#knifebled

              ❝  WHAT ARE YOU STARING AT ?  ❞  unnecessary question, he knows the answer. he’s aware  —  sees all, sees what sits behind their eyes as if they’d drawn their thoughts out for him. a twitch, feathers ruffling with the annoyed tick. restlessness, or something else in the jittery, sharp movements he makes, but one thing is solid, unmoving. that stare, piercing into them through dull, crimson - tinted eyes.                             ❝  GET OUT OF MY FACE. YOU DON’T BELONG HERE. THERE’S NOTHING FOR YOU HERE.  ❞

TXT > MR BLUE SKYE | next time we hang out we should hook up lol

          no.

IF YOU LIKE A BAD CHARACTER , THAT’S OKAY.  BUT THE MINUTE YOU START TRYING TO DEFEND THEIR ACTIONS AND TOTALLY THROW THE FACT THEY’RE BAD OUT THE WINDOW - YOU HAVE TO STOP.  it’s perfectly fine for you to enjoy an antagonistic character but you have to be responsible and own up to the bad shit they do.  acknowledge it.  and if you don’t want to do that and you want to water a character down to more-so fit your softer standards , find a different character.

             ❝ AND WHY ARE YOU TELLING ME, HM ?  ❞  hands folded neatly in his lap, a perfect measure of politeness in his stance, but such respect is absent in all else. not in his eyes, nor his volume, nor in the tone he uses with them  —  dripping in an unwarranted but natural revulsion. it doesn’t take much to incite such feelings within the owl - headed man, takes nothing at all. he sees more, knows more than anyone should believe, and all of it is smothered in filth. his standards are high, and they don’t meet them.        ❝  ARE YOU LOOKING FOR VALIDATION ?  APPROVAL ?  WELL YOU WON’T FIND IT HERE !  ❞  hands split, then, each clawing into the armchair instead, scraping against the fabric before he uses them to push upwards and stand.  ❝  WHAT IS IT YOU BELIEVE ? THAT YOUR MOMENTARY RESTRAINT REDEEMS YOU ?  THAT IT’S SOMETHING TO BE PRAISED ?  OPEN YOUR EYES, YOU’VE HARDLY TAKEN A STEP.  ❞

“Why don’t you do me a fuckin’ favor n’ leave me the fuck alone.”

          “ REMEMBER THAT NOT ALL EYES WATCHING ARE YOUR OWN.  REFRAIN FROM KEEPING EYE CONTACT , AND STEP AWAY FROM THE DOOR. ” 

                 ❝  WHAT DO YOU CALL A PERSON WITH NO SENSE OF TRUE BELONGING IN A WORLD THAT DOESN’T WANT THEM FRUITLESSLY ATTEMPTING TO FIND THEIR PLACE AMONG THOSE WHO CANNOT STAND THEIR PRESENCE ?  ❞  head cocked to the side, and there’s only a singular blink in the small moment of silence he allows to settle.   ❝  I DON’T KNOW ! I DON’T CARE TO LEARN THEIR NAME, BUT THEY WON’T GET OUT OF MY FACE.  ❞