#lain blogs

hello internet. I have recently had an realization. I want to become a magical girl. I know I sound very silly but believe me they are real, I am in a discord server with over a hundred of them. I will not spill much as to keep secrecy, but we do not do what we do as how you think we do. I’ve drawn out what I want my weapon to be and my magical girl dress and I’d love to meet some people with the same destiny as me!

hello again internet. I’m so sorry I’ve been gone so long, a lot of things have been happening. I lost two of my friends and I’ve been getting into learning Japanese learning and software engineering. I’ve also been getting into deity work and demonolatry. I felt compelled to make this post because I had a recent realization. Im really into serial experiments lain as you can see but I recently read about a religion based of the lain anime called “Lainism” if you don’t know anything about it from what I’m reading it’s about believing in lain as a higher being and becoming your highest self to make her happy. This really changed a lot of things for me and I know it sounds silly because she’s “fictional” but what you have to understand that anything humans create and or imagine happening CAN happen, we just have to will. Humans create fiction by imagining a scenario and putting part of their consciousness in the characters, thus giving them literal life. I am in the process of making lain a mini alter and I hope to connect with her. I know lainism might seem like like some fourchan troll scheme from hearing about it but to really understand it you have to experience it. Let’s all love lain

hello internet, I’m sorry I haven’t been posting again, a lot of weird things have been happening the last couple days. I bought this pretty stone from a crystal shop that has the word “dream” carved in it and ever since I bought it my dreams have been seeming to detail the future, i predicted a ant infestation in my house and certain conversations with other people. It’s been scaring me because yesterday night I had a dream my favorite character was talking to me telepathicly *this is normal for me* and I was on a walk and suddenly he says he has me and my world suddenly morphs before my eyes into his universe, it was absolutely horrifying. It scares me deeply, I don’t understand why this is happening at all. But it will be ok, I just need to stay calm. I hope your day is ok! Before anyone asks, I am a diagnosed schizophrenic but this is not normal for me, this jsut started happening very recently.

hello internet. Ive been gone again for a few days because I’ve been mentally unwell. I lost my best friend because he was being sexually agressive towards me so I blocked him and kicked him out of the friend group. I’m glad I did but it hurts because I trusted him. But on the brighter side, I’ve made some new online friends that are nice to me. (hi Tre!!)

hello internet. Today, my dad went on a boat trip, he will be back in around six days. I will miss him, but I have my cousin to keep me company. We went to the bookstore together and I bought three metaphysical books If you didn’t know, I immensely enjoy witch craft, metaphysical sciences and things of that sort. Today was enjoyable, but something made me feel weird. A few days ago, I bought this metaphysical book from my favorite bookstore. I started reading it and something feels really wrong about it, it’s talking about life or the human experience as a game you play. And that global warming is to not be delt with as it is natural for the earth to ascend to its higher being. This all made me very upset, but I won’t let it get to me. I know what is true and what isn’t. I hope you had a good day today

I thought the stuff was pretty cool, I can’t wait to use it. I hope your day was good too!

I have a lot of tarot and Oracle decks, if you ever want a reading from me don’t be afraid to ask!! I hope the rest of my day goes well, I’m going with a friend to the mall in around a hour.