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trick or treaaaaat?👻🦇
yaaay ty vi!!! my little tidbit is that this bit right here from my. 20k long eito/nozomi fic was a 100% riff off of dead ringers lol. i have One Brand of codependency i like to write and i will stick the mantle twins into every instance of it i can
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Im sorry but I live in Germany and whenever you post about that Horst guy it's the funniest thing to me. Horst. I don't even know what's the equivalent of funny names in English, but Horst is sometimes also used as an insult instead of "stupid". People say "Du Horst!" = "You dumbass!" Horst is the like the Bob of old man names
help meeeee thats so fucking funny. what if i told you that characters in universe make fun of his name for being such an old man name too. hilarious. hilarious. not even out of character for me to develop a psychosexual obsession with guys with the oldest names alive considering one of my previous weaknesses was named "barnabas". the more things change the more they stay the same etc etc
Hii, Korro, trick or treat?
hi dae my friend dae ^_^ have a little snippet from something i'm gonna be writing for a yaoi mini bang event
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Collie !!!!! <3 hi you're a VERY fun friend and a very fun person to talk to!! you're very sweet and extremely passionate about everything you're invested in, and i'm glad that we know each other now. i'd like to keep it that way in the future hehe ^_^
i follow both you and ophtomaltortprophy (idk how to spell that, i think you're mutuals? or one of you follows the other?) and i started following you both around the same time, so for some reason i keep mixing you up. one thing i have now learned that distinguishes you two: you can't drink caffeine. ophtomaltrtroypoy is the type of person to have a "regular" coffee order, and likes to muse about high quality coffee...
oh my GOD. that's incredible. amazing. A+. 10/10. @ophthalmotropy dae look at this absolutely beautiful anon. yes we are mutuals lol
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I’ve been thinking about what you said in regard to Johannes becoming a ghoul, and now I’m wondering what it means that he felt such a strong camaraderie with the ghouls. I feel like there’s something I haven’t figured out yet as to why his friends are ghouls in particular, but I like the idea that Johannes is more open to making genuine connections (and not shunning those feelings) while he is animalistic
personally, i think it boils down to how he's never (felt he has) been treated with compassion, empathy, and understanding by any of his fellow human beings, except for his deceased love. my interpretation of why he felt companionship with the Other and the Animal is heavily based on, just. how insanely autistic coded Johannes is.
he's strange, he's weird, he doesn't get social cues right and his interests aren't normal ones. he didn't feel loved by his family, was almost definitely socially bullied & peer pressured by his brother throughout their childhood if Johannes' outright hostility towards Horst & remembering specific events where he humiliated him in book 1 is anything to go by, and as an adult is constantly called a psychopath and not human to his face (thanks for that, Leonie. really showing off the psychology part of your criminal psychology degree).
Johannes was never treated as a human. yeah, sure, dabbling in the dark arts of necromancy and going against every social "normality" there ever was will do that, but he wasn't treated as one to begin with, either. at some point he likely internalized that, and being forced into the shape of a ghoul simply externalized that ever-present internal fear. he simply realized halfway through that he still liked some parts of humanity, unlike all the other ghouls who, if not enthusiastically, fell into the maladaptive coping mechanism of embracing their inhuman status.
which is to say that the reason Johannes made more connections as a ghoul than he did as a person is the same one that causes many neurodivergent & socially undesirable people in real life find comfort in the animal and bestial:
reject the pain of personhood. become a dog instead.
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