#kext

A friend from the concert found a video of my favourite interaction with hyunjae 😭😭😭 during the end of dancing til we drop he looked at me and i was so excited losing my mind but i had no hands free cause in one i had my hyunjae poster and in the other my phone so i just sent him a kiss like an idiot and i was so embarrassed but then he copied me and sent one right back 💔💔💔 you can see it right before the camera pans away im so happy to have this vid <3

@castellankurze and I were discussing my goblin shaman, Kext, and her development of rudimentary electronic instruments. Kurze is all “She’s going to have a better band than Bruce [Springsteam, his goblin mage, whose inspiration should be patently obvious].” I’m like “Yeah, but she’s an electronic musician, so it’s more like Kraftwerk. Warcraftwerk, if I may.”

They were all soooo sweet like changmin and kevin were sooo present omg but rlly they all were but those two were really shining on stage and omg the hi-touch was awesome 😭 i tried to record it but you only hear bits and pieces cause it was so loud in there. Anyways they were all sooo nice changmin was so sweet while he listened to me and sangyeon was soooo hot i was shocked he looked so good i could barely say anything same with younghoon like they really looked unreal. For juyeon we like touched hands and then i said look juyeon my hands are also big and then he put his hand against mine again to like compare sizes and his hand was so much bigger than mine 😭😭 and his hand was also a bit rougher than the others hands which i really liked cause DAMN their hands were so soft. They did like push me (not aggressively, just so that the line moved along) from member to member though so we didnt have a lot of time with everyone. For jacob haknyeon sunwoo and chanhee i was just like i love you and held their hands tight and they were all sooo sweet like haknyeon was soo cute. And for hyunjae my mind literally blanked like i showed him my sign again so he'd recognize me from the crowd and we touched hands and were just smiling at each other. I dont think i even told him i loved him i was sooo starstruck like his skin is amazing and cameras really dont do him justice he looks even better irl but i must say hes not as big as he looks in pics, hes a bit smaller and thinner and his face was also small it was like looking at a doll fr hes sooo pretty. Then they pushed me to the next member and i just quickly shouted youre my favourite!! to him but idk if he reacted 💀💀 there was like no time between the members it was rlly a crazy experience you had no time to process. Kevin was soooo nice and he looks even better irl too and he was so sweet and just the best all around hes amazing and i told him hes my bro shdhdh you can hear it in the audio recording cause i was so loud and he smiled and thanked me.