For those who are interested on what I know I want to take for my IB classes: 

Subjects: bio, psychology, english LIT, chem/art??, thai LANG LIT, math AA. (I haven’t figured out HL and SL for the majority of these subjects yet and I just wanna tear my hair out)

Ok look, 

IB is already stressing me out and my school hasn’t even opened yet! I’m confused about my subjects and my blood pressure has probably sky rocketed. I know that I want to do pre med, at least I hope I know I want to do this because there is genuinely nothing else that is remotely interesting to me yet because medicine has always fascinated me. I am planning to go study in America which I found out needs HL Chemistry so... I am kinda screwed.

The thing about pre med is that you get to save so many lives and that fascinates me, to go to the hospital one day and be able to save i dont even know 6 lives??? LIKE WOW, HOW???? Wouldn’t that be a great feeling... 

I am in love with all the other subjects (excluding math obviously) but the thing is... I have this hate for Chemistry I don’t know what about it makes me like this but I just do. I may not even call it hate maybe I’m just stupid and I just don’t understand the subject or maybe the teacher is just not the right one. I guess there are a lot of factors but the conclusion is that I don’t understand it and I don’t have an interest in it. So imagine my delight when I found out that I need HL chem to take pre med ... 😒 and that chem is the most soul sucking subject OUT THERE... i swear the world hates me sometimes. LIke how am I suppose to get a good grade in a subject that:

1)  I’m not good at

2)  a subject that is SUPER already hard to get a good grade in even if YOU DO immensely enjoy the subject

3) Get into pre med if I get a hella bad grade in this subject...?

Darling