more medical/family vent below the cut
....i actually had something else specific to rant about but I had to pause to do something else and i thought a little too long and simply remembered that my dad has a long history of not taking me seriously and not protecting me from physical, obvious threats....
so yeah...him continuing to emphasize i'm overreacting and letting myself be ruled by anxiety rather than genuinely showing concern and care for my medical troubles....is pretty par for the course ....
i just ....thought he'd changed PFT stupid me i guess
i mean...i suppose he did in some ways, he just approaches things from a different angle
but a knife doesnt stop being a knife just bc they threw it at you rather than directly stabbing you with it
