#lawrencexreader

;; Pairing: Lawrence Bluewer & Fem!Reader

;; Warnings: slight smut, soft language usage, teasing,Bluewer being the serious ass himself.

;; Summary: When Fem!Reader disguises herself as a guy to get into Weston University as an order from the queen to discover the absence of her nephew Derrick, Bluewer seems to uncover your secret in the meanwhile..

;; A/N: This takes place in the Public school arc of Black Butler, you part take in the mission of Ciel instead, hope you all enjoy <3

After receiving the letter from the queen, you couldn’t help but run a hand through your hair, seriously, why you? You asked yourself in frustration, as you looked down at the letter then to your freshly brewed tea, sighing before closing the letter.

“Out of everyone, she chose me, yet, I couldn’t possibly deny her request, no? She seems worried sick.. But how can I make it all possible if I’m a girl, and what she’s talking about is Weston College, an all males school, is she out of her mind?”

You couldn’t help but grit your teeth, yet again, you had no other choice, don’t you?

And so your journey began, a week later, you stood in front of Weston College, in your male disguise, you then looked in front of you, the gates welcoming with such delicate scenery to unfold once it’s opened, and when it did, you were greeted by young men running around as some seniors passed by, what did you get yourself into? You just wanted to just resign and tell the queen, nope, this place isn’t for me at all, and then leave to a different country, but hell, you’d be overreacting if you were to admit that.

Examining the exteriors of the building, you find yourself walking around, unaware of anyone passing by you, but then once you were about to step on the lawn, two boys gasped and looked at you in fear.

“D-did he just.. Did he just have the nerve to step onto the lawn without care at all…?!”

“I-I know! He must be new here to not know at all..”

Just as you were about to question, a tall young man with long flawless blonde hair and red eyes looked at you, smiling, yet something about that smile hides such.. fury underneath them.

“You shouldn’t be stepping on the lawn if you’re not a prefect, haven’t you heard about the rules of this school?”

He asked in a charming voice, something that could easily sway a woman to their feet, yet, you had to keep your composure, as you nodded and bowed, then spoke in your trained masculine voice.

“M-my apologies, I did not know, it won’t happen again.”

“It’s prohibited to step on it without having a title, such as being a prefect or if we allow it. Please take caution next time.”

Another young man repeated, he had silver glasses, grey-blue hair and blue eyes,His bangs were aligned to the right side. Geez.. he seemed nerdy, you thought to yourself as you stood back straight and sighed.

“Yes, I will make sure of that.”

You couldn’t help but notice the difference in their attires and compare them with the other students. Huh, seems like they’re the prefects huh, you then chuckled to yourself as they then signaled you to get going as you nodded and left. Surely that was a close call, you wouldn’t wanna be kicked out on your first day without even figuring out the disappearance of the queen’s nephew after all.

And so you headed somewhere, in which you don’t exactly know but, as long as it was nothing near the grassy areas but then again you’re basically already inside the school. Wondering around until you stumbled upon the dining hall. You were placed in Sapphire Owl’s house anyway, so you met with the other students in it.

You awkwardly sat next to a guy with short black hair and silver glasses, he then looked at you with nothing but a stern and stoic look.

“Ah, pardon me, do you need anything?” You asked, hoping to know why he stared at you.

“You must be the new transfer student. I’m the drudge of Lawrence Bluewer, the blue house’s prefect. Call me Clayton. I’ve heard about your arrival here, and it seems you’re unaware of the rules here.”

He says, while adjusting his glasses, talking in a smooth firm tone as you sighed, of course, he’d look to be the one who would be the drudge of someone with a high status in a school.

“Ahah, yes, of course-..”

You said with gritted teeth in annoyance, seriously, the rumors would spread like ocean waters. You then shook it off and hid it with a smile.

“Well, it’s nice to meet you, Clayton! I’m uh-“

You then stopped mid sentence, fuck, you were supposed to be a guy. Welp, gotta think of a male name.

“M/N, call me M/N.” You said, as he nodded and crossed his arms.

“I expect you to be on your best behavior. I have to head now, goodbye.” He said before walking away. Well that was odd. But it was introduction for sure.

So now you discovered the school grounds, finding out about the Swan Gazebo where the prefects usually stay for leisure or for meetings, various of classrooms, dorms, and of course, the midnight tea party with the headmaster only prefects and their drudges could only be prohibited to. That was also one of your goals, to uncover the true identity of the headmaster, but how can you when you don’t have such privilages? This’ll be quite an obstacle.

