#ley.txt

Hi, I’m Leyla. That’s not my real name but w/e. It’s what you can call me. my url comes from the time I was reading a biography about Rosa Luxemburg that mentioned a Polish activist named Martin Kasprzak whose death prompted the workers of Warsaw to go on mass strike. So in a way it’s a combination of my 3 fave things: socialism, eddie kaspbrak, and having a fake deep reason behind my canon-adjacent url. anyway here are some more deets

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black

british

bi

cis

she/her only

fave ships are reddie, benverly and while i haven’t shown enough appreciation for it, hanbrough

book faves are eddie & mike

movie faves are eddie & bev

my fave version of canon is 2017 movie + book blend where i take what i like and disgard what i don’t

yes i love living in denial

why else would i love post-canon 40something reddie so much

I have A LOT of idle thoughts on books and characters and ships and headcanons in the form of various rtf files on my harddrive and annotations on my ereader/phone that i will hopefully eventually clean up and post. maybe. i’m real lazy idk.

i’m a firm believer in liking what you wanna like and not self-flagellating for it. not bc bigotry don’t real or anything but bc fandom activism is useless and honestly is the reason none of the whites on this website know how to shut the fuck up

like i have exactly ZEEEERO interest in getting into drama

my blog is marked 18+ not ‘cause it’s particularly NSFW but because i wanna minimise contact w/ anyone born after geri left the spice girls

if i could, i would fist-fight stephen king behind the fast food establishment of his choosing. i’m only 5′3.5′’ but he’s 70; i could make it work.

i can’t be bothered to make a taglist but here’s the general pattern i have:

losers are tagged with their first names (so just: #bill, #richie, #eddie, etc.)

ships are tagged w/ their most common ship name

unless i don’t ship it as anything other than friendship in which case i’ll tag it “[name 1] and [name 2]”, e.g. #bev and richie

is that annoying? it’s probably annoying. but it’s my blog soooooo w/e

fanart is tagged #fanart bc duh

book/miniseries/film are tagged #book/#1990/#2017

#styling is the tag i use for outfits depicted in canon or most commonly fanart 

(i treasure every piece of fanart of richie in ugly clothes, i s2g)

#aesthetics and moodboards is self-explanatory

#chapter two is the tag i use for adult losers but it’s mostly reddie as husbands lmao i have a one-track mind sry

#it cast is also self-explanatory

there are other tags that i need to clean up and cant remember rn.

in regards of the post i just reblogged, i want to add something. a person should never feel fear, insecurity or anything related to it when it comes to their  sexuality, trauma or anything that caused them to back away from sexual activities. 

a person is allowed to feel like they can’t go through it, because of their own reasons. and their partner is supposed to respect that, not make them feel scared because they won’t like it when they admit it. they should be able to talk it and have an understanding partner, because if you can’t go through it = it is not your fault. trauma is never ones fault, neither is your sexuality or past or anything. if the partner can’t respect it, then none of it is on you.

you can’t decide if your partner respects it or not, nor can you decide if they should be nice about it or not. all you can do is make sure you know it is not your fault when it turns to the bad direction (disrespect). no one is supposed to deliver something like their body if they are not simply comfortable with it due to personal reasons. 

the partner is supposed to have respect for that, and if they don’t - that’s on them. you should never feel like if you did more, encouraged yourself to do it, go through it all even though your brain screamed NO, never. you are you, and that’s simply that. your partner is who they are, or whoever it is you’ve engaged with in a way that is not friendly but above. 

so just a small reminder, to all of the people that are scared of getting into a relationship due to this, me included - you all deserve love and happiness, and a respectful partner that will still stay with you, even though you can’t go through the same things as other people.

i was tagged by @kyut-tea, thank you cutie! 

1st rule: tag 9 people you want to know better!

@chaeries @hangsangsbitch @silvertae @17dad @tyangie @kthsv @isaacvoo @hellohwiyoung @hobihaze (ignore if you’ve already been tagged, or simply want to skip!)

2nd rule: bold the statements that are true!

APPEARANCE:

i am 5′7″ or taller i wear glasses i have at least one tattoo i have at least one piercing i have blonde hair i have brown eyes i have short hair my abs are at least somewhat defined i have or have had braces

PERSONALITY:

i love meeting new people people tell me i’m funny helping others with their problems is a big priority to me i enjoy physical challenges i enjoy mental challenges i’m playfully rude towards people i know well i started saying something ironically and now i can’t stop there is something i’d change about my personality

ABILITY:

i can sing well i can play an instrument i can do over thirty push ups without stopping i can run fast i can draw well i have a good memory i’m good at doing math in my head i can hold my breath underwater for at least a minute i have beaten at least two people in arm wrestling i know how to cook at least three meals from scratch i can throw a proper punch (i think?)

HOBBIES:

i enjoy playing sports i’m on a sports team in my school or somewhere else i’m in a choir or orchestra in my school or somewhere else i have learned a new song in the last week i work out at least once a week i go on runs at least once a week during the warmer months i have drawn something in the past month i enjoy writing fandoms are my #1 - #3 passions i do or have done martial arts

EXPERIENCES:

i have had my first kiss i have had alcohol i have scored the winning goal in a sports game i have binge-watched an entire season of a tv show in one sitting i have been to an overnight event i have been in a taxi i have been in the hospital or er overnight in the past year i have beaten a video game in one day i have visited another country i have been to one of my favourite band’s concerts

RELATIONSHIPS:

i’m in a relationship i have a crush on a celebrity i have a crush on someone i know i have been in at least three relationships i have never been in a relationship i have asked someone out or confessed my feelings to them i get crushes easily i had a crush on someone for over a year i have been in a relationship for at least a year i have had a crush on a friend

RANDOM:

me @ myself: send them the lyrics to wolf