#leif barks

There’s something about a cool, rainy day that brings the wolf in me out to howl. It’s a full body aching, a stretching and pulling beneath the surface of my skin. I feel a longing for the forest and plains that should be my home as the four walls around me start to shrink into a cage. I want desperately to feel the wind in my fur as I race through the undergrowth following a promising scent, hoping to find the end of the trail before the water washes it away; I can picture it so clearly. This animal trapped inside me wants out. Now.

I need a black wolf plushie to take with me to appointments and outings, if anyone has recommendations pls send them over! :3

I really want to drive out to some forest trails and practice tracking. I love going to the park, finding a place to sit, and closing my eyes to listens for birds calling or squirrels running around and then opening my eyes to try and locate the sounds; but I don’t have any practice with actually trailing and stalking prey. Finding a deer trail would be exhilarating. Maybe stumble across some bones too.

I need everyone to bear with me as I go in and out of reality. My life circumstances and physical health are at a low point and the stress has broken my sanity streak. I am hoping my stress level will go down soon, but until it does my posting may be erratic. Apologies.

Potential blood clot in my arm from surgery. lol. Lmao even.

Coworker randomly referred to my hands as paws today for no discernible reason and it shocked me. No one at work knows I’m a wolf so I can’t understand why she said it, but it was nice to hear!

All I want is to talk to my grandmother again.

The cats chewed on my favorite dildo now I gotta throw it out and I’m so sad lol. Goodbye my beautiful beast.