May 31
the only bad thing of having a cane is that i cant use it while family is around
#i dont want to be questioned. i dont want to be asked âwhy do you have that???? you don't need itâ#âyou're exhageratingâ âyou're just not doing blablablaâ#IM TRYING. and just trying makes it worse#pain gets so much worse. so i stop fully. otherwise it doesn't get better#when there's no longer too much pain i take it easy#but while i wait for it to not be too painful i can't do shit without proper support.#that's why the cane. so. leave me alone#the only time i went to check about that i was told to rest. i later said it stopped because otherwise it would become too expensive.#i just wish i was taken seriously when i say i can't properly walk without aid and free of pain#without being met with dismissive comments about how i dont try to get better at all#hey.hey guess what's the cane for. GUESS#anyways leaving today later at least nobody tells me shit at college thats good#liam rants#i suppose??
