#kkbye

If I do anything right in my entire life, it’s going to be making sure I’m a better parent/mother to my children than my own parents were to me and my siblings. That’s literally all that matters to me. The money, the jobs, the luxuries…All of it means shit if I’m not different. If I don’t learn. But I can confidently say that no other fire burns as strongly and as intensely from the depths of my soul than the need to love my future children as fiercely and unconditionally as possible. To provide a safe, happy, healthy, open, supportive, and loving home for all of us to grow and learn and prosper together…. And ultimately to create relationships and a life for my children that I spent my whole life only dreaming of. This is the only thing I’m certain of… I will be different. I will be different. I will be different.

I go through random daydreams where I plan my whole life out and can't wait to grow up and have a family and kids and grandkids and a pool in my backyard with 2 dogs and all that jazz. But then I remember I really just like getting drunk and ordering enough pizza for myself at the end of the night. So maybe not for a while lol