LEVEL HORIZON; EPILOGUE; Moiraiâs Promise
EPILOGUE!
Life doesnât give you the people you want, it gives you the people you need: to love you, to hate you, to make you, to break you, and to make you the person you were meant to be. ~Walt Whitman
We are the story we tell ourselves. ~Jason Robinson
 ~Fifty Years Later, Summerâs End~
Kiyoko steps out of the steaming kitchen into the late summer breeze for a moment, the breath of fresh air cool across her sweat streaked skin as a group of cats wanders by, excited for tonightâs kickoff match to start the fall tournament.
She spies Yachi anxiously going over the team matchup schedule with a gull, Tsukishima and Yamaguchi hanging close. She can hear Kuroo barking at Bokuto because âthat doesnât go there, Bro! I told you, that one needs to go by ground net threeâ. She can see Kageyama and Hinata happily pumping up balls and making sure they are all the right pressure. She smiles softly and her eyes crease with amusement as she spies the red mark on the crow setterâs neck when the redheadâs gaze strays to it with a secret grin; sheâs pretty sure Feathers has no idea itâs there or heâd be a lot more salty than that small content smile says he is. Beside them, Natsu plays with an infant crow who babbles incoherently, a happy accident only a few years old, born the first child to Ukai and Saeko.
The baby girl doesnât even have teeth yet, but her cute little wings make her surprisingly mobile, and the younger redhead sibling keeps an ever-careful watch over her until one of her parents returns to pick her up later in the day. Kiyokoâs smile reaches up into her eyes, because those two as parents had been unthinkable even ten years ago; theyâd only tied the knot a couple decades before and it had been almost comical when theyâd discovered Saeko was pregnant. Both had looked so helplessly terrified at the very idea of a baby even as Tanaka had happily congratulated them.
But it had been precious to see them both look at their newborn with complete adoration, Ukai even reaching out to take the baby with infinite care and awe before looking back up at Saeko with the same tender expression. Theyâd proved to be wonderful parents if a little unprepared, and seeing either one of them with their fledgling daughter was almost murderously cute. The little girl is loved by everyoneâeven the ibis has volunteered himself and Yamaguchi for babysitting duty on occasion. The infant has enjoyed the company of the entire beach crew almost like a second family, and she can often be found in their care on busy days at Ukaiâs shopâlike today.
Kiyoko idly pushes a stray damp lock behind her ear.
Itâs been fifty years since that first official match was held at the beach between themselves and the Grand Kingâs team.
That first spring bout had been tense to say the least, the whole beach crew and even most of Sheru Bay on edge at their presence. It wasnât very often the small coastal port had even one sentry, and theyâd suddenly been taken off guard with not only an entire unit, but the rookery leader himself along with his entourage. Really it was only some fifteen people or so, but Kuroo had been livid because âtheyâd agreed on ten and no more, dammit.â
The Grand King had come ready to play his first match in five years according to Iwaizumi. The sentry leader himself had been promoted to heir apparent; a position the crow had had no small amount of dislike for and had never failed to inform the Grand King as such. The rookery leader had lined up as setter across from his son, Iwaâs unit making up the rest of his team. For their part, it was mostly just the former first unit that made up Kageyamaâs team, the only exception being Tsukishima who helped fill the other middle position so they could use Noya in his element as libero.
The match itself had been exciting to watch, and Kiyoko had privately been relieved when it was over; sheâd doubted her heart could have handled much more.
The Grand King was clever and sharp, attentive and focused, and within only a few volleys heâd been able to find the weaknesses with their rotation setup and had actively worked to exploit both them and the shortcomings of individual players. Kageyamaâs team had answered with its adaptability and their adamant determination to connect. Theyâd been practicing all through the winter to the point where they worked fluidly, a sentient system of gears operating smoothly to turn the plays; they werenât completely polished and seamless yet, but it had been enough. The final score had been Kageyamaâs team on top by three points.
The Grand King had stayed for a couple days more, engaging in more aerial scrimmages and watching their ground Volley matches with bright intrigue. Heâd even had Iwaizumiâs wings bound so he could try it out, much to the cowâs sincerely salty opposition. It had been little surprise when theyâd received a raven a week after the Grand King had left asking if they couldnât send a couple people back to the rookery to work with Iwaâs unit so they could play the ground game with them the next time they came to Sheru Bay. Heâd even made a point of specifically requesting Kuroo; the black cat had blanked when Kageyama had read the missive before doubling over in cynical laughter.
âI used to visit the rookery plotting to off any passing crow I saw, and now Iâm being summoned for the esteemed purpose of teaching the first unit ground Volley. The universe definitely has a sense of humor.â Heâd groused.
In the end, the cat hadnât been moved and it had been Tsukishima, Yamaguchi, and the owls whoâd gone back to work with Iwaâs unit. The prospect had nearly been enough to convince the black cat to join them anyway just for his own peace of mind; none of them had been entirely comfortable being in the rookery, invited or not.
But when the Grand King had requested another match in the fall before migration, theyâd played both aerial and ground. After centuries of animosity, it had done wonders for breaking social barriers between the cats and the sentries, and theyâd spent as much time playing ground as they had playing aerial. And the tradition had begun: a spring and fall tournament at the beach became almost a religion with more than just them and the Grand Kingâs teams playing after only a couple years.
Since then, the tournaments have virtually exploded.
Theyâd expanded into a third tourney at midsummer that coincided with one of Sheru Bayâs local festivals and just recently, a winter ground one. There are nearly two hundred participants for this yearâs fall herald tournament, and over twenty-five teams competing. It had grown so out of hand that theyâd had to start charging admission.
The influx of people coming for tournaments had inundated Sheru Bay at first since the little port was still recovering from the earthquake and tsunami. Within fifteen years, the town had nearly doubled in size, itâs small sea port becoming crowded to the point that it had needed to be expanded. Ukaiâs shop had become a favorite hangout after games and Saeko would grumble about the dinner rush before fetching her brother to help.
Since they ran both ground and air Volley brackets, theyâd had teams from all walks request an invitation. Whenever they had a new team show up wanting to play, they were always referred to Shouyou for the final decision⊠which was virtually pointless as he generally welcomed everyone regardless.
A group of gulls that just wanted to play an exhibition air match?
No problem! We do a few before official tournament matches start if you want to get a feel for them.
The wolf group that showed up with only four people, but wondering if they were still allowed?
Sure! We always have extra people! You gotta be okay if theyâre cats, though.
Even when Bokuto had tentatively directed a standoffish group of inquisitive owls toward him?
Why not, Bokuto? Maybe you can start your own owl team!
It was rare that the bright little redhead ever refused anyone⊠but it did happen. When a group of snakes had showed up, heâd flatly refused, leaving them standing quite bewildered. Most of the snake trafficking network had been eradicated by that point thanks to Iwaizumiâs crusade, but the memory of a pinioned sister and people in cages bound for slavery had yet to fade in Shouyouâs head. In the end, it had been Natsu whoâd overruled him, permitting them to play and penciling them into a bracket. She was probably the only person whoâd have ever been able to get her brother to acquiesce on that particular matter.
The beach crew was always in the running for at least top five in either bracket, always a powerful opponent, and the team to beat as they were hosting. In fifty years of tournaments, Kageyamaâs team had only lost to the Grand Kingâs eight times, three of them because they were missing one of the key players that made them so formidable.
When Noyaâd broken his hand on a dive that had been far closer to the ground than heâd realized and Yaku had already been signed to two ground teams, theyâd felt the loss of his powerhouse defense capabilities keenly. When Hinataâd injured the main extensor ligament in one of his large black wings less than a week before the midsummer competition a few years back, heâd only been able to play in the ground bracket and the entire aerial team had somehow lacked its usual fire. Tanakaâs sister had chosen the day theyâd played the rookeryâs first unit in the spring ground tourney to go into labor. And theyâd had one real scare when Daichi had almost croaked with a wicked fever a month before and hadnât been back at one-hundred percent by the time theyâd had to play.
So, kind of almost four times?
The strict Karasuno lineup had largely disintegrated in recent years as theyâd integrated more tournaments, though, and more and more, they favored the quicker and more exciting ground games where momentum could swing from one side to the other in a single rally. It wasnât that unusual for the cats, owls, crows, and songbirds to all play on one teamâparticularly in the ground brackets. And as more and more avians from the rookery began participating, more and more of them had taken to the ground game which only made it that much more interesting; theyâd actually had to instate a ref for the purpose of enforcing the no-fly rule with the repercussion of either sitting out the match or playing the remainder with bound wings if called for it. The Grand King had even joked that theyâd corrupted the rookery youth because more kids had been more excited to learn ground volley than aerial in the last few years.
But while the teams frequently rearranged themselves, there were always certain pairs that never played apart. Bokuto and Akaashi had yet to play on separate teams since that match against Iwaizumiâs unit, Noya and Asahiâs names never appeared on the rosters anywhere except next to each otherâs, and of course, there was the freak duo who were virtually joined at the hip. Honestly, Kiyoko couldnât remember the last time Shouyou had hit anyone elseâs tosses even in practice.
