I accidentally deleted this because Iâm a stupid idiot, so, here is a repost. - heavy sigh - was trying to clean up my blog and hit delete on accident. Or not, but I canât find the post.
I Love You Anyway Ship: Darkstache
1917
One glimpse at the crinkled page of the local newspaper was all it took.
The photo of himself, William J. Barnum, hand in hand with the townâs new mayor, Damien Ebonwood. Scandalous, they called it. Everyone was losing their minds over the possibility of a political figure being a homosexual.
He paged through to the next side, seeing another photo accompanying the article. One that was more recent, one that, when taken, the two had known it would be a nightmare.
They had been out for dinner and paparazzi had caught them. William had opened his jacket and pulled Damien into it to hide his face from the unwanted flashing of the cameras.
However, that had turned out to be the wrong thing to do.
William was so tired of all the drama, all the stress. Heâd just gotten home from the war, and he just wanted peace and quiet.
But, he knew that would never happen when he had to worry about the negative impact he had on Damienâs life. His beloved had worked so hard for his career and everything else, and Williamâs presence was letting it go to waste.
He knew he had to do something about it. Damien wouldnât let him go, certainly not for this reason. Heâd say it was okay, that theyâd make it through, that he didnât care about what the public thought of him.
Of them.
The soldier, of course, knew that was a lie. Damien cared very deeply about his career and what the public thought about him.
It was going to be a messy end, that was for sure.
~*~*~*~*~
1918
âGod damn you, Barnum!â
William took the smacks to the chest and the tears streaming down Damienâs cheeks with a straight face, though his heart was pounding out of his chest and the ache was like he was being shot all over again.
âI canât believe you! Of all the people, you choose to cheat on me with my sister?! My married sister!â Damien sobbed and slammed his palms against Williamâs broad chest in a desperate attempt to get him to say something - say anything at all.
But, he didnât budge, and just looked down at Damien blankly, trying not to cry, to tell him why he was doing this or that it wasnât true.
Though he knew he couldnât do that. He knew this was best.
He wanted to just take Damien into his arms and tell him that he loved him, but he knew that them being together wasnât best for Damien, which is why it had to end like this, why he had to stand there and listen to Damien shouting.
âI hate you, William!â
It didnât change the fact that he hated it.
~*~*~*~*~
1928
â...arenât you even the least bit upset?â
Celine looked over at her brother with a slightly confused and mildly annoyed look when his voice pulled her away from the seance laid out before her.
âYou mean about Markâs death.â She stated knowingly, and Damien narrowed his eyes slightly, hating how calm and collected she sounded.
âYes, I mean about Markâs death!â He exclaimed, finally getting agitated enough to snap. Why did no one care?! âYou and William both! I mean, I know you both betrayed him and me by cheating but I thought youâd still be at least a bit-â
âAre you still seriously caught up on that?â Celine rolled her eyes, tired of being reminded constantly that everyone thought she was a whore. âWilliam and I never had an affair. I was unhappy with Mark and William was afraid for you, afraid your public image would be damaged by his presence, so we decided to stage an affair to get out of the relationships.â
Damien had been about to fully snap at Celineâs first words, before his jaw dropped and he just gaped at her, his heart starting to pound out of his chest.
â...what did you just say?â
It was all he could even manage to say, he suddenly felt dizzy, dizzier than he had been earlier when they discovered Mark dead.
His slightly older sister simply rolled her eyes. âHe wanted a way out that would make sure you wouldnât try to fight for him. He loved you dearly, Damien, he just knew how much you cared about your public image and he didnât want to sully all that you had worked so hard for.â
There was silence in the room for a moment as Damien processed what his sister was telling him. He knew she was telling the truth, he could always tell when she was lying to him.
But, this? This scheme that had lasted ten years, an attempt to save him from the only man heâd ever loved because of politics of all things... it was ludicrous.
âI... I need to find William...â He whispered, his breath catching in his throat, his sweaty hands shaking around the cane that he gripped ever so tightly. Shaking his head, he forced back tears and turned to leave, to find William, to reconcile.
He didnât know it was already too late.
~*~*~*~*~
2020
The sun was setting and washes of oranges and yellows came through the window of Darkiplierâs office, bathing the two people inside.
Wilford was on the desk, a marker in his hand moving furiously across the page of the adult colouring book that Dark had given him to distract him and keep him from bothering Dark while he was trying to work.
It was so sudden that the memory fluttered through Darkâs mind, that it honestly and truly caught him off guard.
He stared down at the page heâd been reading and was still for a long moment, before he looked up at Wilford, his eyes roaming over his face, taking in every detail of the man that heâd loved for over a hundred years.
âI donât care about what anyone thinks.â He blurted out, catching the pink egoâs attention and having him turn towards him with a perplexed expression.
âWhat? What do you mean?â
âAbout us. I donât care what anyone thinks about us. I love you, and I donât care who knows,â Dark stated firmly, his lips pressed into a stern line before his features softened. âI just... wanted you to know.â
He could tell that Wilford didnât know what he was talking about, which was a bit of a relief, and he relaxed when his partner smiled his beautiful smile and leaned down to pull Dark into a kiss.
â...youâre silly, Darky.â Wilford gave him an affectionate look as he pulled away slightly, brushing some of Darkâs hair out of his face.
âI know.â The dark ego hummed in reply, looking up at his partner with nothing but pure decades of love in his gaze.
âI like it. You can be silly,â Wilford kissed the tip of Darkâs nose. âI love you anyway.â
Dark smiled.
â...I know that too.â



















