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Prompt Assignment: First Time
Overview: A movie night turns into the moment youâve both been waiting for.
Warnings: established relationship, smut no plot, soft dom, praise, aftercare, protected sex, p in v, oral both receiving, grinding, making out
The movieâs still playing, but neither of you could say what itâs about anymore.
Joaquinâs mouth is warm and familiar against yours, and when you grind down onto him, he sucks in a breath like youâve caught him off guard.
His hands slide to your hips, steadying you there immediately. Not stopping you. Not entirely. Just⊠holding you.
âWe donât have to,â he says quietly, forehead resting against yours. âIâm serious. Iâm good either way.â
You smile, breathless. âI know.â
Youâve been seeing each other for a while now, and heâs been a perfect gentleman, which is almost the problem. Because you want him. Because you need him. Because this is happening tonight.
His eyes search your face, softer now. âThis is our first time. I just want it to be right.â
You lean in again. âThis is perfect, Joaquin, justââ
You guide his hands back, a little lower, a little more deliberate, before pulling him into another kiss.
And this time, his hands tighten, squeezing, helping you move against him like heâs done pretending he doesnât want this just as much as you do.
You keep kissing, moving together in a slow rhythm. Soft sounds slip from both of you, swallowed between mouths, until Joaquin pulls back just enough to look at you.
âAre you sure?â he asks, voice low.
âYes,â you breathe, already chasing his lips again, but he stops you gently.
He lifts you easily, leaning in to kiss you again as he walks you down the hallway. You giggle against his mouth, bumping into walls, tangled up in each other in a way that feels reckless and right all at once.
He sets you down in front of your bed, and the kisses barely pause, just long enough for shirts to be pulled away and forgotten. Hands fumble, laughing softly as you help each other with buttons and waistbands, mouths finding skin whenever they can, like neither of you wants to lose contact for too long.
You tug him back into another kiss and fall onto the bed, breathless, the mattress dipping under your weight. Joaquin follows you down, catching himself just in time, braced above you.
He pulls back slightly, just enough to look at you.
His gaze drags over you, slow and deliberate, like heâs committing this moment to memory. His hands stay planted on either side of you, grounding himself, breathing a little heavier than before.
âGod,â he mutters, almost to himself. Then, softer, âYouâre unreal.â
His thumb brushes your side, feather-light, like heâs asking permission again without words.
âIâve wanted this,â he admits quietly, eyes lifting to meet yours. âWanted you. I just⊠wanted to do it right.â
He leans in, forehead resting against yours, breath warm.
âTell me if you want me to stop,â he says, voice low, intimate. âBut donât,â a faint smile curves his mouth, âdonât be surprised if I donât want to.â
Thatâs when his lips find yours again, slower this time. Intentional. Like heâs done waiting.
He kisses down your neck, then your chest, and you arch into him as his hand reaches behind you, fingers deft as he unclips your bra. Itâs gone a second later, replaced by his mouth and hands, kisses pressed reverently across your breasts, palms warm and sure as they massage you.
âYeah?â he murmurs softly, like heâs checking in even as his thumbs move, lightly brushing your nipples. âThat feel okay?â
Your breath catches, head tipping back in answer.
âGood,â he says quietly, almost to himself. âI just wanna make you feel good.â
His hands trail lower, following the path of his lips as he kisses down your stomach, slow and deliberate, making you feel every inch of the distance. He pauses there, right above your waistband, and looks up at you.
âStill with me?â he asks, steady and grounding.
Youâre propped up on your elbows, watching him like you canât look away. âYes,â you breathe. âGodâyes.â
The tension in his shoulders eases immediately.
âOkay,â he says, voice warm. âTell me if anything feels too much. Or not enough.â
He presses a kiss right where you need him most, and you bite your lip, failing to keep the sound in. Joaquin huffs a quiet laugh, glancing up at you as he slides your panties down your legs.
