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Rengoku your fiance had gone out for another mission like usual, but when your beloved doesn't return or send a note to you for days you started to worry until your thoughts were proved correct.

Genre ANGST

Tw's strong language, grief, violence

Word count

1k

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You looked out the window, looking for your beloveds return from his mission that he'd left for around two days ago now. And it was beginning to worry you, 'what if something happened to him?' you felt the pessimistic thoughts surging through your swirling mind, you didn't know what you'd do if something did happen to him.

You snapped back to reality by the sound of a crow, you looked up at your fiances crow who seemed distressed and upset over something. You felt your heart hit the floor you felt yourself go completely cold, everything seemed like a hazy dream you wanted to wake up but you couldn't.

You inhaled deeply and looked back at the crow and waited for what it's message was to you.

"Hello Mrs. Rengoku, I have some rather unfortunate news. Kyojiro Rengoku is dead."

You felt your knees give in as you hit the floor with a thump which would definitely leave bruises on your knees. You slowly raised your hands towards your mouth afraid if you don't you'd scream, and you really wanted to you wanted to scream until your voice was gone.

You shook violently as you felt your tears rolling down your flushed face onto the floor, softly whimpering you sat there, in denial of it all. It had to be a lie right?

"Tell me this.. IS THIS A CRUEL JOKE. PLEASE"

"I'm so sorry mrs. Rengoku but I'm not lying."

You slowly stood upright still shaking as you nodded and you rushed inside frantic to find senjiro, before you absolutely fell apart.

"S-senjiro?"

You asked peaking into the room seeing the small boy reading with a smile on his face, he looked over to you and tilted his head slightly.

"hey Y/n. You look really upset is something wrong?"

"H-he.. he's gone sen"

"..what?."

"He's dead senjiro. Kyojiro is gone."

you held your arms open for him if he so needed it, he paused as realization set into him he began to cry as he jumped into your arms holding on like his life depended on it. You just sat there for him kneeling down for him and wrapping your arms around him tightly rubbing his upper back comfortingly. Trying to keep yourself together for him.

After a couple hours of crying and hugging you both separated as he looked at the floor you felt your heart tearing into pieces, he looked so broken.

"Y/n, it's ok to cry."

This made your last cord snap as your felt the wave of anger, grief, sorrow, hate bubble up inside you until you started spilling. You let your tears freely fall as your body started shaking senjiro hugged you tightly and rubbed your back like you were doing to him. You clutched onto the young boy and sobbed breaking down. You couldn't handle it.

A few days after the news came to you and senjiro you'd told their father who didn't seem to care at all which really bothered you, you weren't going to say anything until this.

"He was weak to begin with he never stood a chance."

You felt the anger flowing out of you as you spun on your heel grabbed his collar and looked him dead in the eyes and said,

"Shut. Your. Goddamn. Mouth!"

You spat at him no fear was present inside you only anger, you tightened you gr

You felt your eyes watering as you walked briskly out of the front gate and down the street wanting to get away for a moment. You were interrupted by someone walking into you as you hit the ground you looked up and saw a young boy with red eyes and hair with an odd scar on his forehead, he held his hand out for you with a smile but it didn't seem like a happy aile more of a sad one, you thanked him as you brushed yourself off you recognized the uniform he was wearing. He was apart of the corps.

"hello mrs. Rengoku I'm tanjiro kamado I'm apart of the demon Slayer corpse and as you already know you fiance isn't here with us anymore, but he gave me something to give and say to you."

You looked at him processing what he was saying and nodded telling him to come inside and sit, you noticed he was injured. You sat down in the room next to the garden pouring yourself some tea and offering some to tanjiro.

"you said you had something to give to me?"

" yes mrs. Here he told me to give this to you"

The boy handed you the familiar hoari you knew who's it was and it made you almost cry on the spot, you reached for it and took it close to your chest as you put it one, you felt a bit comforted by this you didn't know why.

"And he also told me something to say to your from him before he passed."

"Go on, and my name's Y/n."

Tanjiro went in about how he was in his final moments, also telling you he saved everyone and was brave until the very end.

"His last words were, Y/n my one and only love I will miss you my only wish is that I could kiss you and hold you one last time. I love my little flame."

You began sobbing uncontrollably wrapping yourself tighter in his hoari trying to calm down, Tanjiro stood up and came to your side hugging you which gave you a little comfort.

"Thank you so much Tanjiro"

You looked up at the night sky watching the stars flicker and shine brightly as you took a breath of the cold air you smiled opening your eyes and sighing.