Part of me has always wanted that perfect roommate setting. The one where you’re all close. that it doesn’t matter if someone hooks up or whatever because you’re all close and will be there in the end. I want that so bad.
but then i remember that I’m an impossible shut in who can’t stand people for very long and anyone who possessed the energy to be my friend is too nice and outgoing to be okay with how I can’t deal with their needs sometimes (most of the time) and we’d both hate ourselves and each other for that for it to ever work in the end... I still really want it though. If only because occasionally the thought of living the rest of my life alone seems kind of worthless and someday i won’t care what others people think.Â
