There's a full post coming about this when I have the time, but. Minkowski is The One Who Notices Things on the Hephaestus. Her monologue in episode 11 is all about how she notices things going wrong when others don't, and I think she prides herself on that, because it's a skill that makes her a better leader. So how do we think she felt when Hilbert turned on the crew and she didn't notice any warning signs? How do we think she felt when Eiffel almost died of Decima because she didn't think that locking Hilbert in the observation deck might cause his illness to worsen? How do we think she felt when things got out of her control at the end of season 3 because she was manipulated at every turn and just didn't notice? What do we think it did to her to realize that her observational skills, one of the only traits of a Good Leader she has despite the fact that there's nothing she wants to be more, weren't as good as she thought they were? That people were hurt because she missed things that she was supposed to be able to catch?
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Watching the Falsettos proshot now and "I'm Breaking Down" is even better with a visual component. Trina. Trina girl, why are you waving a knife around and doing banana circumcisions.
I wasn't about to let Podcast Girls Week pass me by without Minkowskiposting, so here I am (wanted to do the Minkowski immigration post tonight because that one's more fully about Her, but that one's going to require more effort and might be closer to a full-out essay, so it'll have to wait) (make no mistake, though, this is a Minkowski post in spirit, I do not care about Warren Kepler outside of his connections to her)
So, Minkowski and Kepler are pretty obvious narrative foils. For starters, Gabriel Urbina has pointed out in AMAs that the SI5 are meant to be an "evil" parallel to the early-season Hephaestus crew, with Maxwell as the Hilbert parallel, Jacobi as the Eiffel parallel, and Kepler as the Minkowski parallel. Their speech patterns are also really similar in a way that I'm pretty sure was intentional: for example, they both use the phrase "Right the hell now!" quite a bit. There's some deeper similarities, too, which say interesting things about both of their characters, including:
Their positions. As Hilbert points out to Minkowski in episode 15, she's middle management and always has been: she loves being a leader, but is ultimately doomed by her insecurity and inability to function without her own rules and orders, so she's stuck basically shuttling orders constantly from point A to point B with very little will of her own. Cutter pretty clearly takes advantage of this tendency in her, exploiting her desire to lead (which is, in turn, a surface-level manifestation of her desire to matter and to have agency over her life) to get her onto the Hephaestus. Kepler seems to have more power than she does at first: when we meet him in season 3, he answers to no one, orders Maxwell and Jacobi around, and effortlessly subjugates the Hephaestus crew, Minkowski especially. His asserting his power over her is part of what makes her desperate to act out and prove her agency and power in season 3: he denies her access to the weather reports, doesn't consult her on any decisions, throws her in the brig, and incessantly refers to her as "Lieutenant" rather than "Commander". Then season 4 rolls around, and suddenly we see that Kepler is middle management too: he's powerless against Cutter and the aliens, both of which delight in denying him the little power they allowed him just as Kepler did to Minkowski: the aliens remove his hand and belittle him as a "violent troll", while Cutter denigrates his leadership and gives him orders constantly. The pig joke Kepler tells in episode 34 always sticks out to me, because it clearly applies to the Hephaestus crew, but Minkowski especially: Goddard took advantage of her skills and let her believe she was in charge, but they never intended to let her keep that power (or even her life: Hilbert's original order was to kill her!) Then we get to season 4, and we see that above all, the person it applies to is Kepler himself: whether he likes it or not, he's in the same boat as Minkowski, because under capitalism there's a whole lot of people who think they have power and very few who actually do.
