#lbxj

so... i kinda hopped on the bandwagon and created peach. pls add me there @ jubz 

i never believed in the 'bad luck' on every friday the 13th. my horrible day started off at 4:30 in the morning. my hair was dry & frizzy and my fringe was always getting in my sight. (i should have cut it away sigh) anyway, once i reach school i was left with 2 hours before my 'Anatomy & Physiology' paper. i couldn't study much since i had a paper yesterday in the afternoon. why can't schools schedule exam papers properly with some rest/study days in-between? ugh. and this is my weakest module ever since i didn't take up any biology classes before i started polytechnic. yeah, it sucked big time alright. time flew and it was time for the exam to start. air conditioners were at full blast in the exam hall. my trembling fingers never seem to stop, and as i read the first question my mind already went blank. when i scanned through the whole paper, i realised how little i knew about this module. 临时抱佛脚也没用, 就只能怪自己没用心的去读书. even though i lost interest in maintaining a high gpa, this was the first time that i felt such negative emotions after a paper. i had thought of purposely failing my finals and retaking this module again in the next academic year. however, my friends had help to scrap this idea off my mind. deep down i knew that my gpa will definitely be horrible because of this module since it has the highest amount of credit units. but then again, i really want to enter NUS after graduation, and NUS standards are pretty high. ju i beg you, even though you don't like this course please at least put in the effort to study and get grades good enough to enter NUS. do this for your future. 我相信你一定能做到的, 最重要的是 –别放弃!