After a week of staying in Weston, you managed to make some friends, well, some, since you always found yourself at the library, always absorbed with books, you were quite fond with books itself actually. And so now you’re walking to the library, excited to get the book you’ve wanted to read after finishing the one you’ve read like, 3 days ago. And as you entered, you went over to get the book and went to your spot until.. You just so happen to encounter the same guy who confronted you on your first day! The nerd!

“Hey um, excuse me, but, you’re currently sitting on my spot..” You said, honestly annoyed but you kept your soft kind smile on to not offend him or whatsoever as he looked up from the book he was reading and adjusted his glasses.

“And since when did vandalizing things here in the university allowed? You can go sit somewhere else if you may. I am reading.” He said in a nonchalant tone before looking back down at his book. You couldn’t help but feel your eye twitch, okay, this guy was getting in your nerves, he may have the looks and smarts, but this guy was honestly a pain in the ass right now.

“Well, if I were to be honest, I prefer this spot of the library the most, and you’re just so sitting here casually with no care in the world, be thankful I haven’t even started anything harsh.” You commented as he sighed and closed his book.

“Is this how you talk to your prefects? Or do you have no manners at all? I just said you could sit somewhere else, or even beside me if you liked this area. Maybe you just don’t have common sense if you were to overreact that much.” He said sternly, geez, okay, he’s gotten in your last nerve right now as you clicked your tongue and went over to him, slamming your book on the table.

“Okay man, you’ve just went too far, I held back my anger but then you just managed to provoke me and now, I’m not holding it back again, are you seriously just gonna threaten me with your position as if it would scare me? You better think twice about that.”

You said it all in pure anger, hell, you didn’t even do it in your masculine voice, but you couldn’t care less. Well, not until his eyes went wide and coughed.

“Pardon..?” He asked, as you still stood there, still annoyed.

“What? I won’t repeat what I just said!” You spat out as he shook his head.

“No, not about that, your voice, it sounded.. feminine.” He said, adjusting his glasses and then leaned closer before gasping softly.

“Don’t tell me you’re-“ you then cut him off with your hand covering his mouth.

“Say a word and you’re dead, seriously, I knew I’d pull out this mistake. I told you not to keep provoking me-“ You then pulled away and sighed, pinching your nose bridge.

He then straightened his composure and adjusted his glasses, his stern look returning.

“A lady disguising as a man and then entering this school to manipulate other men in believing they were part of the brotherhood is clearly unacceptable as it were to break the meaning of trust in this school, dealing with me will be a hard time since I myself have witnessed it and I will make sure to prove enough evidence.” He said it with a smooth yet serious tone as you couldn’t help but feel somewhat panicked but you shook it off with a sigh.

“Oh no I’m scared, honestly, what else do I expect from a guy like you who’s overly stressed with his role being a prefect in this wretched school..” You then leaned closer to him and smiled.

“So what if I am a girl in disguise of a guy? That won’t make any difference, I surely played the role of a guy well, hm? Wont you agree?” You chuckled as he just glared at you.

“It’s not the time for joking now, surely you’re amusing if you think I would just ignore this matter and continue living, I have to report this to the-“ You then cut him off once again when you sat on his lap and pouted.

“Are you seriously just gonna report me like that?.. they wouldn’t exactly know why I’m here in the first place, no?~” you said in a teasing tone as you managed to grind on his lap a little as his face started to flush red as he tried to shook it off with a frown.

“What you are doing will not have an affect on- AH!”

You then shushed him with a kiss on his neck, surely it surprised him, but you enjoyed it, you knew exactly how to handle if anyone knew your real identity or purpose of being here in the first place, but it just so depends on the situation or the person you’re handling with, and right now, Bluewer seems to be of vulnerable state.

“Honestly, Bluewer, you need some time to relax~ here, how about a dealing, I give you a relaxation from all the stress you’re handling for I think a very long time now and you don’t say any word of what just happened today, got that?” You said in a low but seductive tone whilst grinding on his lap, a bit harder this time as he just sighed and pinched his nose bridge, he knew damn well there was no escape for this.

“F-fine.. But I do not want this to go anymore further than just.. kisses.” He said in a mumble, he’s all clearly red that even his glasses were puffed in moist due to how much heat he is in as you couldn’t help but chuckle.

“Okay~” You then started to unbutton his collar and left it open as you bit and kissed it as he let out a low moan. Oh, he sounded quite good when he moans, you thought as you continued your work on his neck before moving up to his face and kissed him, he was surprised by the gesture but he kissed back without hesitation as you guys found yourself tangled with each other in a heated make-out session, in the back of the library where no one usually goes to, which was a relief to Bluewer since he knew how much trouble he could get into.

You then pulled away as a string of saliva connected you both as he panted and looked away.

