#lamusa

The moment you told Lisa you're going out with her ex, she threw a small 'oh okay'

But she was far from okay

A huge storm began to swirl in her head

Lisa felt very conflicted

Since she valued you so much, it felt wrong to forbid you to meet them

At the same time, it was her ex

And Lisa broke up with them for a reason

Most improtantly, she was anxious about them getting to your head

Revealing something they shouldn't have which would make you change your mind

For the whole time you were gone, she’d just be curled up on the couch with the cats anxiously overthinking

I feel like she’d look for comfort in her pets, talking to them and asking about what she should do

You were her everything

Lisa would never recover if anything happened to your relationship

Trying to distract herself, she’d scroll through the phone

Although nothing was really helping

So she settled on simply waiting for you

The second you opened the door, her whole body tensed

She knew she had to have an honest conversation with you

‘How was it?’

She asked awkwardly after you sat down next to her

Seeing your straight face made her gulp nervously, her stomach twisted

But once you told her everything about the meeting and how annoyed you felt with her ex’s behavior all the time, she sighed with relief

Maybe a little too loud though

‘Were you nervous?’

You tried laughing but seeing her serious expression, you were surprised

It was so different from Lisa’s usual persona

She explained to you everything she’d felt during the day and it seemed like a huge weight was lifted off her chest

She also loved that you were listening so well, genuinely curious and concerned about her feelings

It made her feel loved and important

You didn’t hesitate to show her your affection physically as well, practically crushing her in a big hug

‘I’m sorry for even thinking like that.’

Lisa mumbled with a sheepish smile

You rolled your eyes at her, before planting kisses all over her face

She giggled, finally relaxed and calm after a whole day of unnecessary stress

‘I’m so glad you broke up with them. I’m way better for you anyways.’