There were also Kuroo and Tsukishima who didnât mind not playing with their respective other halves, but were ever careful to never wind up across the net from them. And then there were Daichi and Suga and Lev and Yaku⊠Daichi had remarked once, much to Sugaâs amusement, that they were adults and refusing to play on opposite sides was childish; Yaku on the other hand, had been far less benign about his reasons. Heâd simply been straight up stoked to be able to shut his leveler down at any opportunity, the grey cat always more than game for the challenge.
Little Natsu had even started playing with the tutelage of her leveler, her brother, the avian heir, Kenma, and Noya. She was well rounded, but small, her power and jumping capability not nearly as honed as Shouyouâs. It made sense; the redhead had been playing this game for centuries, so heâd had a ridiculous edge on her there. Instead, sheâd gravitated toward Kageyama, Kenma, and Noya, and had frequently been playing in their little scrimmages as either a setter or libero. Sheâd rapidly progressed much like Hinata did, and sheâd gotten quite skilled at blending in well with the team such that it was eerie to realize that she was actually only an adolescent playing with considerably older peers.
This year would be the first that sheâd been placed onto a tournament team and Kiyoko could tell that she was as amped about it as the rest of the beach crew and none more than Tanaka; she would be the first girl to really start playing with them after all. Kiyoko and Yachi could bounce a ball around, had even joined in the occasional lazy light matches in the high heat of summer at the boysâ prompting, but the younger redhead was as much a spitfire for the sport as any of the others. As Kiyoko heads for the bunting, she smiles once more as Natsu cooâs at Saeko and Ukaiâs little girl with a happy grin, the baby laughing ecstatically.
âHowâs it coming?â She asks lightly and Yachi looks up at her with a sweet smile.
âOh! This guy was wondering if we could still get another team into the aerial bracket. Yaku put that one together this year, so I was trying to figure out how he did it so I didnât mess it all up.â Sheâd said and Kiyoko glances up at the gull beside her and Yamaguchi.
âCutting it a little close, arenât you? First match kicks off tonight in only a few hours.â She asks, an eyebrow rising slightly.
âSo long as they arenât in that match, it shouldnât be a problem, right? Thatâs the opening match and the only one tonight.â Yamaguchi says looking up. Kiyoko considers before nodding, her eyes dropping to the bracket.
âI think he lined them up by last yearâs final ranking every other slot with the far left open for new teams⊠if you can find a place to pencil them in there, that would probably be best.â She says and the gull smiles gratefully with a bow before turning away.
âWe will have uneven teams then; someone will have a bye round.â Yamaguchi says as he analyzes the bracket.
âIt canât be helped.â She murmurs; she knows that byes are an unpopular part of the bracket system because one team will enter the second round fresh while their opponent will have already played a full match, giving the team with the bye the advantage of full energy.
âPerhaps we can fix it.â A deep voice says behind her, itâs rigidity and flat baritone making her feathers prickle.
Apparently, she isnât the only one; Yachi jumps and Yamaguchiâs head snaps up as she turns to face the new voice. Her head tips back. The man in front of her is almost as tall as lev but with olive eyes instead of emerald, his frame massive, his enormous white wings even larger than Hinataâs.
Eagle.
This guy and the five people beside him are eagles. They are a ways from home, she knows, but sheâd recognize the wings of the northern Sky Kingâs race any day. It didnât matter where she was, she doubted sheâd not be able to pick them out. He watches her with a flat expression before looking toward Yamaguchi.
âWeâve been hearing about these tournaments, and decided to come this year. We can fill your bye space.â His address to the freckled crow over her and the bunting feels like a snub and her spine straightens. Tension curling in her gut, she clears her throat lightly and firmly meets his gaze when he looks back at her the way Kuroo had told her.
âI donât know if weâve ever had eagles play before. You will have to check with Hinata if itâs alright.â She says.
âOooh, do we have to pass a test?â A wild haired redhead that is nearly as tall as the eagle in front of her says from his shoulder with an unnerving leering grin. She mentally clamps down on her nerves.
âNot so much as you simply have to see if heâs okay with it. Itâs just one of the things about our tournaments. I wouldnât worry too much. He rarely denies anyone.â She says in a clipped tone before she turns and points toward the two siblings and Kageyama surrounded by balls.
âHeâs over there.â She says before turning back to the bracket dismissively.
As the large man heads off in their direction after a pause, she lets out the slightest sigh. She had no fondness for eagles. They werenât the worst thing sheâd encountered, but they always seemed to have an infuriating air of superiority in general and a tendency to be controlling in her experience. But then, her experiences were probably a very narrow worldview and she should probably try to let that bias go.
She draws a deep breath before picking up a quill and leaning across the table to fill in the opposing empty slot in the aerial bracket to the one from the gulls a few minutes before. Sheâs halfway through the word when a sharp curse from Kageyama makes her jerk, smearing a large ugly streak of ink across two more bracket lines.
âNo way in hell.â
The quiet refusal leaves the Hinataâs mouth in the silence that permeates the beach in the wake of Feathersâ expletive.
Kiyoko blinks before whipping around to see what is wrong. She canât see the eagleâs face, but she sees the maniacal fire in the redheadâs, is positive that if sheâd seen that side of him the first time sheâd laid eyes on himâor even maybe in the first few days after theyâd joined them, that sheâd have quietly tried to slip away with Yachi during the night.
She and the bunting had been under pursuit when theyâd happened upon two crows, a redhead, and an ibis in the busy market of a larger port town further north. Kiyoko had been desperate enough at the time to seek out their helpâthe assistance of four men, a complete gamble on their personalities. The one thing that had made her take that risk on them as opposed to anyone else was the way the redheadâwho was, in fact, a grounded crow as theyâd found out later, but not actually a crow as theyâd found out sinceâhad been pouting about having pork curry again in a far too familiar way with the scowly crow while the ibis had looked on with the occasional jab at their expense.
The redheadâs expressions had been far too innocent and brightâlike Yachiâs⊠and sheâd trusted Yachi. When sheâd heard the freckled crow ask where they were going to stay and the blue-eyed grouchy one murmur something about probably somewhere south a few leagues, sheâd acted, because that meant they were traveling and wouldnât be intending to stay. If she and Yachi could acquire a âgroupâ instead of being a âpretty female crow and a cute little buntingâ, sheâd hoped theyâd blend in and be easier to missâand their destination wouldnât be âtheirsâ, so hopefully much less predictable. Sheâd caught the redheadâs sleeve, because heâd seemed by far the safest one to ask.
âMy apologies, but I overheard that you are going south? Can we join you?â Sheâd asked only to find almond eyes blinking up at her in owlish alarmâbecause he was actually shorter than her. Heâd pressed backward into the grouchy crow whoâd abruptly adopted a hardline glare, his arm wrapping around him in a curiously protective gesture while the other crow and ibis had moved closer to them.
âI donâtââ
âWhy do you want to come with us?â The cranky crow had cut the smaller redhead off.
Her head had tilted, because the suspicion had seemed out of place; these guys werenât much older than herself, and she and Hitoka were two girls, what were they so nervous about? And that informal contactâŠan idea had popped into her head. Sheâd subconsciously found Yachi behind her with a hand, pulling her closer, determined to see if she could get them in with this group of avians.
âWeâre going in the same direction⊠I just thought it would be safer if we traveled with you instead of alone.â Sheâd murmured, her eyes dropping demurely.
She was sure sheâd pulled the look off flawlessly like theyâd been trained, but it had failed completely in its purpose of getting them to drop their guard or even put them at ease. Instead the redhead had perked up and cautiously found Yachi pressed into her side, her face still shadowed by the travel cloak Kiyokoâd gotten for her.
Heâd carefully pushed out of the crowâs arms, his almond eyes darting up at her before fixing back on the bunting. Kiyoko had mentally apologized for letting the boy zero in on her like that, for using her to achieve the end goal of joining them, but sheâd seen no other way. Heâd cautiously peered up into her hood before a smile had bloomed on his face and heâd turned back to the salty crow.
âSheâs cute!â Heâd said brightly, the compliment just that, no matter how Kiyoko had tensed and searched the tone and expression for anything more. Heâd turned back to her with such a smile that it had made her wonder where heâd grown up that he was still so naĂŻve to wear that expression.
âWhatâs your name?â
The bunting had glanced at her nervously, but when Kiyoko hadnât offered any warning, sheâd turned back shyly.
âY⊠Yachi, Hitoka.â Sheâd squeaked. His smile had only widened before heâd turned toward her with that dazzling grin and sheâd almost flinched at the open look, the genuine curiosity almost scalding in its purity.
âShimizu, Kiyoko.â Sheâd managed.
His head had tilted and Kiyoko hadnât been able to hold his gaze for too long before she was looking at Yachi, the others, anywhere but that brilliant set of almond eyes, because if she had, she was sure heâd have seen the chaos behind her own. Heâd turned back to the crow, his smile never fading.
âI think theyâd be okay, Kageyama. They seem nice.â
âNice isnât necessarily safe.â Heâd grumbled.
âAw, come on, moron. Yachi wouldnât be one and not every crow is a sentryââ
The ibis had pointedly cleared his throat, but sheâd deduced just from that remark that they were also under pursuit. Sheâd had mixed emotions on that, but could hardly complain for their own situation.
âYou might have him whipped but you seem to be forgetting one critical detail, Shrimp.â The salty crow had scoffed at the ibisâ jab, and the redheadâs face had puffed into a scowling pout.
âWhat, that youâre still here?â Heâd mumbled.
