#lftl

Some of the art I've made for my OTEP fan-story (read/see more on my toyhouse. we got writings, minicomics & misery). Mostly focusing on the OTP side of things right now

t○xic p○sitivity // digital art i made of bert

• prints, apparel, stickers & more here

((preview under cut))

there’s no point of me being mad when all I wanna do is love you

Tried to hold onto reasons why I should hate you

Erase every detail i had of you

Why though , it makes me more miserable

Forcing you out of my head rather than just letting you flow out

Cracking my skull open to relieve the pressure from the constant reminders to be hurt and angry , to feel disrespected or confused

A martyr to the memory

When I could just let it go

Look back and be happy that I had you

That you’re healing and I’m still breathing

As I’m shifting and you’re growing

And I love you with purity , that’s what I need to remember

You anger me but not permanently.. my soul doesn’t seek to hate you , rather be patient with you , be patient with myself , be patient with life

& I genuinely wish for you the best

With a current love or your next

With me one day or never again

I honestly have no idea what to expect

But I love you that’s all I want it to be

I wanna think back and remember the peace

Remember how happy you made me

And how I was able to feel things I hadn’t lately

Thank you for the balance thank you for the freedom the understanding , (and the head that too)

Thank you for the nights you held me and were there for me and letting me get a peek into you

You’re a beautiful person with more life to live

Let these moments teach you how to fucking live

For yourself & no one else ..Trust in yourself

And , maybe I’ll be with someone else

Maybe I’ll be single and our paths cross again

And we can try this again

But those are maybes for another day

and I’m ready to play right now

super long list of albums i love (in alphabetical order)

ft. Schism, Karela and Laburnum