Update: I could not delay anymore-I had to leave the apartment to do laundry this morning. I was able to stop off at @dutchbroscoffee to sample their sugar-free dark chocolate! (Thank goodness, finally a tasty option for the diabetics!!) I'm filled with anxiety, having to leave Sean home alone for even a couple of hours. I prepped him, and he's fine, but there isn't a moment of the day I dont worry about him. This transition has not been easy for us. I still don't have enough help, money, time, sleep, etc. We're doing the best we can. I love that man so much. My morning ritual consists of getting up every day and counting my blessings. ALL of them. Every challenge and every moment when he smiles and laughs with me are blessings. I know his worry is that I'm going to get sick of taking care of him and want a divorce. Not. Gonna. Happen. "In sickness and in health..." That was the vow I made. Yes, some days are harder than others. But, as I remind my darling husband all the time, I'd rather go through any misery with him than without him. And now, back to the dryers... #update #laundryandcoffee #sundaycoffee #odaat #change #disability #struggles #challenges #countingmyblessings #insicknessandinhealth #ilovemyhusband (at Oceanside, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cp-eNZar0x2/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