Their identity struggles. Kepler's are most obvious: in episode 34, he calls himself "the artist formerly known as Warren Kepler" and asserts that whatever he was before is gone, replaced by his job. But the parallels between Minkowski and Kepler lead us to wonder... could the same apply to her? Since she was a child, she's been forced to deny parts of her identity in order to "make it" and prove herself": she speaks English perfectly despite it being her third language, and worked so hard to get rid of her Polish accent that we only ever hear it once. And the emphasis on titles in Wolf 359 shows exactly how much of her identity she gave up to become "Commander Minkowski": the only times we hear anyone call her by her first name, other than Cutter, are in season 4. We also see her attempt to hide aspects of her identity that don't fit with the "commander" persona. Until the later seasons, she only expresses her love for musicals in a context she sees as safe, i.e, the talent show, which she can get away with expressing herself at because she can pass it off as "building crew morale". She actively tries to hide the existence of her husband from Eiffel, only admitting it hesitantly in episode 17. And when she's feeling the very non-commander-like emotions of fear and guilt in episode 53, she doesn't confide in Eiffel or Lovelace: only in the construct of Hilbert she made up in her head (which I talked about more in this post). While Kepler has been the leader of the SI5 so long he's successfully repressed all aspects of his identity, Minkowski's is still very much there, despite her attempts at erasing it to better fit the commander persona she desperately clings to. I almost wonder if in some ways, Minkowski wishes she were Kepler: she wants to be the consummate commander in control of her crew, and I wonder if she looks at him, having given up his identity fully for that kind of control, and feels envious. At any rate, in season 4, both of them are in a nebulous space regarding their identities and personas: Kepler is losing his confidence in his mission and has already lost his place as prime authority on the Hephaestus, and is starting to feel a sense of morality that he thought he'd lost, and Minkowski knows she isn't Commander Minkowski anymore and maybe never was, but she doesn't know what that makes her now. Which brings me to:
Their endings. Both Kepler and Minkowski's endings involve reassertion of their identities outside of any roles given to them by Goddard, but that ends very differently for each of them. Kepler sacrifices himself to help the Hephaestus crew on the grounds that "he's still human", which I think of in the sense of "human vs. emotionless capitalist automaton following orders": despite his best attempts at stamping out his identity, he's still a full and complete person beneath all of it. It's also really interesting that he says he's betraying Rachel because he's "on Minkowski and Jacobi's side": while you could argue that he names them specifically because he doesn't see Lovelace and Hera as human, that still doesn't explain Eiffel. I think he mentions Jacobi because Jacobi is the one who triggered him to think about his morality more, and he mentions Minkowski because she represents what he's turning towards: a reassertion of full, complete identity over capitalistic roles. Because in the very same episode, Minkowski's arc resolves when she asserts her identity: the infamous "I am Renee Minkowski, and that is more than enough to kick your ass" comes to mind. She doesn't call herself Commander, because she's more than that. She can't beat Goddard with its own tools and she never will, but she can beat them with her own strength and power: she just has to stop relying on an externally-assigned role to get it. And in the end, Minkowski lives because she was able to fully reassert that identity, while Kepler dies because he can't: he wants to turn away from his capitalism-assigned role, but he's defined himself fully around it, so once he takes that away, there's nothing left of him. (I have mixed feelings about the death itself, because I think it would have been really powerful to see him build himself back up from the ground and reclaim who he is, but I understand what Urbina and Shachat were going for.)
So, there we have it - there's probably even deeper I could go into this, but that's all for now. Maybe if I have time I'll do a deep dive into all their interactions in the show, but that's the basics. Peace and love on planet Minkowski, and war and hate on planet Kepler. Len out.
Shamelessly 2amposting, but I feel like "I would die for you", "I would kill for you", and "I would hide a body for you" are three overlapping flavors of Extreme Dangerous Devotion, and I am Very Here for all three.
Ooh, having thoughts about the Lovelace/Hilbert "perfectly equitable" scene again. Because here's the thing: a fairly reasonable reaction when someone has done something horrible and unforgivable to you is to imagine that the roles were reversed. To think about how much they would hate it if you did the same thing to them. You want to scream the Golden Rule -- treat others as you would want to be treated -- at their face as loudly as you can. So I'll bet you anything that Lovelace thinks of Hilbert as selfish and self-centered, someone who only did what he did because *his* life wasn't on the line and he didn't really care about her or about any of the people he killed, and thus that if the same thing had happened to him he would understand her. And we already see this crack a little bit when Hilbert says that he "liked" Lambert, because if he liked him than this idea of him as an unfeeling sociopath who doesn't see other people as people doesn't hold up anymore, but then episode 38 comes around, and Lovelace watches Hilbert find out that he, too, is being used by a larger power that sees his life as disposable, and instead of being incensed like she is, he just... shrugs. It's perfectly equitable. And that messes with her, because if he wouldn't have reacted the way she did, if there's more separating them than just being on the opposite sides of the situation... is her hatred for him as justified as she thought it was? Does she understand this person she hates more than anything at all? Can she still think of him as the monster she's clung to, or does she have to see him as a person with a different worldview from her own? One who really does see all human life as worth sacrificing for the bigger picture, including his own? One who liked Lambert? One who might have liked her too?
