When you had a bad feeling capping your almost good night, that you cried your frustrations out and didn’t study and ended up sleeping the whole night and hoping to study in a few hours (thanks for the snoozing button and as a matter of reflex to just put it off because I think I can finish the coverage in less than an hour before class), I decided to just not go to class and silently judge myself for being a lazy, whiny bitch and just stay at home and sulk and sleep and study perhaps (which I know the studying part ain’t gonna happen)... There was a silver lining! When I saw an announcement that the CivRev Tuesday class aren’t gonna meet today, there was hope that my professor would not go to class (note: CivRev prof and my prof, not the same person, both work in the same law firm). So I decided to not go to class and just head back to sleep. After an hour, my prediction was right! I was saved by my instinct!  So in order to take advantage of the day, I did the following: 

EAT

SLEEP

BIKUU TIME

In terms of fulfilling humanly desires, I was actually productive. On the educational enrichment department, well... I am starting to study now. I know, I know, my study habits are so bad, but who cares? ME! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Ever since classes started, I always have a problem with Sales and Lease. The reference material is kinda okay, although I am more accustomed to codal-based annotation rather than a pure commentary annotation BUT the one thing that makes this subject a lot harder is the professor who handles it. I know this is for all for training, but the coverage and the way how he is very demanding and everything is soooo draining. I have heard bad comments about how he handles his classes but I have no choice but to take him head on!! 

Until, God’s mercy dawned upon me last night. I was absent last week so the rule in his class is that, you will get double the rounds for recitation. So if the class had 2 rounds last meeting and you attend the next one, you will have 4 rounds of recitation. 2 out of 4 recitations last night, I earned an 80 and a 95! It was actually the first time I got a high recitation grade on this subject which for me, was a saving grace. 

I passed Labor Standards, and Constitutional Law 2.

Happily said, one more step closer to claiming the LLB.

I JUST DON’T CARE ANYMORE. THE TWO DAYS OFF WAS LIKE, DAYS FOR CHILLING AND NOT GIVING ANY FUCK. I’M JUST DONE. YET IT IS SCARY THAT I AM SO CALM. IT IS VERY DISTURBING. LET THIS BE OVER, PLEASE.

fuck myself for not being contented at waking up around 7am, that is after 4 hours from 3am and went on to sleep ‘til 12pm.

And now I have to hurry and read my homework due tomorrow ‘cause I need to continue on my lucky streak. 

GRR.