“You’re seriously just gonna take things beyond to our agreement to this point, fine, I will keep my lips sealed and not tell a single word to what just happened as of today.” He said in a stern tone, but he was still a blushing mess from all whatever happened as you then grinned in pride, knowing that you damn well just handled his ass and pulled away from him.

“Well then, that’s settled. I do wish we could continue what at we started but, a deal is a deal, no?~” You said with a smirk before fixing yourself and making your male disguise more efficient.

“I’ll be making sure.” You said in your masculine voice before taking your book and then leaving the library, he then was left there, dumfounded yet still flustered to whatever has happened.

“That was honestly.. such an encounter.” he muttered to himself as he sighed and fixed his appearance

You then stood out by the door of the library and looked at it with a small grin.

These biannual meetings seemed to go on forever. And youcaught yourself doodling as accounts and finances were discussed. Completelythe opposite of your remit, so you left those documents in the meeting roomonce the meeting ended.

“Hey Y/N, I need you to look at something,” James calledout. You pushed your chair to his desk before he asked “How long have youworked here?”

“2 years and 7 months?” you calculated.

“And have long have you been in love with Lawrence?” Youjust gave him a look, until he held up your doodled paper with the words: Mrs Lawrence Sonntag written in variousformats.

“About 2 years, 6 months and 20 days?” you answered,snatching the doodle.

“Nah it’s definitely longer than that,” Elyse called out.

“Are we talking about Y/N’s crush on Lawrence?” Bruceasked loudly.

The gossiping quickly silenced when Lawrence came backfrom his break, but Elyse sidled up to you “He won’t ask you out if you’re notan option…Mrs Sonntag.”

“Or I don’t risk anything and live alone with 98 cats forthe rest of my spinster life,” you quietly replied as Lawrence came over toyour desk and Elyse slid away silently.

Thank you so much! I hope you enjoy this! - P

“That’s such a cute photo,” you grinned, as you watched Lawrence scrollthrough a recent album of the two of you.

“Well I look like a ghost, or you disappear into the night,” he sighed,flicking between two different photos.

“That’s always the problem with us taking photos,” you laughed, kissingthe top of his head. You two could never get a good photo without perfect lighting.

“Yes but I just needed one more photo…” he sighed.

You gave him a quizzical look and he snuck off to the spare room. Youcould hear him rummaging around and he returned a few minutes later “It wassupposed to be a surprise but I feel like it’s too late.”

In your hands, he placed a huge photo collage with one gap yet to befilled. It tracked the last year of your relationship. From your first date, tothe trip to Jamaica to meet your family, to your first wedding attended as acouple, and every milestone in between.

Since moving to L.A and meeting Lawrence, you counteracted the firstfew lonely weekends by spending it with your only friend. His huge apartmentfelt like a mansion compared to your cramped home. You would spread out on the couch,drinking beer and playing whatever new game was out, regardless of how bad it was.

Months later, you still hung out with Lawrence every weekend you bothcould “Do you know why I always look forward to the weekend?” you asked.

“Because you don’t have to deal with your asshole boss?” Lawrence laughed.

You looked over at your friend and couldn’t help but smile “I get tosee you.”

“Really?” he asked, pausing the game.

“Yeah, I get to see you. You make me smile and laugh, even when I’vehad the worst week. I can’t believe someone as amazing as you would want to spendyour weekends with me! You’re funny, and sweet and kind, and you’ve cancelleddates and meetings to see me when I’ve had a bad week.” you rushed out in onebreath.

Lawrence sat motionless for a moment “I do those things because you’reworth those things as a friend. And one day, when you want to, I would maybe wantsomething more. But I never did those things to get in your pants, I do thesethings because you’re a great friend and a great person” he rambled.

Don’t apologise! I’m sorry it took so long to write!

The boys had attempted a ‘secret’ bet that they could be the more romantic partner. You didn’t complain at all when the early morning coffees, fresh flowers and invitations to dinner came flooding in.

“How did you get me this? I thought they didn’t come out for another week!” you gasped, as you unwrapped the mini-NES Bruce had given you out of the blue by Bruce.“Goddamit!” Lawrence sighed, dropping his badly wrapped mini-NES on the bed beside you.“Oh babe!” you laughed, pulling Lawrence into a cuddle and kissing him.“Well, it looks like I’ll have to take you on a date,” he grumbled.“Try not to sound too distraught about it!” you laughed “I mean Bruce isn’t necessarily winning the bet!”

