for @l1teraes & allie: you were always worth fighting for. you still are.
“you say that now, but what’s going to happen when i fuck up again?” after beau died, fucking up basically could’ve become his middle name. he had no idea how to deal with the loss of his best friend, but dean did know that beau would’ve kicked his ass if he knew dean almost let allie go in the process. between the both of them, beau and allie were the best things to have ever happened to dean. whether that was keeping dean on his own positive path or making him realize that love was in the cards for him, they had both changed his life. for some stupid reason, it took losing beau for dean to realize it. "beau would have kicked my ass,” arms wrapped around allie’s waist to pull her closer, “if you left.”
