01 1980
A pensive one-minute whinger. To whinge is to whine, in Irish/British slang. My Mum would probably kill me for adding that second latter nation, but itâs in the dictionary, so I figured Iâd add it for accuracy. My Mum uses an absolute assload of Irish slang. She uses the word âfootering,â which means to aimlessly fool around. âFarting aroundâ would be the closest Canadian equivalent to footering around I think. Itâs similar to âdilly dallyingâ which my Mum also says frequently. Anyway, the song is one minute and not bad, written while living at my friend _____âs place in April 2016, which was a bit of a drug den, lots of coke and tina and OxyContin. Not a healthy place to live, and I found myself looking back to my single digit years, for âmore.â Seeking more in nostalgia is a desperate kind of looking back, but something I felt I needed at the time. Look to the 80s for more, I sing, and youâll find it.
02 Battle Crying
A b-side from the Big City Nights album Almost Awake, recorded September 2016 with Mike Kuehn, rhymes with âJewin,â as he tells people. He also pees sitting down, like a girl, he once proudly boasted on his MySpace profile circa 2006, back when All Grow was his latest release, before the brilliance of his next EP, titled Iâm Getting Pretty Good At Giving Up, or I.G.P.G.A.G.U. for short (is it shorter though?) and artwork featuring him supine and staring at the sky on a desert island as an alligator or possible shark gnaws at his acoustic guitar. Done in black and white. But back to the song, which is a good one. Kind of a grunge march, if you will.
03 I Threw It All Away (Again)
This is exactly what it sounds like, an alt take of the song that appears on our debut, longer and sung this time by David Contin, not Danny. A languid pace and chilled out vibes, like a sparser Toro Y Moi. Nah, whoâm I kiddinâ hah? I canât sound like that genius. Itâs lo-fi bedroom pop, as ever.Â
04 Please Donât Die
An epic song that builds for four minutes to a phantom crescendo. Again, done with Mike Kuehn in Sept 2016 and earmarked for a BCN album but never finished. Until now. Written at the height of my opiate addiction, I was likely addressing myself in the title.
05 Credit Cards
A nifty number that used to be much blander. I recently added some noodling and technical guitar work to get around the fact that Iâve used that same chord progression something like fifty times, on songs like âNot My Blues,â âSkeleton Man,â âHecka Reckanize,â âGoin On,â and probably 46 more. Whatever. Dig it. Hereâs the words:
Bleed it now itâs economy, credit cards, and the lottery.
Beat it out of dichotomy, (I) said it hard and it bothered me.
Meet the mouth (that) says Iâd rather be alone.
Heed the clout weak and watery like you babe.
Seek and shout from lasagna trees
Bet it far son and daughter read
Weeks of health wait in hollow rooms with hope
Weep the hell through synonymy
and songs are free
Donât be kind if youâll shit on these times
but Iâm not with her no Iâm not without the door
Loan the light I need for my mind
(it) woah five pinch hitters and wild sick shit heard round the poor up
eyes peel all night
Phone me time me fill enzymes with the whey
and I feel okay
with credit cards and the lottery (rather be alone)
said it hard, weak and watery (shallow beats back home)
beat it out of dichotomy (gather weeds and stoned)
bleed it out itâs economy babe I know