I am just
fantasising about how I will look "when I lose weight". Over 3 weeks I'm down 9lbs which doesn't seem like much of a feat BUT I suppose it's relatively healthy. Any quicker and it'd likely be just water weight. My measurements are down, my trousers are much looser already. I should really take some pictures to mark my progress. I currently stand at
157lbs
down from 166lbs starting weight. Pretty sure that's the heaviest I've ever weighed. It was my first time feeling like a size 14 (UK) fit perfectly and I don't remember ever being quite so close to 12 stone before. My 12s fit fine again now so I don't have to replace my whole wardrobe.
I just want to be skinny. I'm still overweight. I can't keep pouring over clothes on pretty slim models and wishing it were me because it's getting me down. I'll get where I want to be eventually but these things take time. I hate that.
