So the knockout cocktail worked long enough for me to crash at 8.30pm and sleep til 1.30am, but I’ve been awake since then with awful pain and nausea 😭 I am SO TIRED and so frustrated because I know being tired makes me more poorly and makes my regularly scheduled symptoms much harder to deal with, and I know being tired makes me grumpy and emotional... but I just. can’t. sleep. The pain is so bad I’ve been curled in the fetal position crying. Even good old Panadol has only taken the edge off enough that I’m no longer sobbing, but still in awful pain. I JUST WANNA SLEEP!!! 😭 #palliativecarewarrior #knackeredaf #letmesleepplease https://www.instagram.com/p/CJnH9cej2tw/?igshid=ch2scn7lgfji












