Let’s have a moment of silence for Krailert. An artistic soul, a fine intelligence, a passionate heart who feels things deeply — a writer, a pianist, a music lover, a composer. Forced to live in silence and repression, to wake up every day to do the things he hates and keep his entire being a dirty secret. His lover was killed and he could do nothing. He met someone else he loved, someone who spoke directly to his heart, and he devoted himself to the transient moments of joy with him. But that too did not last. Threatened and used by the military, threatened and exploited by his wife, never to seize the true happiness that was momentarily within his grasp. But Krailert is used to such half-lives. He has lost all that he has been, and he has resigned himself to living in the bit of him that is left. All to protect the ones he loves.
A man of such fine feeling, who stands for what is right and lives by honour, who sacrifices his own life without question — now is fated to exist in a living hell.