#life changes.

i've never done this before but i am tired of the unsanitary conditions, the verbal abuse and the suffering my mental health has gone through these past four years this place has taken from me.

it hasn't served me then. it won't serve me now and it damn sure won't affect my future. i am so excited and happy that my family is behind me on leaving like this and in a professional manner. i want my joy back. i want to have peace and leaving in this way is great timing, seeing as it is during the pink moon!

This wasn't supposed to happen. No, in fact, Cindy was positive this was the worst possible thing. Of course it would've been a complete lie if she said in the past she hadn't thought about having a family with Neels someday. He was her first love. Yet, things changed. They broke up, he had kids of his own, and nothing was ever quite the same between the two. Now she was here. The worse possible scenarios couldn't resist flooding through her mind as she sat in her car in his drive way. Everything's fine. She was okay. Maybe she was just overthinking the whole situation. Possibly. The brunette took one last deep breath before making her way up to his door. Lifting her hand up to the door, she immediately gently knocked a few times. Her teeth sunk into her bottom lip as she anxiously awaited for it to open.

My entire vision of my future changed. And I liked it. I pictured a sunny, bright scene. 

It's far better than the dreary one I had before.

I never realized how dank my vision of my future was before it changed into something beautiful.