âYouâre still going to have to get this past Kuroo.â The blond had said blandly and Kiyoko had had a moment of misgiving. This hadnât been their entire party? The redhead had huffed with mild annoyance.
âKenma will say okay, so Kuroo will, too.â Heâd said before heâd paused. âOh, butâŠâ Heâd turned back toward them and Kiyoko hadnât known what to make of that âbutâ. âYouâll have to be okay with cats.â Heâd finished with another enthusiastic smile.
Sheâd had so many doubts those first few days after joining three cats, three crowsâone of them grounded, and a surprisingly snarky ibis. The one whoâd easily set her on edge the most had been the large black feline, and sheâd been uneasy at first with each new male addition since.
She knows now that she neednât have worried about any of them, the hunch on Hinata and Kageyama based on that first familiar touch between them confirmed before the day had been out. Despite the wariness sheâd held onto around the others, sheâd felt in her gut after seeing the redheadâs leveler glow that she and Yachi could maybe⊠maybe be safe with these people.
The redhead had trusted them without question, and it had nearly floored Kiyoko that there hadnât been anything else behind that decision aside from blind trust. It was something that had resurfaced again and again with Hinata.
The cats, Kuroo especially, were safe, because Shouyou deemed them so. No one questioned whether Natsu was really Hinataâs sister, because heâd said she was. Kageyama had bent and sent his father the invitation for the spring match, because the redhead had insisted that the Grand King was sincere. Perhaps one of the biggest examples had been the owlsâa species reviled as unpredictably violent and often avoided by all other races, theyâd welcomed Bokuto and Akaashi because Shouyouâd seen no threat.
It's something sheâs seen time and again. No matter what it is, if Hinata believes it, then it is so.
And because Shouyou believed it, so did they. They all bought in to his single-minded faithâwhether to their benefit or detriment didnât matter. Hinataâs vision was blind to differences, his tolerance on a level that defied reason. When Hinata evaluated someone, it was without bias⊠which often made his analysis of others more sound than even Kurooâs. It was that inherently open disposition that had taken all of them from cautious, wary individuals to the tight nit family theyâd become.
It was Shouyouâs brightly impartial and forward looking focus that had ensnared her and Yachi along for the ride of their lives. It had taken an embarrassing amount of time to realize who Kageyama and Hinata were and why theyâd had sentries after themâreally, it wasnât actually until the rest of their unit had shown up and sheâd overheard them talking about the Grand King and âyour fatherâ before sheâd put two and two together and the enormity of it had hit her.
Somewhere in the fringes of her awareness, sheâd picked up news along the way about the rookery heir having disappeared; sheâd just been so worried about her and Yachiâs plight that sheâd never realized how close to that story sheâd been. Sheâd never even picked up that they were former sentries at all.
But⊠she can see it now.
Hinata had been trained alongside Kageyama and the others in the former first unit, had seen very real violence and confrontation since. He stands straight now, shoulders rigid, stance set just wide enough to indicate that heâs prepared for anything, his wings pulled to attention, his burning gaze fixed fearlessly up at the eagle that easily dwarfs him. Whatâs more, Kageyama stands defensively between the large man and the redhead, his face holding nothing but singular ferocity. She and Yachi werenât with them in the snake nest; sheâs never seen them like thisâŠ
Theyâre terrifying.
Gone is the sunny optimism from Shouyou and the annoyed frown has fled Feathersâ face. In their place is nothing but cold calculation, systematic analysis of their opponent, and frozen expressions of supreme and serious wrath. They almost donât look human anymore, and certainly not like the Hinata and Kageyama sheâs come to know. Her muscles go weak when Hitoka leaves her side in a mad dash toward them, and sheâs instantly stumbling after her, her hand outstretched.
âYachiââ She yelps, but the bunting darts forward around the eagles and snatches Natsu by the arm, the infant crow still in her grasp.
The blond tugs her to her feet and away from the tense standoff, Kiyokoâs heart stuttering as she reaches them. She takes the baby girl from the wide-eyed redhead, and latches onto her shirt to pull her farther back, knowing Hitoka is right at her elbow.
âFrŃ?â She squeaks, but neither of the level pair even glance their way.
âWhy the hostile reception? Why the refusal?â The large eagle asks, his tone hinting at annoyance. Hinataâs chin rises.
âWhy? Heh⊠white wings.â He says, a curiously satirical smile splitting his face and Kiyokoâs hair stands on end.
White wings.
The person whoâd attacked Hinata and Kageyama⊠had had white wings.
âNo way.â Says one of the other eagles, his wings rustling in agitation as his jaw drops.
Heâs smaller than the leader, wavy black hair that reaches his shoulders his most defining feature, his eyes a bleak brown that carry very little expression at all despite the slight upturn of his mouth. The large eagle turns toward him with a questioning look.
âWhat?â
âNo fucking way.â He repeats, his mouth curling a little more. âWakatoshi, this kid is the rookery heir.â
The large eagleâs brows rise, but itâs the red haired one that whips back toward Kageyama and Hinata, his expression almost predatorily excited.
âReally? We could crush the southern rookery prince in a Volley match? Oh, that sounds like fun! Wakatoshi, fix it. I want to play!â
âNice to see you havenât forgotten.â Hinataâs dead voice cuts through the air, sharp as a blade and directed at the longer haired eagle.
âWait, if this is the crow prince, then youâŠâ The guy steps forward slightly, his face creasing in perplexed confusion, his eyes straying to Hinataâs wings, and Shimizu knows just by that glance that this was the white winged asshole.
Hinata was the center of the misfit beach group, the reason theyâd all ended up here, whether he ever realized it or not. His welcoming openness had created the opportunity for them all to meet, his tolerance and kindness made it possible to live together. More than anyone else among them, he failed to see the differences between them, held no prejudice against anyone. Without him, she doubts any of them would have found themselves in the same place today.
And here was the man whoâd threatened that. Here was the eagle whoâd hurt that brilliant connection they all shared, the person whoâd taken the sky from the redhead and nearly killed him, the reason Kageyamaâs wings were tipped white. He was the one whoâd broken and dimmed their own personal ball of sunshine. Here was the person whoâd nearly ended everything the beach crew has before it ever even had a chance.
âYeah, Iâve got those back, too. Should we find out how good you actually are when you attack someone head on?â Hinata asks, his head canting. The large eagle turns back to the longer haired one.
âWhatâs this about, Utsui?â The olive-eyed eagle asks and the guyâs mouth clicks shut.
âThis kid shouldnât have wingsâŠshouldnât even be alive,â He says looking between the redhead and the lead eagle, âHey, Wakatoshi, theyâre a long way from home. This is the perfect opportunityââ
âI would slaughter that thought before you complete it if I were you.â An icy voice cuts in, and Shimizu turns to find the black cat over her shoulder, his expression utterly black.
She almost wants to breathe a sigh of relief. Kuroo had a way of making everything just somehow âwork outâ, she wants to believe it will be no different this time. As every eagle turns to stare at him, he places a light hand on Kiyokoâs shoulder as he steps around her, his eyes trained on âWakatoshiâ.
âYachi, send a runner for Ukai. Tell him he needs to come retrieve his daughter immediately. Then I want you to fly for the others in town.â He tells the bunting without breaking eye contact with the large avian before he comes to a stop just ahead of Kiyoko and Natsu. The small blond leaps to comply, ducking away from them with a stumble.
âI would be very careful how you proceed, because you are not among friends here.â The cat says and for a moment, Kiyoko blinks.
Her eyes dart around and she sees the way the entire beach has gone still, the other teams that were out for a light practice the night before the tournament began in earnest all staring, Bokuto and Akaashi dropping beside her with an unusual tension for them.
âIt might also be of interest to you to know that the Grand King and an entire battalion are on their way here from the rookery as we speak. You are lucky they have yet to arrive or theyâd have made a bid to execute you alreadyâwhich would be a shame really; we have yet to taint our beach with some sapâs blood, and it would be nice to keep it that way, especially in the spirit of a Volley tournament.â He says evenly.
Wakatoshi turns toward him, sensing the automatically commanding air the black cat has about him.
âWe are only here to play. Itâs why we came.â He says and Kurooâs head tilts.
âSee the only issue with that is Utsui is the one that was responsible for Hinataâs losing his wings. Itâs a little tough to believe you are âonly here to playââand Hinata determines who plays in any case.â He says dryly. The large avian glances back at Shouyou with a frown before scoffing.
âI can see you are blind, so I will assume that is an oversight on your part; he clearly has wings. Utsui didnât do it. Unless you are saying he magically regrew them.â He says, impatience creeping into his voice, but the cat doesnât even react to the slight.
âA process that took yearsâŠâ Hinata bites out before turning and pulling his shirt off, âwould you like to know how painful it was?â He asks, glancing back at them, that psychotic look only intensifying.
And there down his back are the twin scars from where they broke free of his skin, still glaring against the clear pale expanse of his spine and ribs. Kiyoko sucks in a breath, because Hinata might freely pull his shirt for the simple scrimmages and practices they do at home here when itâs just them, but he rarely does in the company of people he isnât familiar with. For a long moment, the only sound on the beach is the waves crashing against the sand.
âEven if thatâs true, itâs in the past and you arenât missing them anymore. We heard the competition here was good. We came to play.â He says, almost sounding disdainfully bored.
