#kittygory

I let out a breath. It's not that some battles can't be won, more that they can't be fought at all.

I once tried Tai Chi ‘cause it’s supposed to make you feel more balanced and in harmony with everything. More Zen, or whatever. Anyway, never have I felt so much rage coursing through my veins as during those slow, choreographed movements. In the air. Without resistance. I’m getting angry thinking about it. I’m made to punch things. I mean, I can punch in my dreams. The trick is to not punch with your fists, as you don’t really have them, but to channel your energy in forward pulses. So that’s kinda Tai Chi, right? Wrong. There’s no target, even if it’s imaginary; there is no point of release. All you’re doing is building up energy more and more, waiting for what I think can only result in a flame blow-back. I am a gentle man, mentally, and it’s almost impossible to get into a fight with me. There’s always calm, reservation, and order. But my body craves violence, chaos, and high energy in any physical activity. This causes some inner conflicts, but I know people without those are a rarity. It’s imperative to learn which facet of your entirety needs which outlet as you grow in life. Tai Chi unnerves every facet of me. So, no, not for me.

YAYY!!! 

Jay is..... very Jay. it’s wisest that he shouldn’t be jaysome about certain topics.

Zoenen en Knuffels/ @kittygory

Merry Christmas, @kittygory! Love from your Secret Santa

Charlie says I definitely can’t remove teeth either?!

.... what’s a covid-19?!