#ldrnomore

Sometimes, i get the devastating, stomach dropping, kicked in the shins feeling when I wake up and see that facetime call dropped and i’m like NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

But then there are 99% of days when I wake up, squint a little and see my boy laying there with his mouth half open.

and he always hears me first when i wake up (partially cuz i snooze my alarm for 45 minutes) but he always greets me by doing a small crunch (I contribute to his first daily sit up) and leans in the camera, squints like no other and then smiles and sweetly says “ good morning beautiful” before he falls back on his pillow. 

Then its followed up by a “OMG ITS 7?!! I NEED TO GET READY BRB”. When i come back from getting ready in the bathroom, I usually wake him back up to say good bye before going out the door for work. Usually he just says bye babe, have a good day i love you. but today was a special day... he added the line every girl wants to hear:

I like the size of your arms.

He sure knows how to win a girls heart. 

but in all seriousness: dont get fat.

It has been a while since we have posted anything. And so much has changed since our last post.

October of 2016 Kay got offered a job here in NC, she accepted the job and relocated. WE HAVE OFFICIALLY CLOSED THE DISTANCE!!!!! Living together has been the easiest transition. The perks of being in a relationship with your best friend are endless. We both are currently working full time jobs and we are both in school. 

The second big news is that WE’RE GETTING MARRIED!!!! I know we have hinted to it in the past, but the ball is finally rolling. To think that we met on Tumblr over two years ago and now we have started a life together and in a year we will be married….is crazy. I must say this, life is truly beautiful. I cannot wait to see how this beautiful life with this beautiful woman works out. 

Until next time…

Major life changes including the big move across the Pacific!

It's been 3 years since I wrote here. The last time I was here, I was professing my love and devotion to BTS.

Well, I still love them! And I'm still ARMY!

But I wanted to share an update to everyone who's still reading my rants here.

I got married to the love of my life, and I have moved to the United States to close the gap.

When P and I were dating, I was not really writing about him because for one, he is a very private person. He doesn't even have a social media account with his real name on it. Now that we are married, I realized that I have not really put into writing all the thoughts I have of him.

My husband has been my greatest joy and I have been so blessed to have been married to him. Before I met him, I really had no faith that I can ever settle down, but you know God works in mysterious ways. Somehow we ended in each other's digital spheres. We were not really expecting that nothing permanent would come from a hi and hello on a dating app, but we decided to give it a try.

God knows how many hours he would stay up late to make sure I get home safely. For 6 years we spent thousands of hours just talking on the phone. It was just like we were next to each other but we were really not. That devotion and dedication to making our long distance relationship work, I saw it all in P. He has been the most patient, most generous, most loving, and kindest man I have ever met.

I feel that sometimes I don't tell him enough that I love him, but I hope he knows that I love him and that he is my better half. My soulmate. The love of my life. "The bane of my existence. And the object of all my desires."

The last 3 years have been a blur to be frank with you. I'm just really happy to be finally with P, be married, and just enjoy life together.