âThen maybe heâd consider letting you and the other four play and bar only the one.â Kuroo says coolly. âI doubt you will get much more of a break.â
The large avian turns toward the cat with a dark scowl.
âBar one of our players, and then call it a victory when you win over five; how typical of a lesser species. It wonât workâwe can play just as well minus one. Volley is a sport for the strong, it was obviously a mistake in coming here.â Kageyama scoffs, his glare dropping even more with fury.
âKeep your last person.â
The beach freezes for a second time and all eyes turn to Hinata. He stares up at the large eagle brazenly, his almond eyes snapping with rabid ire. The eagle stares down at him as Kageyama looks at him sharply.
And slowly, the faintest smile tips Feathersâ face.
âKiyoko.â Hinata says without looking away from Wakatoshi and she jumps. âScratch the two teams kicking off tonight and inform them they will lead off tomorrow morning at sunrise.â He says, his voice utterly devoid of anything except flat finality.
âO-of course.â She stumbles.
âYou get one match, best two sets out of three. If⊠you can beat us, I will leave the decision up to Kuroo on whether to let you compete in the actual tournament. But it wonât matter whether you have five people or the full six team; thereâs no way weâll lose to you.â
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As her quill stops on the crisp page in front of her, Kiyoko sits back with a breath of content.
Itâs been two days since the final tournament match was held, and as exciting as the games are, sheâs quite happy for the peace and quiet. She idly skims the lines, her thoughts drifting. Kiyoko draws in a deep breath before quietly letting it back out.
The match against the eagles had been easily the most nerve racking game sheâd ever experienced, agonizing in every facet. Keeping the two teams from trading threats both before and during had been hell for Kurooâprobably because there were plenty of his own that heâd have liked to throw at them, Kiyoko knew.
Tanaka and Noya had had to be restrained more than once, and even Asahi had seemed reluctant to collar them. Tsukishima had said very little when Hinata had asked him to play with them, his perfected poker face bored expression almost ingrained into his facial muscles even though his eyes had crackled with a dangerous focus like they didnât even see when he stood across the net from Kageyama. Daichi had maintained an austere civility, ever reliable to be the most responsible of them.
But the one that had set Kiyoko on edge had been Sugawara. The thrush hadnât said a word, just nodded when asked to back up Kageyama; his easygoing smile had been exchanged for a flatly focused look framing hard silver eyes. Sheâd been startled to realize that Suga was pissed. Daichiâs leveler almost never even got annoyed, and there heâd been well past âangryâ.
Ukai had quickly taken his infant girl back home before returning, a dark look on his face as well and Kageyama had nodded to him in gratification. In the last five decades, the banded blond crow had become their de facto coach, always on the sidelines for every one of their matches, aerial or ground alike. It had been a morale boost to know that theyâd had his backing this time around, too. Word had gotten out to the rest of the teams staying in Sheru Bay apparently, as well, because by the time the match had been set to start, theyâd had a crowd.
The first set had gone⊠poorly. Wakatoshi hadnât lied; they were indeed very strong. When they were playing for best two out of three, losing their first set had been hard to swallow.
The large eagle was left-dominant and it had thrown them all off, most notably Noya. And heâd been scary strong; their blocks mightâve slowed his hits down, but they hadnât stopped a single one that first match. The tall redheaded center seemed almost whimsically off kilter, eerily disturbed or maybe even split personality-esque with his conversational remarks intermingled with idly cheerful yet dark singsong that put her feathers on end, but he was unnervingly good at predicting hits from their side. Their setter might not have been as skilled as Kageyama, but he was fluid with his team, knew them all inside and out almost to the point of blending perfectly as to be unnoticeable. Their outside hitters were good, their libero excellent; every player was well rounded and exceptional, even Utsui had been a force to be reckoned with.
It had taken them several rallies to adjust to the new elements and find a way to contend with the eaglesâ strengths. By the time Noya had gotten a feel for that wicked left side hit and Tsukishima had pinned down timing on blocks, they had sported too great a deficit to return from and theyâd lost the first set pretty soundly.
It had taken until the start of the second before Hinata and Kageyama found a workaround for the redheaded blocker whoâd effectively neutralized them and their quicks with his unreal guessing ability. Tsukishima had locked in the timing and gotten the others to collaborate and help block Wakatoshi especially, the ibisâ own clever precision for that aspect of volley shining through when heâd finally shut down the large eagle for the first time. Theyâd subbed Suga in at one point to set to Kageyama a couple times just to throw them off.
Kiyoko had had to give the eagle team credit: theyâd forced Kageyamaâs to adjust, to make changes, to utilize all of their strengths to the best of their ability, and to implement every skill and strategy they had in their playbook.
Sheâd watched the second set on her toes, Yachi and little Natsu both beside her holding their breath as much as she with how close it was. But the Karasuno team had seemingly found its stride; theyâd kept up and then taken the second set by the two-point margin, even if the final score was well beyond the twenty-five point mark. The crowd of competitors that watched had drifted toward the hosting team, their support boosting their energy and determination.
Theyâd powered into their third match regardless of how theyâd been starting to drag. And it seemed that while Kageyamaâs side had successfully adjusted and worked to minimize their weaknesses and maximize their strengths, the eagle team hadnât been as prepared to adapt. The final score on the third set had had Karasuno up by three points to win the match. It had been close the whole time, but the crows had hit their rhythm and connected, never losing their slim lead to that fifteen point mark.
Theyâd all crowded around Hinata after that last point had smacked into the sand off his hand, their euphoria manifesting as one big screech fest around the small redheadâeven the ibis had drifted inward when Yamaguchi had tugged him forward in his excitement. Shouyou had stared for several moments before a bright laugh had erupted from him.
âI knew I should have offed you when I had the chance.â The remark had been low, almost inaudible in the enthusiastic cheers form their side, but the crow setter hadnât missed it.
âSay what?â Heâd asked, his entire frame stiffening and heâd turned toward Utsui where heâd paused just on the other side of the net, the blue-eyed crowâs face set with a murderous glare. The eagle had shrugged nonchalantly.
âIâm always getting strikes for dinking around on my missions⊠apparently, I should have heeded that this time, because this one really came back to bite me inââ
The larger white winged avian hadnât had the chance to finish before a flash of grey wings had cut him off, Sugawara ducking under the net with lightning reflex, his fist connecting hard enough with the eagleâs jaw to knock him off his feet. The eagle had stared up at him with surprise as the entire crow team had pressed toward them, Daichi quickly moving to catch him by the shoulders.
âYou should probably know that most of us have taken lives and that we can do it with ease when someone we care about is under threat. And right now, you are threatening Kageyama and Hinata. Know that when you threaten them, you also threaten their unit, the rookery, Sheru Bay, all of us, and the long list of allies weâve gained in the last few decades. You would do well to exercise caution when you are surrounded by so many of them. There are enough of us here to subdue you, and I for one, would be fine removing your wings since you obviously have no idea what itâs like being grounded. It sounds like it would be a good experience for you at the very leastâweâll see if you canât figure out the secret to restoring them.â Sugaâs voice had been freaky calm, the threat almost sounding like something he did every day.
Every eagle had turned toward them with wings splayed aggressively, both teams staring at each other with homicidal intensity. It had been a hair raising few seconds before the black cat had pointedly cleared his throat.
âIt would probably be in your best interest to leave Sheru Bay; if the Grand King were to learn anything about âmissionsââŠâ Kuroo had trailed off with razor sharp hostility before shaking his head once, âYour Utsui has a mouth that runs and if heâs not careful, he might start a war.â
The eagle had gotten back to his feet with dark insult at the catâs lackadaisical tone that positively screamed exactly how stupid the feline thought he was. The eagleâs gaze had zeroed in on Kuroo, but Wakatoshi had caught his arm.
âWe will be back next year.â Heâd said but Kurooâs chin had lifted.
âBrave of you. The choice to allow you remains in Hinataâs hands⊠but Utsui will never be welcome, so you can leave him at home next time.â
âI hope you come back; expect to lose every time you face us. Volley isnât just for the strong. Itâs for whoever wants to play. But if you want a real show of power, come back when you know how to play ground Volley. Weâll bury you.â Hinata had said.
âI donât like his tone. This sounds like a challenge Wakatoshi. I think we should do it and come back and break them.â The redhead had said amiably. The large eagle had glared at them, obviously pissed, but heâd said nothing and the northern white winged avians had departed soon after.
Most of the beach crewâs teams had been knocked out before the championship rounds even started. Kageyamaâs entire team had shelled themselves in the match against the eagles; their first against Iwaâs unit the following morning had been their heaviest loss to the rookery since the gamesâ inception simply because they were still exhausted from the previous nightâs efforts. Their ground team hadnât fared much better, only making it three rounds in before being defeated. To add to their woes, the catsâ team had lost in the final prelim round to Bokutoâs team of owls when Yaku had suffered a sprained ankle. That had left only two teams that made it into the finals on day two; Bokutoâs⊠and surprisingly, Natsuâs.
Backed by Kenma, Kuroo, Tsukishima, Yamaguchi and her leveler, her team had been rounded out withâof all peopleâIwaizumi. Sheâd originally been set to play with Kageyama, Hinata, and Daichi, but with them dragging so badly after their matches, theyâd subbed in several others with Tanaka and Tsukki being the only ones to stick it out. The collaboration of songbirds, crows, cats, and the rookeryâs reserve heir had set a benchmark, a working symbol of their slowly improving relationshipâeven if the ibis and black cat had harassed the Grand Kingâs second to no end the entire time.
