#killz0ne

Yeah sure.

He lied to and about multiple women (myself included) and tried to deliberately pit us against each other to cause jealousy and competition to try to make us all compete and beg for his attention. He did not care how much that was mentally affecting the people involved with him, he cared only about his ego.

He lied/manipulated/gaslit/deflected when issues were raised to him by any of us making communicating issues futile. He continues to lie/manipulate/gaslight and defect by claiming all of our collective complaints are just “misunderstandings” or “miscommunications” instead of owning the fact he’s behaved atrociously and been caught the fuck out.

He pushed the boundaries of many of us. From pestering and pestering about meets to degrading people’s partners there was an obvious pattern of him not listening when told “no” or “don’t do that”

He has an extremely unsafe approach to meets. He does not get STD checked between partners and relies on the clear results of someone else from at least four fucks ago and considers that safe and sufficient. He also engages in hard kinks with no safety plan in place. He will have to leave any meet at a certain time to go home so if an emergency was to happen towards the end for example… you’d just be left to it. There’s at least one occasion where someone has travelled many hours to meet him and then been left stranded alone in an unfamiliar city until the early hours of the morning due to transport issues and him just leaving her there to go home so he doesn’t arise suspicion.

I'm not sure how I started following him, probably via one of my many mutuals who no longer would, I admit I got obsessed with him and his little harem idea, I'd got the false impression that dispite what he posted, that was an act and he was actually a decent person underneath.

After I sent a couple of people asks about NNF threesomes (a default of mine when I see people answering "MMF or MFF?") he messaged me too say he'd been talking with them about my asks. (I asked one of them about this later, they had no recollection of taking to him about it)

He then asked me if it's be interested in attending the Harem. Part of me assumed he was teasing me. Part of me assumed there would be vast amounts of checks and discussions and tests and getting to know everyone involved.

Given what I've read since I imagine he never mentioned this to anyone, nor that any of my assumptions were correct. I could believe he'd actually invite a near total stranger just to stoke his ego.

As it happens, although the idea fascinates me, I'm Aego and have no interest in actual hook ups. But part of me wonders what if I wasn't and I had said yes. Even after I said no he still mentioned there would be future ones.

I did however send him very detailed sexual descriptions of what I'd want to do to him. I also came very, very close to offering him links to my audios. I'm so glad I didn't on the latter.

The thing that's surprised me most though is that he was everywhere. I was chatting with a moot a few weeks before this kicked off and they admitted they'd done "the most disgusting things" for him. I'm not going to name them but I had no clue they'd interacted, which is why I wanted to pay this, because it wouldn't surprise me if there are a lot more of us out there, never getting as far as meeting, but still taken in and stoking his ego

My heart goes out to anyone affected, especially the 5 girlies who got together and called him out I don't know who they all are (and I'm not fishing) but have a guess based on some posts I've seen. At least one of them I followed because of him and I'm fortunate enough to think of as a friend, the one good thing.

Update: I just discovered I can still read his messages on desktop (it just hangs when I try on my phone) so I'm going to correct that he actually wrote "the next one" so probably not the one that was planned for last week

I don't know all the details, so I literally can't get into it. But I believe the girls, I've had a bad gut feeling about Z for a while and havent rlly been interacting much.

I'm so glad this has all come to light before I ended up meeting with him, needless to say I feel slightly violated considering the stuff that I've shared w them.

Many of us that were close to Killz0ne are no longer associating with him due to a number of reasons. There have been several instances where we were all told conflicting facts that led us to believe we can no longer trust him, and after discussing these concerns amongst ourselves much more troubling information has come to light that has ultimately confirmed we were right in reaching that conclusion.

I don’t know much about what happened but I know who Kill-z0ne or Z is… and my friend has kept updated on what he does…. I knew Z before this account, back on his orginal.

I was new to BDSM,18, and had just gotten out of a dynamic… he messaged me through about a certain post I said. Something about dancing to the waiting room music on the phone. It wasn’t a BDSM post. He responded with a CNC message, something I was into. I’m sure you could find the post and some of the old ask we did together and yeah….

We talked a lot, and I’m going to sum this up cause I don’t like to think about it. He introduced me new a new sub(who I will call C, C is now my best friend due to all this) and we were a start of his harem fantasy….. Shit went bad when I started college and he had a life change. I would like to say I AM not proud of how this relationship went, I was young and very naive. I was unaware how of dynamic should work. But he told me he loved me, and I had believe him. It strained, and the relation we orginally had suffered.

And communication suffered yet he wanted more. At one point he asked me to join his cult on tumblr, something he just started even tho when he could barely give me time. I was told I would become a high level in the cult. Oh, the cult was focused on him, giving him nudes, doing divulging request and more. Things like licking a toilet seat, something I was told he could ask me to do. C confront him with the fact I was 18 and new to this scene and what he was doing was fucked. C wasn’t aware of the full issue until much later, since i assume it was normal. In short, we broke off. And during the communication about how fucked I felt with him he would post horny shit and message other girl while saying he was trying his best to give me his time, he loved me, he needed me, ect. He asked me again to join his sex cult.