#kevantozan

JUST

FUCKING

LOOK

THESE

JUST

LKDSJGL:DAKJG:LADKJF

A FUCKING HAMBURGER. WHO WOULDN"T SLEEP ON THAT??

FUCKING MOLECULES MOTHERFUCKER 

IDK WTF FUCK THIS IS BUT FUCKING FUCKKKK

A BED AND SOFA COMBO FUCKING GENIUS AND SHIT

IT"S A FUCKING BOOK. A FUCKING BOOK OKAY??

SUCH

BEAUTIFUL

I really need to remember I have an outlet.  But I digress, I just keep forgetting. 

Anyways, it's been a LONG gap since my last post. So let's see if I can patch up any holes.

Oh Lord, I suck at keeping up with these lol. Well, Let’s not waste any time, and let’s start with: Drama (the studies and just drama with people in general): I've finished my first semester of Drama! I gave a great presentation and got a good grade. I'm pretty sure I passed that class...  With my life, it's just been a nonstop emotional ride.  Having a lot of issues with my (ex)boyfriend, K.

We were together until last month. I decided to take matters into my own hands and completely sever the tie between us. I refuse to continue some type of relationship with anyone who doesn't know what they want. This time I mean it. I'm now very aware of what I want out of life, and it certainly isn't that.

I had issues finding a job, to the point my parents started to get annoyed with me. I tried explaining to them I really am trying, but parents. They never hear you. So, a few weeks ago I decided to move out, and Now I live in Florida, while my family Remains in Texas.

Upon moving out, my father and I clashed heads several times. I'm glad I have made the decision to leave. It has made things for me that much easier.

School: I'm Pretty sure I messed myself up for school.

I didn't attend any class except Drama. So i'm pretty sure the rest of my classes are fucked. I also moved, so we'll have to see where that goes. 

Love Life: For the time being, since about two months now, I have decided to have no Love life. It's far less painful, and much more satisfying.  While there ARE a few potentials that i Have met lately, I just can't seem to bring myself to get into a relationship anytime soon.

I don't even like to look at men anymore, I'm just slightly bitter towards the idea. General:  I've grown so much within the past few months.  I'm now a different person.  I got a message from an anon talking about how they hope I feel better.

Bestfriend: I wanted to cry but I had a mental collapse and started flopping around in the pool instead.

Lmao

Me: What happened to me... I used to not hate anything.

dafuqq yue?

Bestfriend: Meh. That's growing up.

LMFAO THAT WASNT ENGLISH, KEVIN.

Me: LOL

lmaoo

I CAN"T STOP LAUGHING

Bestfriend: hahahhahahahhaha

Me: I meant

Dafuqq Yume

Bestfriend: Hahahha

I was literally in my bikini top and basketball shorts, riding a blow up turtle floatie in the pool.

Me: lol

I can imagine that

Bestfriend: I had the pool cleaning net and was screaming "BUG HUNT BUG HUNT"

I started flopping around in the pool

Me: LMAO

OMG

WHY CAN I SEE THIS IN MY MIND??

Bestfriend: And I was like "WHAT YOU WANT TURTLE.YOU WANNA FIGHT YOU MAD BRO?"

Me: I"M PUTTING THIS ON TUMBLE

*TUMBLR. Fuck they're gonna judge me now