Even so, it had been the first year where no beach crew team was playing for a championship match, the first where they didnât even finish in the top three in either bracket. The closest had been Natsuâs which had ended up fifth. Small arms clasp around her neck from behind and she smiles just a bit at how Hitokaâs unexpected touch doesnât make her flinch anymore. Instead, she leans into it as the bunting presses her blond head to Kiyokoâs, her eyes drifting across the last words sheâd written.
âDid you finish it?â Yachi asks softly, and Kiyoko can feel the happy, bubbly smile that presses into the side of her neck.
âI think so⊠but it might need another chapter after the last few days.â She says before placing the last sheet on top of the others, the final lines still flashing at her sharply with not quite dry ink:
â Grand King smiles, a real one, deep and content. âIwa...that is my sonâs hand. Tobio wrote that message.â
âHeâs going to be disappointed at having to wait some more. Heâll probably whine and then Iwa will put him in his place.â
âHeâs the one that commissioned it; he never said how fast he wanted it done.â She murmurs with a purse of her lips that betrays her amusement.
âDid you write about us?â The bunting asks, and Kiyokoâs head cants.
âWeâre both in there⊠you even have your own chapter.â She says, her gaze sliding to the side.
Yachiâs read all of it, knows the depth and scope of everything in the stack of papers that has turned into a mountain on the corner of the desk the guys had given her when sheâd taken the project on. Itâs been in the making for almost five years now, the task originally asked of Yachi because of her pristine writing. The Grand King had asked for the story⊠not just Hinataâs grounding and his sonâs subsequent flight from the rookery, but all of it.
âI think Kiyoko should do it.â Hitoka had said much to the pretty female crowâs embarrassment. âMy writing is boring compared to her beautiful spidering script. And she tells stories so much better than I ever could.â
Somehow, the bunting hadnât let her talk her way out of it and over the next few years, it had become a priority. Kiyoko has loved talking with everyone to make sure the details were all correct, loved spinning the scenes to life, loved framing the emotions that had come with all the things that had happened, loved the sense of accomplishment she got when she closed a chapter with only a few discarded pages where her hand had slipped and sheâd made a mistake. Perhaps when sheâs finished with this, maybe she will write down some of the old leveler stories Hinata and the others sometimes talk about. Hitokaâs soft giggle hits her ear at nearly the same time as the brush of her lips.
âI suppose the last one should be Feathersâ. End where we startedââ
âThe last one should be yours. Youâre the only one left.â She says softly. Kiyoko huffs slightly before turning and meeting the bunting for a soft kiss. Yachi grins as she pulls away, her face pink.
âI put together a light lunch, you should come join us.â She says with a sweet smile.
Kiyoko blinks, not having realized what time it was already. She stretches before rising and following the small blond outside where the others are all mowing down on yakitori skewers, and she utters a prayer of thanks to the universe for the other girl as her stomach rumbles.
She reaches for a plate and places a couple on it before neatly sidestepping Bokuto as he staggers when heâs collared by Kuroo for grabbing the last three on the tray. The streaked owl scrambles to keep from dumping his plate, his wings snapping out for balance as he follows the pull of his shirt.
âOi. Thereâs a word for people like you, you know.â The cat growls.
âWhat, brave or stupid?â The ibis asks flatly and Kuroo sends him a minorly annoyed glance.
âI was going to say rude, but bravely stupid works, too, I guess.â He murmurs before fixing back on the wide golden-eyed look from the larger owl. âWhat if Shimizu actually wanted another? I donât feel like watching her starve on account of your stomach.â Her mouth quirks.
âKuroo, itâs fine.â She says easily, but Bokuto is already blinking in surprise.
He glances down at his plate and then at hers as if heâs never seen either before. The streaked owl looks back to his ownâand then he carefully selects one of the skewers off his plate and deposits it on hers. A collection of chuckles rise around them, Tanakaâs and Noyaâs laughs echoing loudest, and she thinks she even hears Feathers huff in amusement. Unbidden, her mouth tips up into a full smile, her own lungs expelling a breath through her nose.
âThank you, Bokuto.â She says and the owl grins before seeking out his leveler who watches him with a nonplussed expression. She joins Yachi as the bunting settles beside Kenma, her gaze glancing around the circle much like the quiet golden catâs.
Suga sits quietly between Daichiâs legs, his silver-eyed expression bright as he watches Yaku gripe at a smirking Lev. Seako has joined them today and easily starts up a conversation with Kuroo about whether he can spare someone to help at Ukaiâs shop over winter from her place beside Akaashi as she adeptly corrals her infant fledgling in her arms, the smaller owl gently teasing the baby girl. Natsu snatches one of the skewers off Tanakaâs plate from over his shoulder while he cracks jokes with Noya, Asahi looking on with a fond smile. She notes that Yamaguchi and Tsukishima are sitting closer lately than they normally do, their legs brushing up against each other and the crow leaning in until their shoulders touch.
And of course, there are Feathers and Hinata, ever in contact and ever in sync. Theyâve finished their meal in a rush like normal and Kageyama is tracing out volley lineups in the sand at their feet, Hinata more avidly attentive to the movements of his hand than whatever Kageyama is actually saying. The hickey from a few days ago has mostly worn off and Kiyoko is pretty sure Feathers never even noticed it no matter how many times the redhead had gotten distracted by it. Hell, sheâs pretty sure she heard the Grand King even make a wry remark that had obviously gone over his head. The small spiker laughs lightly when Kageyama pins him with one of his scowls and an annoyed âare you even paying attention, idiot?â that is neatly undermined by the slight color in the tips of his ears.
But Hinataâs easy smile fades just a bit as he looks away and catches sight of the small garter snake that lives under their porch, his eyes going distant. As he focuses on where itâs sunning itself in the reeds at the edge of the sand, Kiyoko pauses. Itâs not a distressed look really⊠but it isnât his blinding happy one either. Itâs almost a look of pensive reflection, and sheâs reminded, not for the first time, that they each have their skeletons. It might not be very often, but they are all a little broken in some way, all have their own hell they are each prone to reliving on occasion, the pretty crow no exception.
Kuroo had been the first to figure her out, her quiet nature and frequently downcast expression giving her away. It was after sheâd slapped Noya that heâd finally cornered her on it, but heâd probably known for months at that point. Heâd walked into the house where sheâd been cleaning fruit to go with their evening meal and sat down across from her, his own gaze cast to the cracks in the table.
âHeck of a day.â Heâd murmured and her heart had kicked up three whole notches.
âIt was; Iâm sorry. I didnât think before I did it.â Sheâd said automatically, because while roughhousing and the occasional spat didnât faze the cat, unwarranted violence and fighting was taboo under Kurooâs leadership. Theyâd only been with the beach group for a matter of months at the time, and she hadnât been sure what to expect for retribution.
âWhy would you be sorry, Shimizu?â Sheâd blinked in surprise.
âI made a scene.â
âThey needed to know where you stand and that you wonât be pressed on it. Besides, you provided the others entertainment at our winged liberoâs expense for his poor judgement.â
Her eyes had widened on the pear in front of her, the seemingly supportive remark the opposite of what sheâd been expecting and a complete blindside.
âThey all laughed.â Sheâd half whimpered and Kuroo had leaned forward.
âIt wasnât at you, Shimizu. If anything, the laughter was a verbal high-five for putting him in his place. But⊠I have to wonder.â Sheâd paused her knife on the pear, her anxiety spiking.
âAbout what?â
âWhere are you and Yachi from?â And then the trepidation had twisted her gut, almost instantly making her sick. She had never intended for them to know anything beyond âthey werenât going backâ, and here the cat was asking a prying question. He hadnât shown so much as even the slightest interest since theyâd joined, so why now?
âThatâs really none of your business.â Sheâd said with a touch of frost, the most she could manage to hurl at him. Sheâd flicked her own gaze up to find a black brow had risen.
âYouâre right, itâs not⊠but you are also wrong. Between you and me, it might be good to know who I will need to send to hell when they come looking for you.â
She could see his point of view, but sheâd cringed inside. Sheâd been unable to meet his gaze in any way, having to concentrate to keep her entire form from shaking. Sheâd felt like her entire world had been crumbling under his quiet probing, and sheâd felt like she were back in the misery sheâd fled with Hitoka over a year before.
But Kuroo was still expecting an answer. And she hadnât been able to lie.
âBrothels donât send people across the country to retrieve their property.â Sheâd whispered, fully expecting him to scoff at her.
âThey do if the individual is valuable enough.â Heâd said and the knife had slipped from her fingers, because heâd been completely serious, never doubting her words.
Which meant heâd pieced it together. Sheâd pulled her hands into her lap against her stomach, terror settling in her gut; the only thing sheâd been able to think was what would he do with that knowledge?
âI was deemed unsuitable as a courtesan and placed in the main house. A common jade doesnât have enough value to spend the money to track down.â Sheâd said, the last even coming out with a touch of derision even as her knuckles lost color and her knees pressed together in front of her.
