#leedino

Since you basically lived with the boys at the dorm rather than at your university dorm they were used to you walking in. Which just happened as you slammed the front door. Ignoring some of the other boys that were currently in the living room, you headed straight for Chan's room. You really just needed to be with him right now.

Opening the door you found him on the third bed, sat on his phone with his laptop on the edge of the bed along with notebooks full of choreographs. He looked up at the sound of the door opening and a bright smile was plastered on his face as soon as he saw you.

However, that soon turned in to one of confusion as you threw your bag to the floor and basically belly flopped on to his bed, next to him. Confused, he poked your side which made you roll over and on to his already laid down body. This caused him to laugh, the vibration going on to you as you put all of your body weight on to him, a faint smile on your face from hearing the best sound in the world.  He started to stroke your hair, making you relax on to him.

"Y/N" he said so softly that it was almost inaudible.

"hmm" you answered, not bothering to look up.

"Why are you doing this" he said with a slight laugh.

" I'm so done with my life right now that.. I just want to forget everything" You paused in the middle.

It sort of just came out, you didn't really mean to say it but because you are so tired it didn't register that you said it in your head.

"hey" he said softly, his hand coming towards your chin to lift your face up.

"Everything will be alright okay. It is just a little hiccup in life, you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow, right?"

You nodded your head softly whilst looking in to his eyes. Your face showing the same sad smile as before, when you first walked through his bedroom door.  His face lit up. You knew that face, he had an idea. Your face contorted in to one of concern as you didn't really want to do anything.

"Go and get a shower, you stink" He laughed, trying to brighten the mood.

" Fine" You huffed.

You trudged to his dresser draws and picked out one his hoodies and a pair of his boxes and proceeded to the bathroom. You stripped down and stepped in to the shower, letting the hot water trickle down your skin. Thoughts clouded your mind, of everything that has built up in the past month. Without really concentrating you managed to do your shower routine and change into Chan's hoodie, rolling the sleeves up.

The slight creek of the door caught Chan’s attention, looking up from his work, he glances at your figure. You felt shy under his gaze as you continued to towel dry your hair. He cocked his head to the side whilst his eyes traced your figure.

You noticed that it had gotten considerably darker as the moonlight and the fairy lights were the only thing lighting up the room. It looked like he turned his laptop off and put away his notebooks as he was currently on his phone, laying on top of the bed.

Chan looked back at his phone for a few seconds before the silent room soon got surrounded by soft music. Your head shot up, giving him a questioning look. Chan walked towards you and set the towel you were holding on to the back of a chair. His face was shining as the moonlight shone through the window, casting both of your shadows on to the floor.

He took your hands and put them around his neck, he placed his hands around your waist and pulled you closer.

"I really like holding you in my arms" Chan whispered, staring at your face, trying to absorb every little detail of your face.

The way your eyes swirled with adoration whilst looking at him, the almost unrecognisable freckles on your face, the small scar on your cheek. He loved everything about you. When you told him what you hated about yourself, he loved them even more, deciding that he would kiss everything that you deemed was a flaw.

"You're beautiful, you know that?" He commented.

You stared right back at him, a small smile forming on your face. You loved the way his smile could light up the whole world. His amazing laugh. His eyes, even if they were small, they held so much emotion. And his heart. Oh god, his heart held a thousand things, he cared for everyone he would come in contact with. You could never question his love for you.

He started to move you so you was slightly swaying with the music. You shook your head as a small laugh escaped from you " I can't dance"

His smile grew wider, if that was even possible. He slightly lifted you up, catching you by surprise and placed your feet on top of his.

"ah ah, I'm too heavy" You stated, shaking your head obsessively

"No you're not, Y/N" He sighed with a gentle tone

He started to dance again, gently making sure that nothing would go wrong.

You leaned in to him and put your head on his chest, hearing his heart beat. He placed his head on top of yours and kissed your hair. No words were said as the two of you danced in his room. There was no need for words, everything was perfect in this moment. It was like nothing else existed as you both lost yourself in each other, a loving aura surrounding you both.

" You know that you don’t have to be alone, right?" He said.

You hmm'd in response, not wanting to think about anything. You just felt sad for no reason, you couldn't even put it in to words, never mind explaining it.

"I know you are hurting, but I will always be here for you"

Your eyes swelled with tears, you really didn't deserve him.

" I love you" You mumbled as you clutched on to the back of shirt and buried your head further in to his chest.

Chan could feel you shake as he held on to you tighter, afraid that if he let go he would lose you.

He kissed your hair once again and you heard him say "I love you too, Y/N"

Both of you danced the night away in each others arms, sharing I love you's.