#l227

I’ll pay you if you make me believe

I’d ill llove you

I’ll love you if you rip my eyelids open to the harsh sunlight.

Hi K,

You’re the complete opposite of my dream guy. You have this thoughts that can kill you and a blade in your wallet that would make your lower palm bleed. Unlike any other histories,  yours can kill you and I’m just so proud cause you can live now without those antidepressant. You’re strong and can stand without those drugs, though you’re that kind of guy,  I accepted you. I’ve known your flaws before liking you. You that I can never thought would leave this painful sunburn in my skin . Don’t worry about me, I can do this, trust me like what you will do when an unfamiliar guy walk in front of you to ask for your number. 

Sana maging masaya ka and I think you really are now because you love Her right?  Your baby? I wish I was her but too bad I’m not, still I’m happy for you cause finally you found the one you think is worth your time. She loves you too right? It’s kind of breaking me already especially when it’s happening in front of me. But at the end of the day I have to let everything go now—the feelings, all the what ifs, could and should have beens, Goodbye now I wish you the best in your life, I hope that she can love you more than I could and I’m sorry if this letter is a mess. I’m really sorry. Love you