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To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before...

A Moodboard for Lucy Park’s Romantic History

Paul Turner played by Alfie Enoch

Paul was Lucy’s first real boyfriend. They met shortly after she moved to New York in one of Lucy’s freshmen general-education classes and fell pretty quickly head over heels for each other. He was her first relationship, her first love, and her first time. Unfortunately, Paul was misdiagnosed by Sebastien Blackwell and shortly after died. Lucy was devastated, but the Blackwell’s paid/threatened Paul’s family to keep quiet about Sebastien’s mistake and it kills Lucy that not only did the man responsible for Paul’s death get off scott free, but that to this day, she can’t tell anyone about it for fear of getting Paul’s family in trouble. 

Abel Hendrix played by Peter Gadiot

Abel Hendrix is someone Lucy never should have met, but she did. And her relationship with him has forever changed her. The two became unlikely friends her senior year in college Lucy spent her senior year climbing in and out of his Brooklyn apartment through his fire escape. He had a girlfriend, but as they both vehemently claimed they were just friends, Lucy didn’t feel bad about all of the movie nights and pizzas at 3am after drinking at his bar all night. Shortly after she graduated though, the way Abel looked at her changed one night while they were stuffing their faces with pizza. And once she noticed it, Lucy realized the way she looked at Abel had changed too. She broke up with her boyfriend and Abel very quickly became the only person who mattered in Lucy’s life after that. They began what was a beautiful but tumultuous relationship that summer. Abel pushed her to pursue her dreams and Lucy challenged Abel to be better. Their love was deeper and more passionate than anything Lucy had experienced before and when she was with Abel, she felt the calmest and yet the most alive that she ever had. Abel proposed to Lucy, but she turned him down citing his gang involvement and them being ‘too young’ to make such a huge commitment. It was the hardest thing she has ever done and it fucking destroyed her.  Over the last 8 years since then, the couple has maintained an on-again-off-again affair that would have your head spinning if you ever tried to keep up. They love each other deeply, but at the same time, no one can absolutely drive Lucy crazy the way that Abel can with his stubborn temper. 

Dominic Callaghan played by Chad Michael Murray

What was supposed to be a simple tattoo appointment turned into a relationship when Lucy walked into Dominic Callaghan’s tattoo parlor. During the session, the pair hit it off as Lucy was charmed by his ‘bad boy’ attitude. With Dominic, Lucy didn’t feel any pressure to be Little Miss Perfect everyone else expected her to be. She could be free to do what she wanted when she wanted and who cared if she screwed up? All of the partying and drinking contributed to the rush that Dominic gave her. But things came to a screeching halt when Lucy discovered his mob affiliations. After her experience with Abel and his gang, the thought of being with someone else who was involved in that kind of lifestyle terrified her. 

Levi Strasser played by Bill Skarsgard

Levi was never a relationship. Lucy had simply met the young musician a few times. They got along well enough, until they ran into each other at a bar, both having had pretty crappy days prior. As the drinks continued, the drunken flirting increased and at the end of the night, Lucy invited Levi over. They had literally gotten nearly all of their clothes off each other when Levi whispered another woman’s name. Lucy called him out on it immediately and next thing she knew, he was flying out the door, leaving a few of his articles of clothing behind in his haste to leave. Only just recently, has Lucy learned that the man she almost slept with is married.