I really hope I’ve done this justice, it’s something I’ve never written! Please let me know if there’s anything I should have changed :)

“Are you ever going to stop stealing my clothes?” Lawrence asked.“Never,” you grinned as he sat down heavily next to you.“That’s alright, because I think you look so good in them,” he smiled, nuzzling against you “You need to start shaving soon.”“Really?” you asked, running your fingers over the attempt of stubble that was forming on your jawline. Lawrence leant over to kiss you, making you giggle.

“You still smile whenever I kiss you,” Lawrence pointed out.“Shut up,” you grumbled, hiding inside the too-large hoodie. You hoped it would hide the lack of binder. Lawrence would trace his fingers down the marks the binder would leave after a long day. The first week you wore it, he would constantly question whether you got a size too small, you had to reassure him and yourself that it was the right size.

“Alright, so, they don’t respond really well to anyone trying to talk their way out of jail, huh?” Lawrence said from the opposite cell, leaning against the far wall and looking around, grinning.

“Obviously not, asshole.” You roll your eyes at him. “I can’t believe I’m sitting in space jail with you of all people.”

“Oh, come on, Y/N. You know you’d hate to be stuck with anyone else.” Lawrence winks at you and you glare at him through the bars.

“You got me arrested. In space.” You emphasize.

“Which is far more exciting than Earth jail, right?” 

“I hate you.” You reply, crossing your arms and looking away from him.

“Maybe next time you two shouldn’t drop your pants near such a public place, space or not.” The guard near the door says, huffing at you two and looking like he’d much rather be anywhere else.

“You know you’re upset you missed seeing this ass.” Lawrence says, smirking and then laughing at himself. You can’t help but groan and cover your face with one hand. The guard sighs deeply but ignores him.

“Sides,” Lawrence continues, “this planet has two moons right? Why not add two more?” You groan more loudly and sink into your hoodie, while the guard finally turns to face Lawrence. The guy’s tall, gangly, dark-haired, and blue skinned. He points to Lawrence, showing off a hand with eight fingers, and frowns.

um well i can’t find the kiss meme?? so im not realllly sure what you wanted im super sorry :0

“Alright, donuts for -” You stop short when you realize that majority of Funhaus is crammed into the AH room. You immediately seek out Lawrence  then realize that everyone is looking at you, causing you to blush and look hurriedly away. “I don’t think I have enough donuts for everyone.”

“Ah, we planned on sending out Steffie for more, we didn’t know these assholes would be in so early today.” Michael told you, throwing his thumb towards Adam and James.

“I can always grab some more, let Steffie keep editing.” You offer. You place the donut boxes down on Gavin’s desk and slap his hand away from them when he tries to grab one.

“You sure?” Lindsay asks, frowning vaguely at you. “You’re not an errand boy.”

“But oh shit I am dat boi.” You grin and everyone else groans and complains.

“Jesus Christ. Why did we come here again?” Adam asks no one in particular, rubbing a hand over his face.

“You guys get started on the games, we’ll go get donuts and be back soon.” Lawrence says, standing and ushering you out of the room ahead of him. There’s a chorus of teasing words and wolf-whistles as you leave, of course.

“You don’t have to come with me, I’ll be fine.” You say, but you’re smiling at him and you honestly hope he doesn’t change his mind.

“Are you kidding me? Go back to those assholes or hang out with someone as cute as you? Easy decision.” Lawrence says easily, shrugging and grinning back at you.

“You really must be blind if you think I’m cute.” You reply. You roll your eyes as you lead him to your car. 

“You keep telling yourself that.” Lawrence huffs, climbing into your car. “I know we’re supposed to be going to get donuts, but I really think we should stop and get breakfast together.”

“The guys would starve and we’d never hear the end of it.” You reply, paying more attention to making it out of the parking lot than the conversation.

“James and Elyse have a bet going that I can get you to go on a date with me today. Bruce and Adam think I can’t. If I do, I get a hundred dollars and booze.” Lawrence explained.

“So, you’ve been chatting me up for money and bevs?” You glance at him.

“No!” Lawrence immediately objects causing you to chuckle. You finally pull into the parking lot of the donut shop and park the car. “I will happily take money and drinks for something I planned on doing anyway, however.”

“Mmmhmm.” You hum, giving him a pointed look. Lawrence looked at you blankly for a moment before leaning over and quickly kissing you. 

“Let’s go in, get the donuts, go back and throw them at the guys, and then we’ll go on our date.” Lawrence says as he gets out of the car. You’re still sitting in shock as he walks around and opens your door for you, holding his hand out for you. You take his hand and gape at him, still a bit surprised. “What? You’ve been flirting with me, too, doof, do you not wanna go on a date?”

“No, no, I do!” You scramble to reassure him. “You just - caught me off guard.”