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Off The Leash by v197sstuff. This is one that works with against the trope in a very interesting way where the Internet Woobifies & feminizes the fuck outta Shane while the stark reality is kept in focus. If you haven’t read this one, I seriously recommend it.

Gossip Girl by Northisnotup. Vastly different vibe but this looks into Shane’s friendships and makes super clear that he is an Active Participant which I greatly enjoy. Easily one of my favorite Rose fics if that sells it!

falling into you by quinnfuhbeay. A look at what if Shane didn’t leave during the tuna melt scene and instead they entered into a weird phase of unclear relationship status (Ilya thinking they’re boyfriends, Shane thinks they’re just fucking).

Game Day. Ilya keeps dying, time keeps repeating. Shane is, obviously, suffering. A very frank portrayal of what this could do to a person.

I wrote a damn essay and tumblr deleted it, I thought it posted and it was goneee - that being said. This is probably the better version of my thoughts lmaooo so I guess? It works out lol. I am deeply inspired by you saying she’s like the lead in a Christmas movie that doesn’t change I LOVEEE that phrasing so much

Under the cut I have my thoughts :} AND! If anyone has ideas about names, for some reason none of them are working for me so I’d love to hear any ideas :}}

Ohhh I’m very happy to suggest some! :))

(Incomplete) Find Me at the Starting Line by Pollenate. “The Centaurs’ plane crashes and Ilya Rozanov dies. Roughly three months later, Shane Hollander dies on the ice. And then he wakes up in 2008, on the day he met Ilya Rozanov for the first time.” Currently has four chapters and this is a really great look into some of the more unexplored parts of Shane. I don’t want to spoil anything but Ilya & Shane have a really great relationship in this one.

(Incomplete) So It’s Gonna be Forever by Lila_Mac. “Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret. When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street: World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.” Has 19 chapters so far, and this offers a really interesting look into Ilya & Shane, specifically the question of what would it be like if they were publicly friends all along. They really feel like a pair of kids in this one in the best way!

(Incomplete) One More Time by Fernsofgreenandblue. “After taking a hard hit on the ice, Shane Hollander wakes up--in his childhood bed. Given a second chance to try all over again, Shane embarks on a new mission: Find Ilya, fall in love, and make everything better than the first time.” Has 15 chapters as of today, and this offers a great look into Shane mental state after time traveling!

(Complete) A Year Safe in Your Heart by Anonymous. “The summer before Ilya joins the Centaurs, Shane wakes up nervous. It doesn't stop from there.” I will admit. Bummer but VERY interesting and it has a good ending, it engages with the more fantastical elements of time travel is a really interesting way. I cannot recommend this one more.

(Complete) Cut to the Feeling by Charlotte_Stant. “It had been a very weird day, but Shane wasn’t going to jerk off about it a second time.” This is a REALLY fun look into this, getting to see an 18 year old try and make sense of his life at 35 is peak. I really recommend this one.

(Complete) If I Knew You Then by Goobergabz . “Shane isn't very good with kids. This kid, all by himself in the snow, looks like he needs someone to talk to, and that someone is Shane.” Short and sweet. Anything more and I’m probably spoiling but this is a very good one.

(Complete) Synapse by Floormusic. “Shane leaves Ilya's penthouse suite in Vegas, 2014 heavy hearted and unkissed. He wakes up in 2022.” Yeah this is porn with plot. If you’re interesting in that, major recommend!

(Complete) Tuna Melt Rewind by Gnomey2001. “What if Shane hadn’t panicked after the tuna melt incident? What if, just this once… he stayed?” Porn with plot again!

Link to the post in question! In the first one of these I did I liked some fics so here is that first ask here if you want to read any of those, I’ll be linking more hollanov fics today too 😈😈

CNC ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ I would like to thank Hollanov for introducing me to this in a major way. I just think CNC creates such create opportunities for differing dynamics and the fleshing out of different dynamics especially for hollanov. She’s new to me, but she’s an all time fav.

With Blood, Sweat, & Tears starting off strong, lol, with Ilya being an actual serial killer & Shane’s stalker. Read the tags, shut off your brain, and don’t worry too much. Has a happy ending for hollanov at least

What Does This Room Like heavy intox play, so skip if that isn’t your vibe. Really a good read & has some very good mean dom Ilya moments, & rare treat, there is even some scene negotiation lol

The 5 Steps of Playing Hard to Get (the Shane Hollander Patented Method) is easily my favorite fic I’ve read in a while, it’s truly a deranged premise and it reminded me how much I enjoy the “one party thinks it’s non-con while the other is FULLY into it” bit of play for fics, and my saying that basically tells you all you need to know (tho, still, read the tags).

Puppies, Julius Caesar, and Other Things series has trans Shane, married hollanov + Luca having a fun weekend. Everything is tagged extremely well, so just read those tags fully and you’ll get the vision.

