Oct 13, 2012
My family and I are hidden away in a little town.
I miss being a Crusader. I miss fighting and being responsible for the destruction of the things that terrify me.
All I can do now is sit in my house and watch as Kasinthia, the Farthings, Keimin, and those closest to my heart... crumble. And fall.
I love my family, I do. But, I often wonder what I've given up by remaining with them. I thought I was keeping my life mine but with every changed diaper and meal cooked, I forget who I am, if only for a moment.
With Ch'taia, with Lisette, with Zeyke and Juniper... that is where I belong.
But, this is where I am.
