#lentlilly

❛ It’s really kind of sad. ❜ sonic for a muse of ur choice?

Why wouldn't the damn voice just shut up already?!? And why was it so painfully hard to shut it out himself?

It hurt to listen to, burned in a way that sent actual, physical pain straight through the yaksha. And the realization that this wasn't just an illusion of some kind, that it was real, coming from the source directly, it was enough to have him in a complete panic.

He tried to just leaave the area, but he didn't get too far before he realized that walking really wasn't an option, not with the way his legs shook. Instead, he just sat down on the snowy ground of Dragonspine, a little bit away from the main path between Wolvendom and Stone gate, remaining frozen in place with a blank look, staring out at the foressts.

He couldn't move, couldn't speak or feel, even hearing was hard due to the buzzing in his ears. So he just curled up on himself in that frozen position, face completely blank, save for the tears rolling down his cheeks.

sonic vc is that all you got to say for yourself

@lentlilly​ asked:  ‘  that’s  morbid .  i  like  it .  ’ sao

𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐅𝐎𝐑  𝐀𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐊𝐀  ( 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 )  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 . (accepting)

As per usual the funeral director was advertising Wangsheng Funeral Parlor and its services. Most people would dismiss her but this didn’t curve the girl’s enthusiasm in the slightest. It probably didn’t help that she would add a pun or joke in while promoting her business. To Hu Tao, though, death was something one should openly express and embrace rather than avoid it.

The funeral director makes a joke to another potential customer. A guy with blue hair. Of course she can’t help but giggle at the end. But when she hears their comment she perks up. They liked her joke? How peculiar...

“Ai ya ya, what do we have here? Hmmm~?” She grasps her chin in thought, a habit from her favorite consultant, and observes the other. “You like my joke, huh? Hold on for one second!”

She reaches into her pocket and after some digging she pulls out something. Some buttons and pieces of ripped paper fall out but we don’t talk about that. “Here you go! Since you’re so kind here are some coupons. This one is 10% off your first coffin today and this one is 5% off a crematorium service!”

Why not. An answer Venti couldn’t quite answer himself. No matter what he said anyway he looked really bad. What he did know though was that he wasn’t the one for her. He never will be since he was so indecisive with his feelings and very unsure of what he truly wanted. 

“Why not? Well...” Venti trails off. His face is crystal clear; he was troubled. The times they had together were so fun. He couldn’t deny such a fact. But he doesn’t love her at all like that.

Usually in these scenarios he’d have a witty remark or strum his lyre and sing a song. He wasn’t so good at confrontation and things that had to do with his feelings... Because he tended to brush them off and drink away.

“I... Just don’t love you. I don’t really know why... But I do know that I don’t love you.” He notices the tears at the corners of her eyes. Clearly she didn’t like what he said but he can’t help the way he feels at all.

@lentlilly​​     ⁝     “   bov  is  here  to  give  Childe  a  birthday  present  in  the  form  of  cake  that  she  spent  an  embarrassing  amount  of  time  on.  she's  also  got  a  new  big  coat   in  a  little  bag.  she  is  mom   ”     ☆     birthday  asks  for  childe  day !!!!!    accepting !

she  feels  a  lot  like  winter’s  first  thaw :    like  a  burst  of  flowers  that  peek  from  beneath  the  sunlit  sparkle  of  snow ,    budding    &    blooming  in  spite  of  the  cold  chill .     there  is  warmth  to  be  found  beneath  her  ice .    he  knows  this  as  a  matter  of  experience ,    likes  to  imagine  that  he  might  know  their  beloved  tsaritsa  best  of  all  the  harbingers .    so  there  is  an  absence  of  surprise  when  she  presents  it  with  a  cake  in  celebration  of  its  birthday ,    realizes  the  care    &    detail  suggests  the  cake  has  been  baked  herself .    tartaglia  imagines  the  hours  she  must  have  poured  into  perfecting  its  appearance ,    &    can’t  help  the  smile  that  presses  to  its  lips  at  the  thought .

@lentlilly​ sent: “ maybe i’m just hearing things. ”   Sonic!

     “ Quiet. I heard it too. ” The were aboard the Space Colony ARK, clearing out the Artificial Chaos that still roamed free. Shadow would have come alone, but Sonic would insist on helping him.  And though he wouldn’t admit it, Shadow was grateful for the company. Being up here was painful for the darker hedgehog, but he was determined to heal.