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Hi! Entry 2 in my attempts to catch up with OC Dynamics Month, here's Chelsea from Hotel Hive and her boss, Kennedy, trying to solve a crisis. It... kind of got away from me. Set about six months before the main story. TW for self-harm, transphobia, murder, and violence.
Chelsea checks the time. 2:58. She needs to go meet Kennedy, now.
She looks over at Kaitlin. She's fallen asleep, her dark hair strewn out all over her pillow, her eyes crusted shut by old tears. She's hit by a strange urge to reach for her, smooth out her hair, kiss her forehead. Maybe because Aspen isn't here to do that anymore.
Fuck. No. Focus. 2:58. Almost 2:59, now. Get up. She leaves the infirmary. Blue's coming at 3 to watch Kaitlin while Chelsea's out, but xe can't be here before that. Kaitlin's injuries aren't severe -- at least, not anymore. She will be fine for sixty seconds.
She heads down the hallway and up the stairs to Kennedy's office. She knocks on the door.
"Kennedy?"
A clatter of footsteps echoes down the hallway as Kennedy zooms around the corner to the door.
"Chel! Sorry -- dispatching the recon team took longer than expected, I'm here now!"`
They open the door, letting Chelsea go in before them. "Ladies first," they giggle. A small prick of absurd gender euphoria touches Chelsea's heart -- when was the last time someone said that to her? Not the time. Now's the time for business.
Kennedy sits at their chair, a torn-up number they had bought from the local thrift store about a year ago. The chair across from it, which Chelsea sits in, is even worse: she can feel the holes as she sits down. She hopes there aren't any bugs. The exterminator Kennedy knew died a few months ago and they've yet to find a new one who won't question the legality of their operation.
"How's Kaitlin?" Kennedy asks.
"Physically or emotionally?"
"Both, preferably."
"Physically, she's going to be just fine. Avery and Blue and I were able to stitch up her wounds. Emotionally..." Chelsea decides not to tell Kennedy what happened when Kaitlin woke up, about the screaming, the hitting, how it took all three of them to hold her down so she didn't rip her own stitches. "She's not quite there yet."
"But she's going to live?"
"Yes. Almost definitely."
"Perfect!" says Kennedy. They're trying for chipper, but their syllables come out too slow to fool Chelsea. Taking a closer look, she can see the blood vessels in their eyes.
"So, what's the agenda?"
"Well, there's been a lot of debate lately on what to do about this... new gang in the area?"
Chelsea nods like she has any better idea what's going on than Kennedy does.
"Okay, so, first off, we haven't really gotten the chance to talk. It's been wild around here. So... can you tell me what actually happened?"
"It'd probably be better to ask Kaitlin," Chelsea monotones. "She was there the whole time."
"Well, Kaitlin isn't up yet, so I'm asking you," insists Kennedy. "Go on."
Chelsea scratches her arm, just enough to feel the pain of her nails digging in. It focuses her. Start at the beginning.
"Avery and I were doing some admin work here at HQ when we got Kaitlin's distress signal. We suited up and headed over to her location as fast as we could: she was over on..." Where were they? Imagine walking down the street, seeing the street signs, in the few seconds before looking out at Aspen on the concrete, torn apart. What does the sign say? "Greenwood Street."
Kennedy nods. Writes something down. Success. "We found them there, along with about five attackers. Two had knives: the other three were fighting with their bare hands."
"Any similarity in clothing? Uniforms, logos, colors..."
What color are they wearing? Pick a color, any color, as long as it isn't red. "I don't remember a pattern." Not confident enough. Try again. "I mean, there was no visible pattern."
