#lani rambles

the fact that i’ve written over 100 stories within the last 5 years is wild to me. so many different stories with backgrounds and feelings. probably a little over a million words combined. the thought is exhilarating and mind blowing. 

and not only that, that 13,000 of you have decided to follow this blog, followed my writing, been there with me these past 5 years, is so fucking amazing. 

i don’t know a lot of you, but i’m so fucking grateful to have you guys following me. you’ve all been there for me during some good times and bad. thank you so so so so much for continuing to stick with me.  

you’re all amazing. and i hope you all continue to stick by me for however long i’ll continue to be on this site. 

i love you guys, so so so much. 

thank you for your never ending support. 

I hate myself for wasting time watching the 1971 version of Charlie and The Chocolate Factory, the 2005 version of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, The Lorax (twice), Tubro, and Madangascar 2 instead of practicing drawing the DHMIS teachers in their object forms like I planned after doing the VPW ask-

I mean I avoided it like it was the fxxkin plague-

How tf can people draw Sketch and make them look so pretty I mean HOW- teach me your ways- please-

I also attempted a Colin and Veg, immediately erased it, attempted to do a Larry, hated that too, was too scared to attempt a Shrignold or a Steve and don’t feel like attempting the puppets or Red Guy.

maybe even more of that che&xav