Impact Play ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ she’s my friend, my companion, I’ve known her the entire time I’ve read fic and she has seen me through some bizarre fandoms. 🫡thank you impact play

Risk is a really fun rookie+omega!Shane/retired+alpha!Ilya fic, it touches on so many different kinks, and is a good time. Read the tags!!!

More of a Gift for You magical flashlight linked up to Shane’s pussy in the first chapter and in the second dildo linked up to Ilya’s dick 😇

Open Door Policy omega!shane being used as stress relief by the entire Boston team 🙂‍↕️🙏

Breeding ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ Such a fun addition to any fic, it gives things that little extra kick that I generally enjoy.

Parental Advisory (cis) Shane wants Ilya to put a baby in him and there IS some level of plot & internal discussion about this which I ALWAYYSS enjoy. It’s just a fun way to consider this kink

The Walls I’m Bracing short & sweet :}

Cum Play ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ it loses a star bc the (tmi) texture of cum in my mouth can sometimes really ick me out if I think too hard but every other version, you are beloved to me :}

Double Take 2 Shanes x 1 Ilya = Profit >:}

Close the Door Marly x Shane x Ilya :} dping happens which is always a win

Play Destroy & I can Break You Off and Hold You Down two different fics where Ilya fucks Shane’s girlfriend and Ilya & Shane fuck about it :} one of my favorite . Tropes? for them

Mpreg ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ listen. LISTEN. I know he’s controversial, but this is an OG for me. I have an added soft spot bc I found out about Mpreg before I found out about trans people and it gave me that first moment of like. Envy? Is the word I’ll use? Like. It did something to my brain, cracked my egg the barest amount I’d even claim. So that’s my good friend, right there.

Any Time, Any Place pregnant omega Shane + free use at the cottage

Sticky Situation author took the tag Shane Hollander Walks Ilya Rozanov like a dog and ran with it, pregnant!Shane muzzles Ilya and uhh yeah they have some fun. This one has a fun time with A/B/O dynamics, so just enjoy the ride (and check the tags lol)

You get five (more then five …..) bc I can’t be stopped lol hope at least one of these catches your eye!

logistically efficient by prettyshadow (theaujasmin). Shane’s beautiful mind + Blowjobs = Profit :}

what do you say, jane? by FagurFiskur. Cliff has the connection between Jane-Shane made for him, puts some things together, and is offered the chance to watch Shane & Ilya or, more aptly, Jane and Ilya :}

Preying Grounds by freakshaped. You asked for freakiest, so here is succubus Shane & (?)demon Ilya going at it. Super duper major recommend >:} (and while this is my favorite, the others in these series would fit your prompt as well!)

Always the Quiet Ones by CarnivalMirai. Cliff walks in on Shane & Ilya. They have some fun about it :}

THANK YOUUU he just has such kind eyes and is very beautiful he is perfect for this role i am beggingggg

I am desperate as Shane for bear Ilya :,,,,,(

I think. 32 hits and Ilya’s metabolism starts slowing down and there’s that initial moment when he starts having to use the next belt loop where he’s like. Ah fuck. I guess it’s time to start eating healthy lest my husband finding me unattractive (I really believe Ilya, like all atheletes, has a very bizarre relationship with his body that goes largely unexplored. But you just KNOW he sees it as a vehicle for sensuality/sexuality and especially as a vehicle for SHANE’s attraction, like, he wants, more then anything, to stay attractive - valuable - in Shane’s eyes and doesn’t really think that’s a bad thing) (and YES I believe ilya has a ‘healthier’ relationship with his body where he knows it’s not All about value and numbers and appearances but there are still those ugly little voices that he hasn’t fully unraveled yet)

But then he notices where Shane’s eyes are straying and sticking. His stomach, his thighs, his arms. Shane has always liked when Ilya lays on him, lets out these little sighs of happiness, but now, he relaxes and he stays relaxed for what could be hours even after.

And that’s not even mentioning the way Shane acts when his shirt rides up now over his stomach, he acts like he’s being hypnotized and can’t look away. Ilya can’t say with confidence that it changes their sex life that much bc they were already desperate for each other, but Shane seems to be getting there quicker whenever he can really look at Ilya.

Bc by that point, he’s already stopped waxing (something he started when he was 18 and just. Never really stopped until a particularly lazy cottage summer where Shane “off-handedly” mentioned he liked the added hair) and now with the added fat? He qualifies as A Bear, and people have begun to Notice. That, being perceived in a new way, takes some time for Ilya to accept but he finds this new attention where people are, genuinely, calling him Daddy on the internet (Galina doesn’t laugh at him when he first mentions this in therapy, but it’s close) (Ilya and his weird relationship with daddy kinks …. <3)