âYeah,â he murmurs, eyes dark. âJust like that. I love the sounds you make.â
He kisses back up your body from your ankle, hooking one leg over his shoulder, taking his time as his mouth trails over your calf, your knee, your thigh, lingering, teasing, like he knows exactly what heâs doing to you.
âHowâs that?â he asks softly, thumb brushing your skin. âYou okay?â
Your answer comes out shaky, his name falling from your lips.
âI thought so,â he mutters, and then his tongue finally drags a slow stripe where you want him most.
You moan and instinctively try to shut your thighs, but his hand comes up immediately, firm, holding you open.
âHey,â he says gently. âLet me. Iâve got you.â
Your other leg stays hooked over his shoulder, heel digging into his back as he keeps going, working you with slow, deliberate movements, checking in with quiet murmurs,âRight there?â âFeels good?â each one pulling another sound from you.
When he groans, the vibration sends you over the edge, and you come apart with his name on your lips.
He doesnât rush away. He presses soft kisses into your inner thigh, then higher, hands smoothing over you as he makes his way back up your body.
âYou did so good,â he whispers, brushing his nose against your jaw. âFeel okay?â
âMmm, yes,â you murmur, pulling him into a kiss, tasting yourself on his lips. It turns sloppy fast, all open mouths and breathless sounds as you press into him, chest to chest. Your hardened nipples brush his skin and the sensation pulls a soft moan from you, swallowed by the kiss.
He makes a quiet sound at the back of his throat, hands gripping your sides like heâs trying to ground himself.
You shift, rolling him onto his back until heâs sitting at the edge of the bed and youâre straddling him. Now itâs your turn. You kiss down his neck, slow and deliberate, feeling the way his breath stutters as your hands explore his chest, his abs, lower, teasing the waistband of his underwear.
âYeah,â he breathes, voice already rough. âFuck⊠just like that.â
You glance up at him. âCan I?â
His answer is immediate. âYes.â
You cup him through the fabric, moving slowly, deliberately, and his head tips back with a quiet groan. âFeelsââ he exhales sharply, eyes dropping to watch your hand. âGod, that feels so good.â
You free him from his underwear and start to lower yourself between his knees. His hands come out automatically, stopping you, not pushing, just steady.
âYou donât have toââ he starts.
âI want to,â you cut in softly, looking up at him. âPlease. I want to make you feel good too.â
The word please does him in. His breath catches. âOkay,â he manages, voice strained. âYeah. Okay.â
You look up at him as you lick a slow stripe along the underside of him, watching the way his expression falls open before you take him fully into your mouth. He lets out a broken sound, one hand threading into your hair, resting there, present, never pushing.
âJustâyeah,â he murmurs, breath going ragged. âYouâre doing so good. Feels incredible.â
You move with him, slow and steady, and his encouragement turns quieter, more breathless, until he gently pulls you up by the hair.
âI donât want to finish like this,â he says, clearly fighting for control. âI wantâŠI want to be with you.â
You crawl back up his body, licking a path over his stomach before pulling him into a deep, messy kiss. Itâs more intimate now, less teasing, and when he stands to grab a condom, he moves like he knows exactly what he wants.
You adjust yourself on the bed, heart racing, and when he joins you again, he kisses you, slower, sweeter, like heâs resetting the moment.
âYou okay?â he asks quietly.
His hand squeezes yours once, grounding. âOkay,â he murmurs, and then he finally pushes in.
You moan together as he pushes in deeper, the sound torn from both of you at once.
âGod,â he breathes, forehead dropping to yours. âYou feel so good, tell me youâre okay.â
You nod, breathless, fingers tightening on his shoulders. âIâm okay. IâmâŠIâm really good.â
The tension in his body eases just a fraction. He stays there for a second longer, like he needs to feel you around him, like heâs grounding both of you in the moment before he pulls back slowly and presses back in again. His movements are unhurried, every thrust intentional like heâs memorizing the way you fit together.
After all the dates, all the almosts, this is your first time together, and it feels heavy in the best way. Like something settling into place.
