Jan 8, 2014
"And I can't guarantee you that there'll be life after death; but I can guarantee you that whatever lies in "the end" I'll be loving you there too."
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"And I can't guarantee you that there'll be life after death; but I can guarantee you that whatever lies in "the end" I'll be loving you there too."
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The Suffering Specie.
Have you ever felt like you were some new breed of human? The kind where you weren't meant to have a happy ending here on earth, that maybe you're the one that has to suffer, the one that must endure the strongest waves in this boat ride of a life. How maybe some people were born to give more love than they will ever get back in return? That maybe they were meant for the pain for others to appreciate their lives more cause they wouldn't have to live the life of the sad lowly other who's barely breathing in a room full of oxygen. Maybe there were different kinds of human, those destined for greatness, happiness those who were meant to make the world advance, those people who inspire. And then there are those who were destined to suffer, destined for pain, agony & torture, those who remind the greater specie to be grateful, to keep going cause at least they're not us.
Opaque.
Intermittently I pretend day after day that I'm okay. I've mastered the art of deception that even I have deceived myself. But the truth is my world couldn't be more perplexed than it ever was, my heart has never felt more abounding than it's ever been. I feel the many joys in my life decreasing, how the things that once gave light to my eyes are just nothing but a little flicker of a light on a cold winter day. I've lost it, I've lost the things that once had meaning now I no longer know the definition of the exuberance I used to feel when I had a good day. I no longer speak the diction of the happy hyper lass who used to fill the world with her loud laughs. I no longer see the world the way my eyes once did, It's all just gotten so opaque that not even any version of a light could ever clear up the foggy skies of my life. I guess this is what it feels then huh?
To finally lose hope.
I would've given you A love More than you would've ever known. I would've opened up, I would've given you My heart & soul.
I may never leave. I may always be here. I may constantly let all the things you've done to me go. But do know it's never because it's okay. It's never because I forgive you. It's never because I moved on & let go. Truth is... I stay, I put up with all the shit because one day I would no longer be here & you'd wish I was you'd remember all the bad things you did & most of all, remember the good things I did. You'd be filled with regrets but the best part about all this is... You can't do anything about it & frankly That's hell.
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