Sep 25, 2024
[doing research] gyus I thingk I'm ace????
#crazyyyyyyyyyyyy#learning things omg#I am. so sleepy.#and yet I stay up researching things I already know#net zero information#I'm spending far too much time trying to understand what is always going to be a vague and subjective topic#like if it regards feelings you can't exactly quantify it perfectly#so I'll just. obsess over figuring out what attraction means until I figure it out (will never figure it out)#maybe that's why I obsess over it?#cause it's like that completion thing in your brain where you can't let things go until they're finished#except I'll never fully Get It so it's an endless goal of knowledge. which is ultimately useless to me anyways#like it's. not important#but what if WAS important what then huh