She waits for Kennedy to say something, but they just watch her. No bailouts. Just keep going. "Three of them were holding Aspen down. Including one of the ones with a knife. And they were... they were..." Composure, Chelsea. Composure. "One was stabbing him and two others were beating him up. The other two had Kaitlin. When I got there, Kaitlin was unconscious on the ground, and Aspen was..." Pick a color, any color. "Worse off. I --" Made a choice. Let him die. "I grabbed Kaitlin and ran. Aspen was probably already gone by that point. We went back for him later. I thought it'd be better if one of them at least --"
Kennedy holds out a hand. "You don't need to justify yourself to me, Chelsea. We all have to make tough calls."
They don't get it. "Thank you."
"Did they say anything? Slogans, stated goals, were they maybe yelling slurs? I told Kaitlin to wear baggy clothes while she was out --"
Oh, god, this again. "No, they didn't say anything. I don't think it was an anti-trans thing. I think they're just a regular gang."
"They didn't say anything?" Kennedy prods.
"Nope. Not a word."
"It was a completely silent assault?"
"Yes, Kennedy." Suddenly Chelsea's hit by an overpowering urge to run out of Kennedy's office, down the stairs, back to Kaitlin, just to see her breathing, know she's there. Focus. Stay in your seat. What does the sign say?
"Okay," they say. "Okay. So I guess the question we have to answer here is... is this gang our problem, as an organization? Because this might have been an isolated incident, and if so --"
"No one is saying that's not significant," says Kennedy smoothly. "But if they're not a threat to anyone else, then we don't need to devote our already limited resources to stopping them."
"I -- all right. Fine. I see your point. So how are we going to figure out whether or not they're a threat?"
"Can I put you in charge of recon?" Kennedy asks. "Figure out who they are, what they want, what their goal is. If they want all of us dead, or if Aspen and Kaitlin were just in the wrong place at the wrong time. Try to keep Kaitlin out of it, she's --"
"Kaitlin can do whatever she wants."
"I'm just saying, she's probably --"
"I'm not going to stop her from helping take down the people who murdered the love of her life, Kennedy. If she wants to stay out of it, I'll let her. But if she wants to help, then she should -- then she's a valuable resource that we shouldn't waste."
Kennedy nods slowly. "All right." They tilt their head a little, as if to look at Chelsea from a different angle. "How are you doing?"
"Me? Well, you know, Kaitlin's condition is improving, so --"
"I didn't ask about Kaitlin," says Kennedy. "I asked about you. Chelsea. Are you doing all right? I know you and Aspen were close."
He's going out for the day, Kaitlin by his side. He's waving goodbye to Chelsea. He's lying on the sidewalk. The concrete is red. Only red. "I ..." Focus. Reevaluate. You are here. Now. "I'm fine, Kennedy. Thank you for your concern."
"All right," they say. "If you need anyone to talk to, I'm here."
"Thank you," Chelsea says. It's all she can do. "I should be going. Kaitlin's been alone for too long."
Oh. Oh, thinking about Minkowski and Hilbert again. Thinking about how Hilbert can always push her buttons because he understands her better than anyone. Thinking about how he calls her out on her worthlessness because he knows he's worthless too, and she wouldn't be here with him if she weren't. Thinking about how she goes to him when she needs advice because for better or worse he *knows* her. Thinking about how many people like her he's seen before, and how he knows her type by now. Thinking about how Lambert was just like her, how he killed him, how he said he "liked" him, which he doesn't say about anyone else. Thinking about how he looks down on her for needing orders and structure because he has always done what he thought was right (in his big-picture, immoral way) despite people telling him not to. Thinking about how when she finally does kill someone she confides in him again, even though he's gone. Thinking about how despite never showing one bit of affection for him when he was alive, she tells Jacobi she wants revenge for his death. Thinking about how he asks her if he's still part of her crew, and she doesn't answer. Thinking about how the answer was always "yes". Thinking about how she calls him a bitch in Polish and he understands it perfectly. Thinking about how she thanks him in Russian after he's gone.
Love a character who. Like. Has the potential for redemption, but never gets it. Characters who show moments of kindness, flashes of backstories, small but powerful fondnesses. Maybe they even want to change. Maybe they want to change so, so badly, but they're far too trapped and scared and convinced of their own worldview to get there. Maybe they're just about to do it.
And then they die, or they lose their chance somehow, and that's just it. They could have been a good person, could have been better, but we'll never know because they'll always be stuck in the worst version of themself, a mosquito encased in amber with blood still on its mandibles.