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Although I know that this movie will make me cry, I still wanted to watch it. It is basically about a father and his family. 🤷🏼‍♀️ But what really made me curious about it is “how is it like to have a father?” I literally can’t relate because I grew up without having one. Oh well, technically I have but we are living separately then. It is almost 11 years now since my father died. I am 3yrs old when my mother decided to leave him and the next time that I saw my father is he is already in the coffin.

Going back to the movie, Oopps, this is not a review, I am not a movie critic as well. I just wanted to say that it’s a great realization that even if we are busy building our own family or our own lives, we should not forget that we are still a son/daughter to our parents. No matter how hard, painful or how bad your childhood, we should still give our time to them. Family time! Quality time. You wouldn’t know how much they wanted to be with you. They will not ask for it, never. They will always understand if you’re busy. But don’t be insensitive. Make time for them. Family Day is not only during sundays. Not just seven sundays but everyday or in any day that you are available, call them, visit them or meet up with them, eat with them. I don’t know! Just be with them. Enjoy! Every minute counts, don’t waste it! 😉

This really hit me last week... 😢😭

Mga oras at araw kung kailan malungkot ako. Very timely eh! Yung tipong malapit ka ng sumuko at mawalan ng pag-asa? Tapos biglang parang may kakausap sa’yo at sasabihin na maghintay ka pa. In His time... 🙏🏼

Nakakaguilty pa kasi parang nung time na yun, napaisip ako, di ba dapat tiwala lang? Di ba dapat manalig lang? O e ano ko ngayon? Di makahintay?! Pag gusto mo, gusto mo?! Ano batang may tantrums lang? Kapag di natupad ang gusto magmamaktol?! Tsk. Hindi dapat ganun. Di ba?

Mas alam Niya kung anong dapat sa’tin. Kaya dapat stay put lang. Chill lang. Hindi mo kailangang magmadali. Ang kailangan mong gawin ay paghandaan kung anong darating sa’yo, kung anong meron, yung sa ngayon ka lang! Yung bukas, bukas mo na isipin. Yung wala, e bakit kailangan mo ng alalahanin e wala pa nga?!

Oo madali sabihin, mahirap gawin. Pero kung sakali may magagawa ka ba? E wala nga eh. So wag akong makulit... haha! Kalma lang. Maghintay ka lang. Maghintay ka pa!

Okay, maghihintay ako. Mananalig, magtitiwala at patuloy na mananalangin. 🙏🏼🥰

•1/28/2019•

People say things that you should do, As if they do know what’s good for you. They tend to tell you to “do this” & “do that”, But our lives has a different path.

Life is not about a competition, It’s a fulfillment of your own mission. Nobody knows if what you did was perfect, It’s more of showing others your respect.

Living the life that we have is not easy, We need to decide and choose wisely. Whoever tells you that what you’re doing is wrong, Just don’t mind them and move along.

📷 5/12/2018 📝 6/6/2018

#Life #DamnIfYouDoDamnIfYouDont #Grateful #Blessed #RandomThoughts #khEy0ts #poetry #khEy0ts📷 #latepost

Oh yeah, ilang oras na lang bagong taon na ulit. Masaya na malungkot. Excited na nakakaEmo. Haha! Di ko alam bakit... 🤔

Well, masaya naman ang 2017 ko. Nakaraos naman. May nakakain kami, napupuntahan namin gusto naming puntahan at wala namang nagkasakit sa’min. Meron pero simpleng sakit lang. Di naman nahantong sa hospital bed so healthy pa din naman kami lahat. Salamat sa Diyos! 🙏🏼

Ang dami ko talagang dapat ipagpasalamat. Yung pagkakaron ko ng work sa kalagitnaan ng taon at naging regular employee din nitong huling buwan ng taon. Yey! 😉 Nadagdagan na naman ako ng friends at ng kinakainisan din. Haha. Char! Pero dapat ko din kasi ipagpasalamat yun eh. Para mas makita ko how blessed I am. Di ba?

Minsan kasi aminin natin na kahit ang dami ng biyaya ang dami pa ding hinahanap. Ako naman minsan ganon din. Yung bakit parang ako wala pero sila meron? Yung feeling ko ang bait ko na pero bakit sila ata yung mas pinagpala kesa sa’kin? Saka ko iisipin at bibilangin yung mga bagay na meron ako. Dun ako. Sa kung anong meron ako. Mahirap maghanap ng wala sa’yo kasi di ka magiging masaya. Pero siyempre nagpePray ka pa din at nananalig na magkakaron ka din nun, kung ano man yun. 🤪

Masarap balikan yung mga araw na lumipas, masasayang araw, mga nakakainis at nakakabadtrip na araw na pagnaalala mo matatawa ka na lang sa kagagahan mo. Hihi.

Nakakatakot din. Kasi ang bilis ng panahon noh? Pipikit ka lang pagdilat mo panibagong araw na. Dapat ba ienjoy lang lahat? Marami akong gustong gawin eh, kaya ko kaya? Kelan ko kaya magagawa yun? Kaso madalas nauubos na oras ko sa pagtunganga. Haha.

Basta ngayon alam ko masaya ako. Sa pamilya na meron ako, sa buhay na meron ako, sa trabaho, sa kaibigan, sa lahat ng bagay na meron ako. Kung meron mang dumating na biyaya na mas higit pa sa meron ako, aba e ok yun! Kung may pagsubok, sige ok lang din. Kaya ko yan. Handa ako diyan. Dasal lang ang katapat niyan! Hehe.

•12/31/2017 9:04am•