âIâve been wanting this,â you gasp, âIâve been needing this.â The truth spilling out of you as he keeps moving.
That earns you a soft, breathless laugh against your jaw. âYeah?â he murmurs, kissing there, then your lips. âMe too. Wanted it, but wanted to make sure it was right.â
His pace picks up just slightly, still deep, still careful.
âIâve been wanting this since I met you,â he admits quietly. âSince youâd get all dressed up for our dates and pretend you werenât nervous.â A smile curves into his voice. âYou were so cute.â
Your moans start to break, less controlled now, and he groans at the sound, hips moving more urgently.
âI tried to be good,â he says, breath coming faster. âTried to keep my hands to myself.â His thrusts grow harder, more deliberate, hitting that spot that makes your thoughts scatter. âBut you wanted this. Wanted me.â
And you did. God, you do.
His name spills out of you like itâs all you can say, and he keeps talking, soft, wrecked praise murmured between breaths. Asking if you feel good. Telling you how perfect you feel, how much he loves the sounds youâre making, how right this feels with you.
âStill okay?â he checks again, slowing just a little even as his thrusts stay deep.
âYes,â you whimper. âDonât stop.â
âOkay,â he murmurs, like a promise.
His hand slides down your side, grounding, before his fingers press to your clit and the pleasure hits you sharp and sudden. You cry out, body tightening, and he groans at the way you flutter around him.
âThatâs it,â he whispers, kissing you hard. âJust like that. Iâve got you. Iâm right here.â
Youâre so aware of him, of the weight of his body, the warmth, the way this isnât just sex but him, finally, completely. Your first time together, and it feels like something youâll remember forever.
âYouâre close,â he breathes, voice shaking. âFuckâŠI can feel it. Tell me whenââ
âIâm gonna cum,â you choke out. âJoaquinâplease.â
His pace stutters, then picks up just enough. âMe too,â he admits softly, breaking as he hits that perfect spot again, tipping you over the edge.
You come undone around him, and he stills for a heartbeat before moving again, slow and deep as he follows you, kissing you through it like he doesnât want to let go. When he finally collapses to your side, he keeps you close, breath uneven, forehead resting against yours.
âYou okay?â he whispers one last time.
This time, your smile answers before your words do.
For a minute, neither of you says anything.
Youâre both breathing hard, limbs tangled, skin still warm where he hasnât let go of you yet. Joaquin shifts first, careful even now, tugging you closer until youâre tucked against his chest like itâs the most natural place in the world.
âHey,â he murmurs, brushing his thumb along your arm. âYou okay?â
You hum, sleepy already, smiling into his skin. âMore than okay.â
That makes him laugh, soft, breathy, a little disbelieving, and he presses a kiss to the top of your head, then another, then one more just because. You tilt your face up and he meets you halfway, kissing you slow and lazy this time, like thereâs nowhere else he needs to be.
âCâmere,â he whispers, pulling the blanket up around you both. âYouâre warm.â
You tangle your legs with his, bare skin everywhere, and he keeps kissing you, your forehead, your cheek, the corner of your mouth, like he canât stop. You giggle, a little embarrassed, a little blissed out.
He shrugs, smiling all soft and stupid. âJust⊠happy.â
That does something to your chest.
You trace lazy shapes on his skin, listening to his heartbeat slow under your ear, and he absently plays with your hair, fingers gentle, unhurried. Every so often he leans down to press another kiss into your hair, your shoulder, your temple, quiet reminders that heâs there.
At some point, the room goes quiet except for your breathing.
Youâre half-asleep when you feel him shift, adjusting so youâre more comfortably tucked against him, arms wrapped fully around you now. He presses one last kiss to your forehead.
âStay,â he mutters, already drifting.
You smile, eyes closed. âWasnât planning on going anywhere.â
He hums, satisfied, tightening his hold just a little, and thatâs how you fall asleep. Naked, wrapped up in each other, warm and spent and safe, like this is exactly where youâre supposed to be.