Books, Baptism and Disapproval.
Well I'm pretty much decided to be baptized. In fact the missionaries and I have picked out a date for mw to work towards. (Which I will exlude until a few details are worked out). I took the step recently to tell my parents I was meeting with missionaries and they weren't happy, but the respected my decision and and thanked me for being honest with them.
I didn't tell them though that I am ready to be baptized into the church. I still am terrified of the conflict, I can handle the dissaproval, but I am petrified of creating a rift between my current amazing relationship with them.
I just keep praying that I can tell them soon enough. As for now I will just keep working towards my date.