âPerhaps not, but what about the bunting?â Heâd asked and Kiyoko had flinched, her gaze snapping to his for an instant, wondering how he seemed to know everything before ducking back to her tightly clasped hands in her lap. StillâŠ
âYachi wasnât one of us.â Sheâd tried, attempting to steer the cat away from the bubbly little blond. But Kuroo had zeroed in on that in an instant.
âSo not a âjadeâ, but clearly valuable. Sheâs the reason you ran, isnât she?â Heâd asked and her stomach had plummeted on her.
Would Kuroo expect her to âworkâ for her keep now? Would he force her into âserviceâ using Yachi as leverage? Would she and the bunting be able to escape? Had she traded one hell for another? A light sigh had broken her thoughts and sheâd jerked again.
âRelax, Shimizu. You have nothing to fear from myself or the others.â Heâd said with clear disillusionment before shifting to get up from his place across from her. Sheâd pulled in a breath like a knife into her lungs, her gaze darting at him with panic.
But the look heâd worn hadnât been malicious or predatory or antagonistic. It had been angryâfurious even, but more than anything, a pained expression had tugged at his eyes and mouth. Heâd seemed caught more in his own thoughts than focused on her, and she couldnât explain why that look of sorrowful ire had loosened her voice and words had just come tumbling out.
âYachi is still innocent⊠or as innocent as she can be; we were trained to please to any end. She always kept that sweet brightness though, and she was set aside early on. Theyâd sold her to a monster far worse than the walking hell that favored me. An up and coming young lord who had a reputation for breaking girls. There were stories that some of them even died at his hands. I couldnât let him destroy Yachiâs smile.â Sheâd said, her voice barely even audible and sheâd caught Kurooâs ears flicking toward her carefully before sheâd glanced away from him again.
âWouldnât have happened to be a wolf, would it?â Heâd asked and sheâd jolted, her wide eyes locking onto him.
âHow do you know that?â The black cat hadnât met her gaze, a hand going to his neck in discomfort.
âBe content, Shimizu; they werenât just stories. I ended up in his home at one point and one of his girls asked me for help. I refused because it would have blown my mission. The girl died two days later and I still wonder what would have happened if I hadnât ignored her plea.â The cat had stood up across from her and sheâd reached for him with panicky worry.
âWaitââ sheâd squeaked, âWait, you wonât tell the others?â
âWe all have things we wonât voluntarily share, Shimizu, and your past is your own.â
Sheâd nearly gone boneless, her body aching to just sprawl across the table in front of her as the tension had left her shoulders. The air had left her lungs, her eyes watering, and her shoulders slouching.
âKuroo?â Sheâd asked, her eyes falling back to the table, that residual shame rising through her gut in the wake of her relief that the cat wasnât going to harm either she or Yachi, wasnât going to cast them out either. Sheâd self-consciously stared at her hands as the cat had paused to look back at her. âHow did you know?â
âI havenât always been on the lighter side of grey⊠Iâve seen a lot of the darker side of the world. I noticed it after you hit me I think, and after that, I couldnât stop seeing it. The way you hang back in silence and wonât usually meet anyoneâs gaze head on, the way the only person you will touch when you sleepâor at all reallyâis the only other female in the house, the way it could be blazing hot at the height of summer and you will still be in full cover⊠you are always around Yachi, and sheâs a fluorescent personality, so anyone standing next to her is usually less âobviousâ so to speakâunless itâs Hinata. The others might not have realized it yet, but theyâll pick up on it eventually; if you want to keep them ignorant, you might have to project more confidence.â
Sheâd swallowed hard, her gaze never leaving the ridges of the wood in the table. The cat had sighed once more.
âThereâs an irrational part of me that hopes the bastard who chased your own smile off does come after you. I think weâd all like the chance to take a crack at him, and Iâd personally relish strangling him with his own intestines. You are beautiful Shimizu, and you are worth fighting for.â
âThatâs kind of you to say, butââ
âWe each relive our hell over and over in the lonely silence of our own heads, Shimizu. Iâm sure you are no exception, and that makes you brave. Youâll be stronger for everything youâve been through, and youâll face the world again someday without fear or shame or doubt.â
âI think it will be a long time before I will see the world like you do again, Kuroo.â Sheâd said softly. The cat had shifted before squatting down beside her until he was eye level with her.
âShimizu, look at me.â Sheâd frowned.
âWhat for?â
âBecause I want you to.â Her mouth had pursed and sheâd felt a spike of unease in her gut, but sheâd slowly looked up at Kurooâs dual gaze.
âWhat for?â Sheâd repeated, her gaze darting away again.
âNo, donât look away, Kiyoko. Keep watching me.â Heâd said with firm encouragement.
Sheâd bridled under the soft command, and it was probably one of the hardest things sheâd ever done, forcing herself to look back up at him and do as he said; the cat knew her background and it felt like she was more than just naked in front of him. Sheâd felt completely bare, her battered soul shivering under his intense stare.
âWhat for?â Sheâd croaked again.
âPractice. Because you will be stronger.â Heâd said, his focus never wavering, and sheâd had to stop herself every moment from averting her gaze.
âBut people will know.â Sheâd whispered.
âTheyâll know youâve struggled, but they wonât know the depth or breadth of it. Thatâs okay. Thatâs a part of who you are now and itâs not a weakness or a fault or something to be ashamed of. No, keep your eyes on me, Shimizu.
âYouâve known despair. Take all your pain, sorrow, fear, your determination to continue, to protect Yachi, to live⊠hold my gazeâand force me to look away.â
Kiyokoâs eyes had widened.
How was she supposed to do something like that? The cat was a natural born leader, sheâd never seen someone force him to avert his gaze in submission.
Sheâd stared at him, utterly lost, her hands shaking in her lap, her heart breaking in her chest under the weight of the memories and emotional turmoil, her gut turning in fear, and sheâd stared at him. Sheâd stared at the piercing golden eyes, frozen in place, her tongue sticking in her mouth, the air catching in her lungs, and her eyes watering.
A girl a century younger than her that sheâd never met before being âacquiredââwhoâd  been by her side ever since. The nights spent in a room full of other girls, her silent sobs unheeded by all save a small blond whoâd sat with her in the dark until they subsided, small hands pulling her awake in the mornings when she didnât think she could even move to get out of bed both from physical pain and the way her mind had been a buzz of static that didnât respond, petite fingers gently dabbing at a black eye and split lip as she silently stared at a wall, tears unable to even fall. The disgust with her own body until sheâd nearly taken to harming it because perhaps if it was damaged enough, then no one else could possibly want it either. The only thing keeping her from more than that one lineâthe buntingâs tears and her own blood on the smaller girlâs hands as sheâd bandaged the cut after stopping her with hysteria. The reason sheâd resolved to continue.
Only Yachi knew the depth of her anguish, but she felt like that cat had been well on his way to matching her awareness with the way he watched her. This feline sheâd known little more than six months, this person with a grey past, this clever, sneaky guy, this man⊠sheâd trembled as sheâd felt the emotions all rise, her heart racing and chest squeezing painfully. And then the catâs quiet voice had entered her head, calm and reassuring.
You have nothing to fear. You are worth fighting for. You are brave. All impossible notions⊠but sheâd wanted to believe the words.
And for a moment, she had.
Sheâd swallowed a sob and looked back at him, her weathered heart and soul clinging to the whisper of hope that there would be a day when she would once more feel at home in her own skin instead of wanting to crawl out of it, wouldnât shy from all contact aside from Yachiâs, wouldnât start in the mornings at the phantom feel of rough hands on her body. Sheâd watched those dual golden eyes, darker than Kenmaâs bright gilded orbsâmore the color of amber, the murky overlarge pupil that no longer dilated under light in the cloudy one creating a curious imbalance in his overall expression.
And Kuroo had brought a hand to cover his mouth as it dropped before heâd looked away, his gaze finding the floor. The air had left Kiyokoâs lungs, all her muscles quivering with tension, a tear slipping down her cheek, but in that moment, sheâd felt the shadow of surprised elation, a moment of powerful pride at the edge of her awareness.
âHeh, just like that.â The black cad had said with a small smile, his eyes lifting to hers for a moment before finding the floor again. âThat was honestly terrifying. You are less than no one, Shimizu. Never forget that. If anyone ever makes you feel uncomfortable, raise your head just a bit and stare at them, just like you did to me. No one will ever be able to hold out under your gaze.â The corner of her mouth had turned up just a touch.
âI donât know if it would work on anyone else.â Heâd smirked at her.
âThen itâs a good thing we have a plethora of people whoâd all be happy to be oblivious guinea pigs.â Heâd said with a chuckle.
In the months that followed, Kuroo had carefully coaxed her along in standing straighter, holding eye contact, and projecting quiet controlâall things she could do, but usually more as an innate response to a situation rather than at will.
By the time Bokuto had speared himself, she almost didnât recognize her own voice and actions with how she fell into coordinating and directing everyone without even noticing itâ at least until sheâd realized how awful the streaked owl had managed to injure himself. But it had still been a far cry from frequently having to fight to keep tears back when theyâd first joined the beach group.
It had slowly started to almost feel normal to pull on that quietly commanding presence that masked where it stemmed from; she never fielded more questions she couldnât answer without a firm rebuff if required. And sheâd quickly found that it was actually far easier to don that mask and hold someoneâs gaze when she didnât know the person; the hardest people were those sheâd come to trust and love, because the maskâthough comforting to hide behindâwas still a lie.
