#l402

Dear Sean,

                  You never really changed. You’re still so flawless, handsome, and wonderful. You still have your eyes that never fails. You’re still flawless, your skin is so soft and so gentle that I really want to bite it. You still have that smile the makes me swoon. And you still have your sexy voice. I am really happy I saw you. After a year, I finally saw you. You’re still the same, you’re still beautiful. And I was shocked because you still love me after all the heartbreaks I gave you. You know I am sorry for what I did. I am sorry for leaving you. I am sorry for making you look like a fool, crying in the corner. So shame on me. I left you because you’re not ready, you can’t even fight for me against your parents. Doubts are all they give you. Just doubts. My heart was really harmed that time. It hurts so bad because they don’t think I love you. For them I was just a pretty face, a pretty face that won’t love you, no matter what. So I’ve decided to leave you. We were so young back then that I don’t really know what to do. So I left. Maybe I did the right thing. I just don’t want trouble with your demanding parents. It rips my heart when they tell you that I’m just playing with your heart. But I wasn’t. I really love you. I really do.

                 Last night you called me. I felt weird. You said you want to win me back,  I was speechless. Until now, I’m not answering your messages. I apologize for that, I’m still thinking about stuff and you. I want you back so bad, but I’m so confused. 

Your heart breaker,