people who say to me "oh you aren't a lesbian you just haven't met the right guy" piss me off
but what if they're right - what if i'm actually not gay and i genuinely just haven't met the right guy yet
i'm not as worried that the queer people in my life wouldn't accept me if i one day turned around and was like "hey so actually i do actually like men"
i'm more worried about the cishet people in my life who will likely be confused ("but you've never liked men before - why now?" I DON'T KNOW)
see me as an example of "just a girl who was confused" and was "fixed" by a man
i like to think i've got 100% supportive cishet friends - but what if i'm wrong
IS THIS A STUPID THING TO WORRY ABOUT?????
i am a full adult who has NEVER been attracted to a man in any way
but sometimes the thought just bothers me
like what if - what if i'm actually not gay and just lying to everyone (even though i have no proof of being attracted to men)
this feels silly to worry about