It wasnât easy; sheâd learned that few things about emotional recovery ever were. Sheâd still had private breakdowns where the bunting would sit with her through the hysteria, it had still taken her another year to really sleep soundly against any of the others, another several months after that to even consider seeking out the simplest of physical gratificationâa mere chaste kissâfrom Hitoka without her stomach twisting on her. When Yachiâd been visually accosted by that scummy traveler at Miss Harukaâs stall, sheâd had no issue rising on the offensive with calm authority and an irate glare. When the earthquake had hit, sheâd had no trouble treating injuries and assisting with movement and activities, things that required physical contact with someone other than Yachi.
And Kuroo had kept the promise he'd made to her so long ago: You have nothing to fear.
From that point on, heâd never sent her or Yachi anywhere alone, and theyâd always had at least a couple others around for backup. Heâd even placed himself ahead of she and Yachi when Iwaizumi had first shown up at the beach house. Heâd never betrayed her confidence and he always gave her special consideration if he could see she was struggling. Heâd been accommodating if she ever had requests or concerns, questions or help until she hadnât needed to lean on him and Yachi for emotional support or reassurance.
She has come so far from that decision to flee with Yachi so long ago. Every other step forward had been accompanied by one back and every bit of progress had been an internal battle. Even now, she still has moments where she has to remind herself not to look away from someoneâs gaze, still has days where all she wants is to be left in utter solitude.
But she thinks that maybe now, though⊠maybe sheâd be able to stomach the rest of the beach crew knowing the hell sheâd endured before finding this quiet haven by the sea, might even be relieved after having held it all in and suffered largely in silence for so long. She trusts them all so much, believes in them all, loves them all. She has faith that knowing about her struggles wonât taint their view of her, wonât change the relationship she shares with them.
And shedding the weight of that secret would be⊠freeing.
Like a bird spreading new wings again for the first time after having lost them, the support of the people she loves there to help her reach the sky again. Kiyokoâs eyes drift away from Hinata and his leveler, her nearly black eyes rising upward.
The world is bright.
They no longer field the looming reach of the rookery as a threat. Kageyama is no longer barred from Sheru Bay; it had been impossible to keep his lineage a secret when the Grand King visited year after year. They havenât lost anyone or any pair along the wayâthough a few people did try their hardest at that. Theyâve picked up a few more through their journey instead, and a number of allies as well. Everyone is in good health, everyone is content. And even the meeting with the eagles has finally placed a face and name with the events that kicked everything in to motion when Hinataâd been grounded, and they will know to exercise caution around them in the future.
She hasnât heard a whisper of the wolf whoâd purchased Yachi like a common livestock animal half a century ago, hasnât seen a glimpse of the figure that still occasionally haunts her own dreams. She doesnât know if she could face either of them if she were to ever meet them again, but thatâs okay. The people she calls family can and will if given the chance, and with that promise, she is not afraid.
Like the vast expanse of blue above them, the possibilities seem endless, the future a burning challenge, a question to be answered. An infinite canvas to draw the passions, sorrows, joys, fears, and happiness across. A story to be written, and a picture to be painted of life.
The female crow smiles⊠because today she has no reason not to.
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Tooru Oikawa closes the bound book with care, not quite sure how to feel.
The twinge in his gut whispers to the feeling of being very small in a large world, but it also hints to sorrow and joy. Like heâs grateful just for the chance to draw breath, to wake in the morning, to have come this far, to have been able to connect with his son once more, to have had this chance to bridge the gap, to understandâŠ
More than anything, he supposes, itâs awe.
He doubts the words in the text in his hands even scratch the breadth and scope of everything thatâs happened, but when heâd requested the story, heâd never expected anything like this. The pretty female crow is a gifted story teller, her script perfectly elegant, but more than any of that, heâs able to get a glimpse of what his son has seen and felt through her words. In a way, heâd felt closer to Tobio reading this book than he ever had in their real-life interactions.
His fingers run over the weathered leather covering, the soft gritty feeling he catches here and there ever a reminder of the beach where his son lives, the fish hook clasp a symbol of the town he now calls home. Sheâs right, he decides; they are all indeed broken in some way.
The door opens and Iwaizumi walks in, pauses for several moments, and then his head turns to the south wall, finding his desk with a building frown.
âSir.â He says and Tooru can already hear the annoyance, but heâs still half-overwhelmed by that odd feeling in his chest.
âIwa, do you really think thereâs a leveler out there for each of us?â He asks absently and the sentry leader breaks off his impending sharp remark to look at him, his clear dark eyes focusing first on his face and then on the book in his hands.
Apparently, he doesnât look too lost in thought, because when Iwaizumi speaks, itâs still colored with heavy sarcasm.
âContemplating a spirit quest to find yours or something? Because I get the feeling you donât realize Iâm not doing this to be a stand-in so you can take a sabbatical.â He mutters and the Grand King cocks a brow at him in mock affront.
âRude, Iwa. It was a rhetorical question.â The crow across his desk scoffs.
âThen why even ask if you didnât actually want an answer?â Tooruâs brows pull down and his mouth twists in a falsely accusatory pout.
âYouâve gotten far more bold since I made you reserve heir.â He mutters petulantly and Iwaizumiâs head cocks with condescension, and Tooru wonders if heâs been spending too much time around the ibis that heâs got it down that well.
âOne of us has to be an adult. If it bothers you, you are welcome to recant the nomination. Youâve known Feathersâ hiding place for decades so I donât know whatâs keeping you.â Tooru scowls up at him.
âIâm appalled that you would even suggest I break my word, Iwa.â He says reproachfully.
âIâm amazed you havenât found some loophole by now.â He retorts just as quick and the Grand Kingâs jaw slips just a little before he shakes his head disapprovingly at the other crow to keep the smile from breaking through.
Heâs unusually cheeky today; perhaps the three days of constant rain thatâs prevented them from practicing aerial Volley is rubbing him wrong. Iwaizumi might enjoy ground Volley, but Tooru knows he prefers the aerial game; and practicing for the last three days in the ground complex must be making him crazy.
âWhoever trained you should be caned because theyâre a terrible influence. Besides, thereâs no one else.â Â He says, the last slipping out before he realizes it, but Iwaizumi seems to have missed the note of seriousness that had crept into his voice without his permission.
âThat would be you and thereâs always someone else.â He says, setting down the missive heâs holding on Tooruâs desk. The Grand King stares at him, his eyes softening just a little.
âThereâs no one else like you.â
The amendment comes out quiet and level, Tooru knowing it lacks any of his bantering rib it would normally have. But Iwaizumi doesnât seem to notice as he thumbs through a stack of requests, and the rookery leader almost wants to take the straight edge guide and smack his hand; the other crow always messes them up after the Grand King had put them all in order just so.
âBecause Iâm definitely the person to lead this circus youâve created. I can deal with the military just fine, but the private sector is lost on me. I have no grasp of decorum when it comes to navigating the social balancing act it takes to run this place in its entirety.â He grumbles without looking up at him and Tooru smirks slightly. That is a skill often learned only with time and experience.
âNonetheless⊠the rookery is yours Iwa, in the event that something happens to me. Thereâs no one else Iâd ever trust it to.â He says, abandoning all pretense. The crow still doesnât look up at him and the rookery leader almost wonders if even that straightforward declaration failed to get his attention.
âNot even a leveler?â He asks with a quiet huff and Tooru pulls up short.
Iwaizumi had been listening closely the whole time despite his own agitated mood. Still, itâs bugging him that the reserve heir wonât look at him.
âIâm serious Iwa.â He says bluntly and Iwaizumi frowns before glancing up at him, his hand still on the pile of requests.
âSo am I. Iâd happily shed this responsibility given half the chance.â He says flatly and Tooru sighs lightly.
âI know. Thatâs why you canât. And even if I did find a leveler someday, they couldnât be reserve because theyâll kick off the same time I do.â He says and Iwaizumiâs eyes drop back to the pile of requests and he resumes flipping through them. Tooru is almost tempted to take them away from him, both to remove his object of distraction and to preserve their order.
âWould you really want to know whoâs on the other end of your rope? And quit talking like youâre old and dying; you havenât even hit three-thousand years. You have at least a couple millennia left to get me out of the mess youâve saddled me with.â He mutters with a frown and the rookery leader blinks.
Would he want to know his leveler?
Tooru hasnât ever considered the idea, and heâs surprised that it⊠frightens him.
Heâd loved Tobioâs mother more than life itself, would have traded places with her had he been able to. Heâd do the same for his son now if it were ever required⊠and heâd also do it for Iwaizumi. He treasures the other crow as much as he does Tobio, never wants to lose him. Those first few months after realizing Iwa had been lying had felt just like when heâd lost Tobio. And learning the reason for it from the black cat had felt like the moment heâd received Tobioâs message for their first Volley match. They both mean everything to him. He canât view a world without either of them, and he canât imagine someone else in that picture.
A leveler⊠could change all of that.
Another person could strain those relationships, even break them if he wasnât carefulâthe bond with Tobio was only just starting to recover, and Iwaizumi⊠he can bear the thought of losing the other crow perhaps even less than his son. If never finding out who his leveler is means he gets to keep things as they are, then he will be content; no world with a leveler but without either Tobio or Iwaizumi would satisfy, and he will never seek to risk that.
