#lidoublesy

Sooooo last year April 14th, I wrote a song about Kizaru after FINALLY properly catching up to the One Piece manga (Egghead).

Now, in April 2025, the anime has come around and I figured it's the perfect time to re-record and release it :))

I've always thought that Kizaru was just one of the sickest characters of all time in One Piece. I loved his quick and immense power, his unfazed yet cocky attitude, and just how cold his attacks have been. I mean he's literally LIGHT.

tired of not recording. its been a while. the songs are already written, they just need to be voiced the way i want them to be,

i just got home from a staff party. not drunk but hella tipsy. fixin the types as ag o. except for those,, i have to dj soon, well now. to prepare. anyway.

i want to drop june 1.

its already may 10 FUCK. lock in girly.

yes you gotta job so you can make money, but dont let your dreams pass away with time. dont settle. EVER.

like no joke fully lost consciousness

im still so spooked about it

ive been pushing myself a lot but i need to remember that for the amount of things on my plate... i need even more on my ACTUAL plate. eat more. drink more water. get more sleep. i felt the burnout in my body last week / 2 weeks ago but i didnt think it would get this far

anyway new music & making money are still my top priorities

i miss being unemployed so bad LMFAOOOO

like wym i can't just spend all day every day recording this mixtape whatttttt

work has been so draining simply due to the fact that i'm required to be in an office for 8 hours, where i spend all of my mornings getting ready and my nights getting rest/ready for tomorrow. i get why people be ending it all truly.

anyway lets not talk too much about that >< i recorded LS/T today, as well as BW and M (although the last save file for that got accidentally overwritten </3).. posted some grupz snippets over the weekend :))

well.. rerecorded

The last two weeks have been pretty crazy.

I've been obsessed with watching how WHATIF? is just growing and growing each day. Like this is obviously my best single release so far!!

Every time I go to town, at least 5 people stop me or call out "WHAT IF?!" to me from across the street or from their cars. It's an amazing feeling to be recognized, and deep down I feel even more excited because nobody has a CLUE of all the bangers I have on the way...

I feel like everything's been falling into place lately. I've been in such a dark place for sooo long but I really just need to listen to WHATIF? every morning to snap out of it. Nothing matters except for what I choose to. I can create my own reality once I'm focused and consistent. I mean, look - just from me posting every day online, I've solidified myself in many playlists from listeners all over the globe. The more I post, the more I'm seen, the more people listen.

Anyway, I say all of that to say that this is the beginning of something great. I can feel the energy in my bones lifting me up into that heightened energy that fills my future. I'm burning with anticipation and just the general KNOWLEDGE that I WILL be successful... no matter what. :)

I'm really sleepy rn it's about to be midnight and I have a big day tmr. But for anyone reading this who needs a sign, this is it. You only live once. For LISSY in the future looking back at this...

told ya!!!!

lata xoxo