Jan 1
LET DEAN WINCHESTER SOB. LET HIM UGLY CRY. LIKE IM TALKING SNOT AND SHIT EVERYWHERE I WANT THIS MAN TO SCREAM AND CRY AND DIE INSIDE. I WANT HIM TO HOLD ONTO CASā TRENCH COATS SLEEVES FOR DEAR LIFE AND JUST MUMBLE INCOHERENT SHIT AGAINST HIM.
#KILL HIM#KILL HIMMMMMM#like no actually donāt heās been through enough-#but i want him to let it all out#bro is the most emotionally guarded guy on planet earth#he just doesnāt do vulnerability because he was raised to be the legendary strong and brave dean winchester#which he is#but he sacrificed expressing himself to the there#heās been bottling everything up so long he doesnāt know how to release it#weāve only ever seen him do as much as the man tears#someone please let him actually cry#that scene with cas when crowley was sticking pins in gadzeel/samās head???#that gave me the feels#dean couldnāt watch that anymore#he left the room and cas followed#dean yet again tried to direct the focus onto cas (āare you okay? howāve you been?ā)#just so cas wouldnāt worry about him and he wouldnāt have to talk about himself#despite the fact that heās clearly upset about an angel being stuck in samās body#and if crowley didnāt succeed heād have to kill him along with sam#i donāt think he would have actually done it#we know the only thing dean wouldnāt do is kill sam (well. with no way to bring him back.)#like the show has told usātheyāre each otherās weak spots#dean winchester#spn#supernatural#spn spoilers#supernatural spoilers#spnfandom#supernatural fandom#spn s9