ââŠNo.â He says finally and Iwaizumiâs hands pause for a moment before resuming their pointless search.
ââNoâ, you donât want to know, or âNoâ, you arenât letting me out of this?â He asks and finally, Tooru hears the hint of gravity in the question thatâs been missing so far, knows Iwaizumi is paying close attention and is asking in earnest. Tooru smiles slightly.
âBoth.â The crow scoffs and rolls his eyes.
âYou really are an awful person.â He says before straightening up and leveling him with a flat look. âWhy is my desk on the south wall, Sir?â
Tooruâs head tilts and he throws Iwaizumi a questioning look.
âI needed something to aim for after you took down the tapestry.â He says, unable to keep the smirk away from the corner of his mouth as Iwaâs eye twitches.
To be fair, it had actually been a lot harder to get that nice ring of arrow points around his inkpot without touching it than heâd banked on. It was fine to put divots in the wood surface, but breaking the inkpot? There were important documents on that desk that would have been ruined if theyâd been soaked with ink.
âI took it down so youâd stop throwing those stupid arrowheads. Hearing them hit the other side of the wall is most distracting while going over scouting reports with other sentry leaders.â He growls and Tooru gives up and just grins.
âSee, thatâs the thing, I wonât be hitting the wall now. Your desk is in front of it.â He says as if itâs the most logical solution to the problem.
âYes, thatâs the issue. Itâs not enough that you are childish enough that you throw them in the first placeâhonestly, youâre a king, for feathersâ sakeâbut why do you insist on harassing me in the process? Seriously, itâs like babysitting and thatâs not what I signed up for.â Tooruâs head cants, that smile threatening to take over his face.
âWhat exactly did you think being a ruler was if not babysitting, Iwa?â He says and Iwaizumi scoffs.
âI donât know, maybe ruling?â He says sullenly. Tooruâs smile eases just a bit and he leans back in his seat, still focused on the reserve heir with quiet fondness.
âWhen a ruler must truly rule, then a situation has often grown dire. Be happy for the quiet days like this where it all seems like nothing but a joke, Iwa. These are the days you will look back to when times are dark and precarious and you will wish you could be here again.â He says quietly and the crowâs dark eyes cut to him once more, clouding with annoyance.
âYouâd want to be here again?â Iwa asks skeptically and Tooruâs smile turns serene.
âI wish here would never end, Iwa.â He says, the words soft and filled with wistful happiness. The former sentry leader levels him with a nonplussed look.
âYouâre insane.â He murmurs before turning and heading for his desk, grumbling just low enough that the rookery leader canât quite catch his words.
But he has that frown in place that heâd worn whenever he was legitimately curious about what the Grand King said or did or thought. Heâd worn it when Tooru had been failing to keep up appearances after Tobio had left. Heâd had it when the rookery leader had first opened up to him about that death match and Tobioâs injury. The Grand King had seen it when heâd broached the idea of a winter med-camp for injured avians.
And Iwaizumi had looked just like he does now when theyâd received Tobioâs invite. Heâd hesitantly askedâprobably expecting no replyâwhat in all hell heâd written that heâd gotten Tobio to agree. The Grand King had looked back at his sonâs handwriting with a distant wistful look.
âHis motherâs tree is dying.â Heâd said quietly, something he knew Iwaizumi was aware of.
The beautiful mature sugi cedar that had been planted in his wifeâs and infant daughterâs honor had caught a blight the summer before heâd found Tobio again, nearly breaking his heart once more. Its branches had slowly continued to wither no matter what heâd tried, turning first brown and then grey, and they didnât replant remembrance trees; once they died, the spirit of the person they honored was said to have departed to reenter the life cycle and be reborn. It had made him feel even more alone with only Iwa to mitigate that awful isolation.
âI told him I didnât need to know where he lived; I offered him free passage to come speak to his mother, no strings attached save the chance to see his face. Once his mother is gone, he will be all I have left of her, and I told him I didnât want to lose him as well. He denied me in his typical stubborn fashion just like his mother would haveâthough sheâd have done it with a smileâand instead opted for a match that pits himself against me as opposed to grieving with me, even if it gave up their location. I quietly gave him two options, knowing which one heâd pick, and I didnât even have to tell him to choose one.
âHis motherâs passing always got to him more than anything else just like me; he has always borne pain largely alone and never came to me even then, so it made sense that itâd be no different this time when he learned of her tree. He will visit her on his own terms, not mineâalthough Shrimpy has always been there so maybe he wasnât quite so alone as I always believed.â
Iwaizumi had stared at him wide-eyed before almost visibly sinking into deep thought. The Grand King hadnât been able to determine if the expression was for how open heâd been with his answer or the fact that heâd laid out the choice without Tobio even realizing heâd done itâsomething he did feel slightly guilty for, but heâd wanted to see his son. The brooding look Hajime wears now⊠Tooru wonders what heâs thinking so hard about, and his sorrel eyes drop to the book still in his hands, his mind drifting.
So many things have changed in the last fifty years.
His people have grown comfortable in the new policies heâs implemented with regard to the military and private sector. He doesnât use the race pits to enforce the sentry rules, was surprised to find that he didnât have to because theyâd largely police themselves if organized under the right people. They do get restless on occasion⊠and with Shimizuâs final chapter, he may have reason to fire them up now. Heâs never been fond of the eagles to the north, but to find that they were the ones that had brought the world to pieces not just for him, but for Tobio and his levelerâperhaps a strengthening of the rookery ranks is in order. And maybe a rotating contingent can be stationed in Sheru Bay indefinitely just for added deterrence.
Tobio may have reached some sense of peace since that awful day, but Tooru canât say the same; heâs read Shimizuâs story twice now, and both times, heâs nearly thrown it in fury at the northern eagles, his fingers creasing the delicate parchment in a crushing grip. He canât decide if he wants to let it lie for use against them in the future should the need arise, or if he simply wants to start that war. Itâs times like now that heâs grateful for Iwaâs insight and counsel. His second has also read the female crowâs work, was an integral voice of several chapters, and a steep advocate for the former. Heâd spent enough time at the beach house speaking at length with Shimizu when she was writing his parts that heâs all but an honorary member of their ranksâa bridge between the two groups.
It was through Iwaâs efforts that the beach crew tentatively come and go as they please, the former first unitâs families more than thankful to be able to see them whenever they like now. Ground Volley has taken the rookery by storm, and children flock anytime one of them shows up; really, itâs become a novelty anytime one of the cats or owls visit and they are pretty much celebrities. The ground game had taken off so well that indoor complexes were soon repurposed for it any time it rained, and the talk in both military and civilian circles was always about the next upcoming tournament and how many rookery teams would go this time.
And the rookery leader now has a rocky relationship with his son. They rarely speak in earnest no matter how Tooru triesâTobio is still often curt and dismissive, but they get along in each otherâs company as acquaintances and allies. Tobio had returned and spent a day among the dying branches of his motherâs tree, his leveler keeping a silent vigil at its base until heâd finally come down again. Heâd even grudgingly invited Tooru for dinner at Momma Yuâs at Hinataâs suggestion, something heâd declined but had been touched by all the same.
Tooru feels quiet contentment settle in his chest, a covert smile tugging at his mouth as he watches the sentry leader turned reserve heir pull up an embedded arrowhead and shift papers about in irritation. He hasnât felt this at peace since before Tobioâs mother died; he mentally whispers a prayer to her memory, a silent hope that she can see where theyâve come, the potential and possibility that is the future as bright as their sonâs leveler.
Watching Iwaizumi with an equal fondness, he once more agrees with Shimizu Kiyoko: Itâs a good day to smile.
Level Pair ; Chapter 1; Chapter 36; Author Notes
A/N: And there you are... how was it? Besides long, 15000 words = like 3 normal chapters for me lol. I purposely kept Kiyoko in the background the ENTIRE story just to give her this POV. And after I started Horizon, I always intended her to be the 'writer' for the leveler series. I also selected a 'noncritical' character from Shiratorizawa (Utsui) to be the one who grounded Hinata b/c I just had the hardest time forcing one of the mains into the role. OH, HEY, did you guys see? I even tried to write a short OIKAWA POV XD So... I apologize for the ridiculous delay in posting (srsly, like 10 days after I'd hoped). I could give you a bunch of reasons (still on 12 hr days, completely fried when I get home, partial dislocation of shoulder/tricep pull/and deltoid strain b/c SNOWBOARDING, was asked to plan a 2 wk trip to Italy- ITALY- for may for 7 ppl and freaking out about deadlines, all while traveling for valentines with the SO as well) but they all seem like weak excuses. Really, when I shove it all aside, my biggest issue was motivation. I REALLY struggled to focus the last five chapters or so and I think it showed. It was so bad, I temporarily vacated the digital world (thank you tumblr and AO3, but you are fantastic distractions), and even had to switch all music over to ambient b/c it was totally tripping my ADHD switch. I hope the eiplogue makes up for the wait... You all have been the best people to write for and I cannot thank you enough for the views, kudos, comments, and undying support. If I have another bout of inspiration for this fandom or any other, you can be sure I will be back to write for you. You are all the very best! Take care you guys and have a spectacular night! :)

















