that I need to step back, swallow my pride (and my social anxiety that surrounds my life) and ask for help more, but in doing so when a person like me feels like they are hit by a brick wall over and over again not really getting that help it becomes a source of frustration. That’s where I was coming from and without getting any specifics on what was going on it might be hard for someone on the outside to understand, but really that was what was going on.Thanks for offering your feedback/opinion though :) It’s nice to know that online people care!

So I brought two 3 oz things of tea and now i feel much better. =D