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¿Qué pasó la fiesta del año pasado?
What I'm afraid of with myself..
Do you ever get those moments as if youâre watching a movie in your mind? I do. Always.. and I find it weird.
There are two instances that can trigger it. First, is when someone is telling me a story. Something happened to them in the past or just a while ago. It really doesnât matter if Iâm close to to that person. As soon as I look into that personâs eye and see the emotions he/she has felt in that moment, the movie starts. The more intensed emotion the person had, the clearer I can see that personâs experience. But yeah, the closer the person to me, the easier it is for me to get those moments. Scary? Nah⊠Sometimes I absorb the feelings they had that time, positive or negative. I really donât mind. Because it makes me easier to relate to that person. But yeah I can be a sponge of negative energy..
The one that I really find scary is the second instance that these movie like moments activates .. So the second instance is whenever I or even someone plans something. I can see already the things I have to do, the things I need, the experiences weâll have and the feelings Iâll have.. Whatâs the scary part there? Itâs when the happy moments Iâve already seen in my mind will just stay as fragment of memories. Worser part is if the moment it happens, itâs the opposite of it, very different from what Iâve seen. And the worst part is whenever I see a moment in my mind, the chance it wonât happen is 90%. Damn too high right? AhahaâŠ
I think this started when I was in highschool. I think one remedy Iâve thought before is to always think negative thoughts. Yeah at first Iâve found it quite effective. But itâs quite depressing right? Maybe itâs the reason I can be too serious most of the time.
Right now Iâm having so much of these moments. Sometimes Ijust sleep or drown myself into busyness so I can prevent these moments. And it really hurts me whenever the happy moments Iâve imagined wonât come true..
Maybe I can call the second one as expectations. But to hell to my expectations.. Ahaha.. I donât find them too high. Iâm a simple person, easy to please. Iâm quite at loss now on what to do on these things. I just wish Iâd stop getting these things.
And maybe I should try to trust more up in the sky and see whatâs His plan for me.
Not so bad
Plotless, fluff Leigh/Lauren< with a broken ankle
And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got you to keep me warm...

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You and I were just meant to be...